Walking
Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
And hating
Things that I can't bear
It's been three years since he left the school. Since he left me. I can't let it show that it bothers me. I can't let anything show. We had been together, for years. Then his father found out. The day before he graduated he came up to me, where we always met, near the Quidditch pitch, and told me what was going to happen. I knew that night was going to be the last night.
Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
Well did you?
I didn't know the effect she was going to have on me. After that incident in that bookstore, and in the Chamber, she changed. She didn't let me torment her like I did her brother and Potter and the Mudblood. She stood up to me, she was a challenge. All five feet of her enclosed with fiery red hair. She changed me. How, I'm still not sure. She made me care, about her of all things. I loved her.
I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside
He was so burdened. I wasn't going to let the Dragon get to me. Until I looked into his eyes, those dark stormy eyes framed in white blonde hair. I saw the torment there. Eventually it softened, and became love, desire, fear. Things he had never felt before. Not until he found me. He was and will be the only one to touch me, to have me. He changed me, the old me could have lived with out him, the new one can't.
Walking, Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
And hating
Things that I can't bear
It's been three years since I've seen her last. I went to her the night before graduation and told her that my father was making me join the Death Eaters. He had found out about us and used her against me. That was my last night with her. I gave her all of me that I could. That night we both tried to sleep, finally passing out from exhaustion at sunrise. I watched her sleep for the last time.
Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
My father took her away from me.
His father took him away from me.
I hate you!
I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
And touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside
I didn't mean to fall for him, to give him all of my heart never to be given back. He still has it today. He was in the battle today, he touched me from behind, meant to kill me but I felt the familiar shiver running down my spine. He kissed me, and left.
I've slept so long without you
It's tearing me apart too
How'd it get this far
Playing games with this old heart
I've killed a million petty souls
But I couldn't kill you
Every night I sleep alone. I refuse the women that come at me. None of them can compare to her. It has been three long years. I had meant to leave before now, but I couldn't. I've killed so many people that I don't think that I could live in peace. In the battle I meant to kill someone, and it was her. I kissed her, tasting her sweet lips, and left.
I've slept so long without you
I can't sleep next to anyone but him, I'll sleep alone for the rest of my days.
I can't sleep next to anyone but her. I'll sleep alone until I find her again.
I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside
It's over. The war is over. We found each other. The Hells of the War echoed in our eyes. We touched, and what was died, and what would come came alive again.
