Title: To Lex

Author: LL Luthor

Disclaimer: I don't own Smallville or its characters.



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To Lex


What do you want to know?
Yes, It's me! I'm exactly the same of always
He who hurts and destroys anyone for his interests
He who cares about nothing and no one
.... Or almost no one......!

It's me!
He who is ungodly and makes a fight for all that he'll wish
He who lies, makes believe, cheats.....
But that, his own way, feels love for only one person

You don't believe
And I don't upbraid you for it
My attitudes don't help
All must be as I think, as I desire...
Exactly as I want!

And you.... You feel lost, beaten...
Because I always win!

Excuse me,
But I don't play to lose (Never!)
Even if my adversary be... you...

I would like so much to have you at my side
I would want can count on you...
..... Always.....!

But... The things aren't in this manner
And I ask myself
"Why not"?

Yes, I care about you...
Yes, I love you....
Yes, I miss you....
And.... Yes! You are my life...

I'm not denying my feelings
I'll never deny it
But... I am like I am...
So it's me....

And I know You know I'll never change...
Not even for you
Unique person I already loved
For all my existence

.... My son....!