Angel of the haunted house
3. "Seeing him will only make you feel worse"
Sakura went to Syaoran who looked at Sakura whit blank eyes:" Yes?"
Sakura started crying and hugged Syaoran.
He took it whit a blank-eyes-staring:" Do I know you?"
Sakura looked at Mariel:" He doesn't remember me?"
Mariel shied:" People forget everything they don't think is important to
them."
Sakuras smile faded:" He doesn't need me? He thinks I'm useless? He doesn't
think I'm important?"
Mariel patted her on a shoulder:" I'm sorry Sakura!"
"No....This is wrong! This is not Syaoran!" Sakura ran out.
Syaoran looked at where Sakura was standing and cried:" It's better for her
that way."
Mariel looked sad:" Are you sure she is gonna get over you like that? By
thinking you forgot about her? Are you sure it's not gonna make her
remember you forever?"
Syaoran was still crying:" I can't say anything for sure. Why are you
torturing me like that? She's better of without me and that's that. There's
NOTHING I can do about that!"
Mariel nodded:" You could have just made her see what she believes in!"
Syaoran told Mariel to get out and so she did. In front the castle Yue was
comforting Sakura who was crying so bad that she couldn't bread anymore.
Mariel went to her and put her to sleep.
Yue calmed down:" Took a long time for you to help me, but thank you."
Mariel nodded:" I'm gonna take her and her friend home now. They have had
enough adventure for this year or for the next 8 years."
Yue looked serious:" That isn't a thing you can joke whit."
Mariel took Sakura and flapped her wings:" I wasn't joking. If I know her
the way I think I know her then I'm pretty sure that's what she is gonna
do: sit in her room for the next few years or more."
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Sakura woke up in her bed and looked around. She was really home. She felt
like crying, but she was home. She looked at the date...it was three days
pass her birthday. Has she been sleeping for that long? She put on a green
dress and walked around her room. Yeah...it was really her room. She looked
at the time....it was 6:30 AM....father will bring her breakfast soon.
She looked at her desk and her diploma on it. There was nothing to do whit
it if she doesn't get a hold of herself soon. That's when she decided to
get a job and live like a normal 21 year old lady.
This time it was her brother who brought her breakfast. He came in put the
plate on the table and started going out.
"Wait!" Sakura whispered to him.
He turned around and looked to see who talked to him:" Did you say
something Sakura?"
She nodded:" Could you give me a newspaper?"
He shrugged:" I guess I could."
Few minutes later he was up whit a newspaper:" Tomoyo is here. Do you want
her to come up?"
Sakura nodded as he already stepped out and went to talk to Tomoyo.
When Tomoyo stepped in Sakura was looking for a small job, nothing too big
at first.
Tomoyo noticed the newspaper and wanted to know what Sakura is up to.
"Do you think I could become a singer in a bar?" she asked and looked at
her best friend.
Tomoyo was surprised by this. She couldn't believe that Sakura was looking
for a job:" Are you serious?"
Sakura nodded:" Yeah I thought that a singer would be too much for me."
Tomoyo giggled a little:" No...I mean are you really looking for a job?"
Sakura nodded:" There's no point in living on my fathers back so I'm gonna
look for a job."
Tomoyo giggled again:" You have a diploma...you don't have to work as a bar
singer. You could get a real job."
Sakura shook her head:" No....I want a small job. Do you think I could be a
bar singer then?"
Tomoyo shrugged:" You have a good voice and it's trained well if you
haven't let it out of work whit these years. But I think that you can be a
singer. Are you gonna take some ones song or do your own?"
Sakura looked at herself from the mirror:" I'm gonna do my own, but first I
wanna change. I wanna color my hair and I'm sure I wanna do that."
Tomoyo shook her head:" You can't do that, why would you?"
Sakura had a painful smile:" If you could color your hair brown then I can
color my hair black."
Tomoyo was still not agreeing:" But it was different whit me. I wanted to
show Eriol that I've moved on."
Sakura still smiled:" And I wanna forget my past life. I wanna start as a
new person. I want new friends and a new past. I mean it, no Syaoran in my
past."
Tomoyos face went sad:" You are ready to forget about him?"
Sakura still smiled but she had tears in her eyes:" I can never forget
about him but I can always hope I'll forget about him."
Tomoyo made a painful smile:" We can start as new people together. I wanna
really move on not look like I've moved on. We can do this as friends. I'll
move on from Eriol and you'll move on from Syaoran. We got a deal?"
Sakura nodded but had fingers crossed.
Tomoyo nodded but had fingers crossed.
Tomoyo looked at Sakuras dress:" And the first thing we gotta do is get rid
of this color and then color your hair."
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"Next!" a voice jelled.
There wore only three girls in front of Sakura and Tomoyo.
"Next!" the voice jelled again.
There wore still two more girls.
"Next!" one girl still here.
"Next!" she might think that the girl in front of them was good.
"Next!" the voice jelled and it was Sakuras turn.
Sakura stepped on stage:" Hello, my name is Sakura Avalon and I'm singing a
song from my private music collection. The songs name is "Angels touch""
"The church bell rang and there was snow on my hair,
Everything's dark, only stars show me the way,
It's time to forgive and forget everything evil,
And finish all half-way walked roads.
I'll come to you again.
I lighted a candle on your grave and waited long,
I felt like you came and took my hand for a moment.
I stood there for hours and finally left your grave,
This dream doesn't end in the morning when I wake up.
When it's could for my soul, your shadow gives fire.
You appear like an angel and shine just for me.
For a moment you touch me and then go again.
If you turn into a dream then I don't wanna wake up ever again.
The church bell rang on that night and the forest echoed.
I walk from year to year and still I see your face.
I live in this room and know that you float in time.
And the touching of an angel I'll never forget."
When Sakura finished singing then she and everyone else had tears in their
eyes.
"That was really good my child. You go and sit there we'll talk to you
later." The lady said:" Next!"
Tomoyo didn't start whit any introduction. She went to the piano and
started playing.
"The world has tired me, burned my soul to the ground,
But still my hope isn't gone even if I've seen lies,
That ones I'll get you to myself.
The wind has messed up my hair, soundlessly I still cry,
And again I stand here and wait, it's not forbidden to hope,
That ones I'll get you to myself.
Northern winds have got me colder, voice is gone and lips are broken.
Still I'm crying: I would want to get out, but only you can change my world
'Cause you belong to me now
I would want to get out, but only you can change my world
'Cause you belong to me now
It's hard to be so alone, I want to come to you,
But you're not allowed to forgive me, come to walk whit me in the beach
And say you belong to me.
You look at me and cry softly, you take my last sanity from me,
When you say:" I love you definitely, but I'm not allowed to want you.
Tho I still belong to you"
Belong only to me"
She stopped and sat down whit Sakura. They didn't have to tell her
anything. From the corner of her eye Sakura could she see that Tomoyo's
been crying.
"Are you alright?" Sakura asked though she knew Tomoyo wasn't alright.
Tomoyo smiled:" I'm fine. It just brought me back old memories that I
wanted to forget."
Sakura nodded:" The same whit me, but we'll live. Right?"
Tomoyo nodded and so did Sakura.
The lady came out:" We had problem by choosing between miss Avalon and miss
Mystery. But we decided to take both of them. Good night to others of you."
Sakura jumped in air, but who was miss Mystery?
The lady looked at Tomoyo who didn't say her name so maybe she thought of
her as miss Mystery?
"Excuse me! Who is Miss Mystery?"
The lady pointed to Tomoyo:" She and you will be singing together if you
don't mind."
Tomoyo jumped up and went to hug Sakura:" We made it!"
The lady smiled:" Whit your kind of a voice I wouldn't be surprised. When
are you ready to perform whit three songs both of you?"
Sakura had more then three songs and from Tomoyos face it was seeable that
she has some too.
The lady thought for sometime:" Maybe tomorrow?"
Sakura and Tomoyo nodded.
The lady smiled:" Good....My name is Miss Gates. You wore Miss Avalon and I'm
gonna call you Miss Mystery 'cause I like it. Fine?"
The girls nodded again.
Miss Gates smiled and told them to go now 'cause she needs to prepare for
tomorrow night.
Sakura and Tomoyo were really happy as they laughed and talked to each
other, not noticing where they are going.
On the door Sakura didn't notice a guy and ran him over.
Sakura stood up and helped the guy:" I'm really sorry! I didn't see you."
The guy smiled:" No...It was my fault. I wasn't watching where I stand. My
name is Jake and from your face it's seeable that you are the new singer."
Sakura smiled:" Well actually me and my friend Tomoyo here. My name is
Sakura."
Jake smiled to Tomoyo and the turned to Sakura again:" Sakura....sounds like
a nice name. Would you go out whit me?"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~Vampire-Angel_Elli
I'm gonna allow myself a little vacation. If anyone wants me to write on
then all they have to do is say so.
Bye for so long