For disclaimers see part 1
(The Calling(
S+J+S+J+S+J+S+J+S+J
Poor Jack...poor Sam. I can't believe this is happening to them, the two people who most deserve happiness can't have it because of one person's jealousy.
I sip my cooling coffee and hum to myself a song I heard on the radio. I wish Shau'ri was here. I wish that my mother and father were still here but they're not and I feel empty. I just wish Jack never has to go through what I'm going through.
It would destroy him I think, I saw what he was like before that first Abydos mission - hell I was on that mission! But ever since SG-1 he's...different and I think we have Sam to thank for that. Jack's life has sort of been split up into five categories:
Before Sara and Charlie
After Sara and Charlie
Before SG-1
Before Sam
I hope that none of them actually change because well, Sara is his past and Sam is his future.
I know he loved Sara and Charlie, how could he not? He married Sara and gave life to Charlie. But he has Sam now and no disrespect to Sara but I doubt if he has ever been happier.
I know they tried to keep it a secret and because of that they got into a lot of trouble...but they seemed happy in those few moths where they actually were Jack and Sam, before any of this fiasco started.
I can't believe Kynthia actually tried to pass Jamron off as Jack's. Well I suppose she is in a way, in a way she's mine as well...that thought didn't go down to well - the coffee stain on my shirt is testimony to that.
I lift my arm up to wipe and suddenly remember I haven't been showered since yesterday morning and I've been running around like a headless chicken all that time - I'm practically living on coffee now.
I remember after we got back from Abydos and Sam told me I couldn't stay awake forever and I'd told her I could try. Well it may not be forever but I'm sure I can last a couple hours more, until Sam wakes up at least...well until Sam is cured. She must be about healed now, Janet wouldn't let any of us inside except for Jacob and a few nurses. That was half an hour ago and still there's no news.
I walk into the shower room and notice Teal'c standing in front of his locker staring into space seeing nothing.
"Hey Teal'c," I call. He turns to me and I notice beginnings of tears in his eyes. Surely Sam isn't...dead. "Teal'c? What's wrong?"
He nods his head. "I am merely contemplating what the repercussions would be if Major Carter is to die. I am not sure if Colonel O'Neill would be able to function as he is now." I smile for the first time in hours.
"But Sam is going to be fine, I know that, you know that and Jack knows that. As long as we keep believing that we will be fine. And anyway, Jacob is in with her, he won't let his daughter die." I ramble on trying to convince myself rather than Teal'c.
"I do indeed hope you are correct Daniel Jackson." He states and grabs a towel from his locker.
"So do I Teal'c so do I." I grab mine and walk into the shower cubicle. To the right of me, I hear a soft click and music fills the air - Teal'c listening to music.
Oooof! I love this song! The Calling - Wherever you will go.
I rub shampoo into my shorter than normal hair and sing along as the slightly hotter than necessary water cascades down my body.
"DanielJackson, do you enjoy this song?" Teal'c calls from beside me.
"Why Teal'c yes I do!" I call back and continue to sing loudly.
"As do I." He says before he begins singing along with me his loud voice echoing through the empty shower hall.
I grin and turn the shower off. Grabbing my towel I step out just in time to hear the remnants of a message for Jack.
"-O'Neill to the infirmary." I quickly dry off and throw some fresh clothes on calling to Teal'c all the time.
"Teal'c come on! Jack's just been called to the infirmary!"
I hope everything is all right. I really do.
"Everything will be well DanielJackson." Teal'c reads my mind like an open book and I scoff at the thought thanking all deity's I don't have coffee in my hand.
( TBC (
Again sorry it's so short but as they say school calls! Hope you enjoyed this and feedback is appreciated!
(The Calling(
S+J+S+J+S+J+S+J+S+J
Poor Jack...poor Sam. I can't believe this is happening to them, the two people who most deserve happiness can't have it because of one person's jealousy.
I sip my cooling coffee and hum to myself a song I heard on the radio. I wish Shau'ri was here. I wish that my mother and father were still here but they're not and I feel empty. I just wish Jack never has to go through what I'm going through.
It would destroy him I think, I saw what he was like before that first Abydos mission - hell I was on that mission! But ever since SG-1 he's...different and I think we have Sam to thank for that. Jack's life has sort of been split up into five categories:
Before Sara and Charlie
After Sara and Charlie
Before SG-1
Before Sam
I hope that none of them actually change because well, Sara is his past and Sam is his future.
I know he loved Sara and Charlie, how could he not? He married Sara and gave life to Charlie. But he has Sam now and no disrespect to Sara but I doubt if he has ever been happier.
I know they tried to keep it a secret and because of that they got into a lot of trouble...but they seemed happy in those few moths where they actually were Jack and Sam, before any of this fiasco started.
I can't believe Kynthia actually tried to pass Jamron off as Jack's. Well I suppose she is in a way, in a way she's mine as well...that thought didn't go down to well - the coffee stain on my shirt is testimony to that.
I lift my arm up to wipe and suddenly remember I haven't been showered since yesterday morning and I've been running around like a headless chicken all that time - I'm practically living on coffee now.
I remember after we got back from Abydos and Sam told me I couldn't stay awake forever and I'd told her I could try. Well it may not be forever but I'm sure I can last a couple hours more, until Sam wakes up at least...well until Sam is cured. She must be about healed now, Janet wouldn't let any of us inside except for Jacob and a few nurses. That was half an hour ago and still there's no news.
I walk into the shower room and notice Teal'c standing in front of his locker staring into space seeing nothing.
"Hey Teal'c," I call. He turns to me and I notice beginnings of tears in his eyes. Surely Sam isn't...dead. "Teal'c? What's wrong?"
He nods his head. "I am merely contemplating what the repercussions would be if Major Carter is to die. I am not sure if Colonel O'Neill would be able to function as he is now." I smile for the first time in hours.
"But Sam is going to be fine, I know that, you know that and Jack knows that. As long as we keep believing that we will be fine. And anyway, Jacob is in with her, he won't let his daughter die." I ramble on trying to convince myself rather than Teal'c.
"I do indeed hope you are correct Daniel Jackson." He states and grabs a towel from his locker.
"So do I Teal'c so do I." I grab mine and walk into the shower cubicle. To the right of me, I hear a soft click and music fills the air - Teal'c listening to music.
Oooof! I love this song! The Calling - Wherever you will go.
I rub shampoo into my shorter than normal hair and sing along as the slightly hotter than necessary water cascades down my body.
"DanielJackson, do you enjoy this song?" Teal'c calls from beside me.
"Why Teal'c yes I do!" I call back and continue to sing loudly.
"As do I." He says before he begins singing along with me his loud voice echoing through the empty shower hall.
I grin and turn the shower off. Grabbing my towel I step out just in time to hear the remnants of a message for Jack.
"-O'Neill to the infirmary." I quickly dry off and throw some fresh clothes on calling to Teal'c all the time.
"Teal'c come on! Jack's just been called to the infirmary!"
I hope everything is all right. I really do.
"Everything will be well DanielJackson." Teal'c reads my mind like an open book and I scoff at the thought thanking all deity's I don't have coffee in my hand.
( TBC (
Again sorry it's so short but as they say school calls! Hope you enjoyed this and feedback is appreciated!
