The Confused Feeling

Chapter 2: What do I do now?

I had to go through 2 more periods before lunch and all the time I could only think about her. The feeling was making me go crazy. I didn't even know if she was single. Finally the lunch bell rang and woke me up from my daydreaming about her and me on our first date. I found the rest of the gang already at our usual table. Ray, as usual, was trying to impress Lily with stupid jokes. Travis was quiet and Lily was bright with a smile as always and trying to ignore Ray.

Ray: Hi, Robbie. What took you so long? Were you caught trying to figure out how to get Kim to like you?

Lily: Shut up Ray. (Hits Ray in the arm)

Me: Ray you are lucky that Lily hit you because I was about to and I am sure mine hurt more than hers.

Ray: Lighten up, guys. It was just a joke.

Travis: Buddha says "Perception plays a joke on you"

Ray: Thanks for helping the situation, Strong.

Me: You know I am over Kim. I finally realized that I only liked her because she was older and had that bad girl attitude. Lily, can I talk to you for a minute? (Motions over to a free table)

Lily: Sure Robbie.

Me: Lily, I really need your help.

Lily: What's wrong? You seemed in a trance since coming to lunch.

Me: You can't anyone this especially Travis and Ray. As crazy as this sounds I like Audrey. I can't explain it. We always talk during science class and I never really paid attention until today when we touched hands. We just barely touched hands but I can't stop thinking about it.

Lily: (Starts Laughing)

Me: Come on Lily. It's not funny. I really need to do something about this.

Lily: Ok, sorry, but Robbie you know Travis used to like Audrey and that might not go over too well with him.

Me: I will take my chances. I have to act on my feelings. I am sure Travis will understand. What should I do?

Lily: Maybe you should just wait a while. You know see whether this is just a crush or if you really like her. If you decide you really like her you have to tell Travis before we have another love triangle.

Me: Thanks for talking to me. I'll wait a couple of days. I don't want to jeopardize the friendship I have with Travis but I can' stop thinking about Audrey.

Lily: Just instant message me after we are done with RFR and we will talk about this more. I don't want the guys getting suspicious; because you know once Ray knows everyone will know.

The school bell rings and everyone starts going to their classes. I didn't know if I could wait until after RFR because I felt like the feeling was engulfing me. I was drowning in it and couldn't escape it.

************************************************************************ Author's Note: Sorry this took so long but like Robbie says "Better late then never". I don't think this was that good but hopefully I am wrong. If it is pretty bad please let me have it and I will try to fix it as much as I can. I just had a hard time making the other characters but I think I am doing pretty well with Robbie's character. Audrey is coming up in the next chapter or so and I will make sure I really develop her into a real character since she is one of the main characters in my story. Thanks for all of the reviews. I really appreciate them.