Let's see she has bright pink hair and copies my hairstyle. Stupid Rini.

When I met Rini I thought she was a demon sent to bother me unti the day I die, but as sailor moon I saw the other Rini. I pitied her. This little witch was isolated from people for most of her life. Then again by the way she acts I feel like I wanna leave her too.

Sometimes I wonder why everyone treats Rini like she is so special. When at times she can be really rotten and rude. She steals my candy and goes through my things. Hey aren't kids suppose to be sweet and innocent. Instead I got the rotten apple of the barrel.

11/7/03

Dear Diary

I am surprise at the way I act whenever Rini is around. She can really push my buttons. Why does she affect me that much? Is it normal to feel like punching out someone? But even I have enough sense not to act out. She gets on my last nerve but unless I am with my friends the urge to destroy goes up.

One day as I was walking down the hall I heard crying coming from my room. In the little area I found Rini on my bed laying in a fetal position with her hands over her eyes and knees drawn up to her chest. While witnessing this scene I unconsciously placed my hands over my heart, and then I rushed over to her and wrapped my arms around her little form. At my touch she leaned into my caress and started mumbling "Mommy". For the first time this girl actually made me smile I ran my hands through her hair and asked her "why are you crying?" She gives me this weird look and says, "Mind your own business".

When my mom came home I told her about our conversation, she just smiled and said not to fret over it. Then she changed the subject and told us about Rini's "Curry Dinner". And let me tell you the little fungus was not to thrill about me cooking for her class.

"No! You would wreck everything and everyone would laugh at me"

When these words spilled from her mouth it made me think.

For all the years I went to school I have never once tried to get a good grade. My parents kept encouraging me hoping that I would improve but after a while they decided maybe there expectations were set to high. It is not like I don't try I do but things just don't turn out the way you want. My mother always compare my scores to my brother, I guess she did this motivate me. This just made me cry.

I can do anything better than you. It is not my fault that I am not a genius like everyone else. The thing is I don't have anything to back me up except for sailor moon. That's the only thing I can do without screwing up.