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*****
So that was how he came to be in the world...Harry smiled. It was very enlightening, seeing his parents story. Watching Lily and James grow together.
Harry, although eager to see the next memory, was praying desperately that it wasn't him being born. He didn't think he could stand that.
****
He found himself inside the house again. It was dark and it felt empty. He randomly looked through the rooms and found Lily in hers, he realized, adding memories to her pensieve. He laughed at the fact that he watching her putting in what he was watching. That stream of thought sent him into a brief battle of logic before James came in.
Lily looked up. " He's alright?"
James nodded. "Sleeping.."
Lily looked relieved. "That's good. I don't think I have the energy to get up again."
"Me too." James agreed. "I don't know how my mum and dad did it."
"Well, I guess you don't really now how hard it is to be a parent until you are one..." Lily murmured.
James made a noise of agreement and fell backwards onto the bed. After a second, he sat up again. "What are you doing?" he asked Lily.
"Adding memories..." she said, drifting off quietly.
"Lily, we've been through this, ok? Nothing's going to happen to us or to Harry or anyone else. Ok?"
"But you don't know that! Anything could happen and I've got the worst feeling... James, I just don't want anything to happen to Harry.."
He regarded her for a second and got off the bed and wrapped his arms around her. " Nothing is going to happen to Harry- I promise."
"I just don't want him to go through what we've been through..."
"What? Like arguing all through Hogwarts...hexing each other...constantly trying to out-do each other...that?" James said with a smile.
Lily laughed. "Well, that and...." she drifted off again, fighting back the wave of fear that she felt every time that she thought of him.
"Lily, just don't think about him." James chided.
"You know what Dumbledore said: a child born to those who've defied him three times.. us or Alice and Frank! And look what's happened to them!"
"Dumbledore said nothing would happen to us- we used the charm and unless Peter squeals on us, he won't find us."
"And Peter won't squeal on us...James, I've heard it all before but you know, you're experienced enough to know that nothing is fool-proof! Anything could happen!"
James was silent for a moment. "Lily, I don't know what'll happen but you know that I won't let anything happen to Harry or you. I love you both."
"I know. I love you, too. More than anyone else in the world. "
James smiled fondly.
She turned her head to meet the kiss that James laid on her and the memory dimmed out.
****
There was nothing after that. Nothing. Harry went through all the memories again in case he had missed something. But he got nothing. His anger and hatred for Lord Voldemort increased. How could he do something like that? He suddenly missed his parents more than anything. And Sirius.
Somewhere, deep inside, he knew that Lily had expected something to happen. She had seen what was coming. Not in detail, but she had seen it.
And James, who had promised that nothing would happen to Harry- well, he had been right.
He never knew that it would be at the expense of his life, Harry thought.
Anger and hatred suddenly filled him. Why was it him and not Neville who had to suffer? Sure, Neville's parents were insane but at least he had them! Why was James' Peter's friend. Surely he could have seen that he was untrustworthy!
Lifting the pensieve up, he threw it as hard as he could. It didn't break but the surface surrounding the inside cracked slightly and when Harry looked inside, he saw his reflection.
He stared at himself for a while before lifting the pensieve up and stashing it under the loose floorboard where it would remain for quite some time.
THE END
Omg...! I finished!!! I'm so proud!! Ok.. please REVIEW!!! I don't think I'll write any more HP fics but you never know... Hope to see you soon! (sooner than u think if u also read my Princess Diaries fic!-check it out!)
Disclaimer: don't own anything cept 4 my Ocs..
*****
So that was how he came to be in the world...Harry smiled. It was very enlightening, seeing his parents story. Watching Lily and James grow together.
Harry, although eager to see the next memory, was praying desperately that it wasn't him being born. He didn't think he could stand that.
****
He found himself inside the house again. It was dark and it felt empty. He randomly looked through the rooms and found Lily in hers, he realized, adding memories to her pensieve. He laughed at the fact that he watching her putting in what he was watching. That stream of thought sent him into a brief battle of logic before James came in.
Lily looked up. " He's alright?"
James nodded. "Sleeping.."
Lily looked relieved. "That's good. I don't think I have the energy to get up again."
"Me too." James agreed. "I don't know how my mum and dad did it."
"Well, I guess you don't really now how hard it is to be a parent until you are one..." Lily murmured.
James made a noise of agreement and fell backwards onto the bed. After a second, he sat up again. "What are you doing?" he asked Lily.
"Adding memories..." she said, drifting off quietly.
"Lily, we've been through this, ok? Nothing's going to happen to us or to Harry or anyone else. Ok?"
"But you don't know that! Anything could happen and I've got the worst feeling... James, I just don't want anything to happen to Harry.."
He regarded her for a second and got off the bed and wrapped his arms around her. " Nothing is going to happen to Harry- I promise."
"I just don't want him to go through what we've been through..."
"What? Like arguing all through Hogwarts...hexing each other...constantly trying to out-do each other...that?" James said with a smile.
Lily laughed. "Well, that and...." she drifted off again, fighting back the wave of fear that she felt every time that she thought of him.
"Lily, just don't think about him." James chided.
"You know what Dumbledore said: a child born to those who've defied him three times.. us or Alice and Frank! And look what's happened to them!"
"Dumbledore said nothing would happen to us- we used the charm and unless Peter squeals on us, he won't find us."
"And Peter won't squeal on us...James, I've heard it all before but you know, you're experienced enough to know that nothing is fool-proof! Anything could happen!"
James was silent for a moment. "Lily, I don't know what'll happen but you know that I won't let anything happen to Harry or you. I love you both."
"I know. I love you, too. More than anyone else in the world. "
James smiled fondly.
She turned her head to meet the kiss that James laid on her and the memory dimmed out.
****
There was nothing after that. Nothing. Harry went through all the memories again in case he had missed something. But he got nothing. His anger and hatred for Lord Voldemort increased. How could he do something like that? He suddenly missed his parents more than anything. And Sirius.
Somewhere, deep inside, he knew that Lily had expected something to happen. She had seen what was coming. Not in detail, but she had seen it.
And James, who had promised that nothing would happen to Harry- well, he had been right.
He never knew that it would be at the expense of his life, Harry thought.
Anger and hatred suddenly filled him. Why was it him and not Neville who had to suffer? Sure, Neville's parents were insane but at least he had them! Why was James' Peter's friend. Surely he could have seen that he was untrustworthy!
Lifting the pensieve up, he threw it as hard as he could. It didn't break but the surface surrounding the inside cracked slightly and when Harry looked inside, he saw his reflection.
He stared at himself for a while before lifting the pensieve up and stashing it under the loose floorboard where it would remain for quite some time.
THE END
Omg...! I finished!!! I'm so proud!! Ok.. please REVIEW!!! I don't think I'll write any more HP fics but you never know... Hope to see you soon! (sooner than u think if u also read my Princess Diaries fic!-check it out!)
