Chapter eleven: HER feelings and her certain pain

Inuyasha was out running to Naraku's castle, looking for Kagome and Kikyou. All of the sudden he felt a heavy breeze rushing at him. He knew who it was by the scent and the speed. There was something different about the scent though. He could smell three other present scents. He could smell his daughter's, his son's 'Why is he with her, why isn't he with Miroku? Stupid monk.' Inuyasha thought as he smelt another present sent. Kagome's. 'Kagome is with Kouga?' And before he could get another thought through his head, he was face to face with Kouga and his family. "Why do you have Kagome in your arms like that for, Kouga?" Inuyasha growled. Jijen and Kikyou both jumped off his back and looked at their father. "Daddy, daddy!!!" The both screamed in unison as they ran to him. Inuyasha went to his knees so he could hug his children. They both jumped on him and they all fell backwards. They all started to laugh. Inuyasha sat up and looked at Kouga. He was looking over serious. Inuyasha obviously never saw Kagome's face because he would have reacted. "Why are you looking so serious for and why are you still holding Kagome?" Inuyasha asked. Kouga slowly put her on the ground so he wouldn't hurt her. Inuyasha looked at her and ran over to her "Kagome was rapped by Naraku and he beet the shit out of her." Kouga told Inuyasha. Inuyasha just stared at her. "How did he rape her?" He asked. "He made himself look like you and she didn't know until afterwards...." Kouga explained. Inuyasha looked at him. 'He looks like he is about to cry.' Kouga thought. "Jijen, Kikyou, go over there and play in that pond." Inuyasha told his children. They looked at him suspiciously, but heeded him. They both ran of in the direction where the pond was and played. Inuyasha looked at Kagome. He made it so his bangs were covering his eye so Kouga couldn't see. Inuyasha let a tear fall down his face and drop onto Kagome's lips. Kouga saw and felt sorry for him. "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU CRYING FOR?!?!?!" Kouga yelled out at him. Inuyasha looked up and Kouga watched him. He looked like a child losing his most prized toy. "WELL WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU HAD LOST KAGOME? I KNOW YOU STILL LOVE HER!!!!!" Inuyasha yelled back. "I WOULD EVENGE HER." Kouga yelled. "You guys act like I am dead." Kagome said out of no where. Inuyasha jumped. He didn't realize that Kagome had woken up. Inuyasha hugged her tightly. "Kagome, don't ever leave my side. I couldn't bare to lose you." Inuyasha told Kagome. Kagome just looked at Inuyasha with pains in her stomach and all over her body. "Inuyasha, I am very sorry. Its just.....I thought......." Kagome said while trying not to cry. Inuyasha looked at her. He saw a tear come out of her eyes. He wiped it away with his thumb. "Kagome, its ok. You didn't know that, that wasn't me." Inuyasha told her to try to make her feel better. Kagome just sobbed in his shoulder. Inuyasha held her closer to him patting her head. Kagome cried for about three minutes and then decided to go get the twins from the pond, which wasn't too far from Inuyasha so he could get to her if she anything. Jijen and Kikyou were catching frogs. Kagome smiled seeing her children back to being happy. She walked over to them to take them back. "Ok you two. Time for bed. Well actually, Kikyou, I need to talk to you. So Jijen go over and visit Mr. Kouga." Kagome said. She was lieing. She just wanted to spend time with her daughter. Kagome sat under a tree. Kikyou watched her mother very closely. Fire flies started to fly around Kagome's neck. Kikyou ran over to her mother and sat next to her. The fire flies started to fly around in circles around Kikyou and Kagome. Inuyasha started to walk over to them, but didn't get too close because he wanted to remember that seen with the fire flies flying around his lover and his daughter. Kikyou laid her head on Kagome's lap and then the fire flies started to fly around her head like a crown. Kagome looked up at Inuyasha and Inuyasha started to blush. He walked towards them as Kikyou fell asleep in her arms. Inuyasha sat next Kagome and put his arms around her waist. Kagome blushed. 'Yea, this feels right. This is definitely Inuyasha. The fake Inuyasha felt to tense under crying.' Kagome thought. Inuyasha put his other arm around to her cheek. Kagome faced him as he tried to kiss her. When the kiss connected, Kagome felt a pain in her stomach. Kagome winced and Inuyasha felt her wince in the kiss. Inuyasha backed away a little bit. "Kagome are you alright?" Inuyasha asked at her sudden movement closer to the ground. Kagome looked at him while clutching her stomach. "Inuyasha.....I think......Naraku......got me.......Pre-" Kagome was cut off by losing conscious. Inuyasha held her in his arms and worried. Kagome stirred in her sleep as Inuyasha held her there. 'Kagome, please be alright.' Inuyasha thought. Kagome opened her eyes a little and Inuyasha looked at her. "Kagome, are you alright?" Inuyasha said. Kagome nodded and felt her head. "I need a healer, Inuyasha." Kagome told him. "Ok, I will go get Jijen and you just sit here with Kikyou." He told her. Inuyasha rushed off to go get Jijen. Kagome tried to stand up when all of the sudden she felt someone grab her by the neck. Inuyasha got to the clearing that Jijen and Kouga were sleeping at. Kouga heard him approaching. Without opening his eyes he said, "Where is Kagome and the girl?" Kouga said opening his eyes. Inuyasha just walked over to Jijen and picked him up. "She is over under a tree with Kikyou waiting for me. She needs a healer." He said. Kouga looked shocked. "Why does she need a healer?" Kouga yelled. "I only know of all the scars and that she has a lot of pain in her stomach." Inuyasha explained. Inuyasha started to run back to get Kagome and Kikyou. He was trying to sniff her out because when he came back she wasn't there. Kikyou was there still sleeping so he picked her up to. Kouga came running behind him panting. "Inuyasha! Kagome.....She........needs.......your help!" Kouga panted out. "Where is she?!?!" Inuyasha asked. Kouga pointed back at the clearing Jijen and him were just at. "Take these two and don't let them out of your sight!" Inuyasha yelled at him while handing over the children to him. Instead of running back he decided to just leap the whole way back. Inuyasha saw the clearing and landed. He looked around until he saw a person wearing a white baboon pelt in the middle of the clearing. "Naraku, What have you done with Kagome?!?!" Inuyasha yelled at Naraku. "Kukukuku, you mean this?" Naraku pulled Kagome out by the neck. Inuyasha opened his mouth in shock. Kagome winced at all the cuts he was reopening just by holding her like that. Naraku just smirked at Inuyasha's reaction. "NARAKU, LET HER GO NOW!!!" Inuyasha yelled at Naraku. Naraku looked at him and smiled. Naraku threw Kagome up in the air and had one of his tentacles hit through her. When he pulled it out, something pearl white flew out of her. Kagome came down to the ground at break neck speed. Inuyasha started to run to catch her before she hit the ground. Inuyasha leaped up in the air to catch Kagome and landed gracefully. He looked around at Naraku getting ready to strike him down for hurting Kagome. Inuyasha looked on the ground to at the thing that flew out of Kagome's stomach. It was the Shikon jewel. He felt some thing tug at his kimono. He looked down to see Kagome looking at him. "Inuyasha, you have to get the Shikon jewel back." Kagome managed to say. "Kagome, I have to get you out of here first." Inuyasha said to her. Out of no where, Inuyasha saw something blue fly past his face and to the Shikon jewel. Kagome was about to jump up, but Inuyasha held her down. When the blue thing started to rush towards them, Inuyasha was shocked at who it was. Jijen came running up to them when all of the sudden he was shot with a long arrow. Kikyou was aiming another arrow at Jijen by the time they could all look at her. Jijen just stared at her and Kagome gasped. Inuyasha just looked confused. Jijen pulled the arrow out of his kimono sleeve. Kikyou shot another arrow at Jijen, but Jijen dodged it. "Kikyou.....Why are you......doing this?" Kagome asked. "Because, I hate having to be trained to be a good little girl. And what the hell is that little jewel that my brother holds in his hand that Naraku wants so badly?!?!" Kikyou asked. Kagome looked shocked at her daughter's speech. It has improved and now she sounds like Kikyou the first. "Well sister, if you would actually pay attention in class, you would know that this is the Shikon Jewel, the Jewel of Four Souls, and The Shikon no tama. It has many names." Jijen said. 'Jijen sounds like Sesshomaru.' Inuyasha thought to himself. 'Why is when they are either very angry or are trying to act very smart they sound like that?' Inuyasha thought. "Oh good for you Jijen. You have been listening t your teachers and I bet they are good ones too." A voice from some bushes behind said. Sesshomaru walked into the clearing that everyone was in. "Come Jijen, let me train you to become more like me." Sesshomaru said while holding out his hand. "Uncle Sesshomaru!" The twins said in unison. "How do you two know this man?" Inuyasha asked. "We met him a long time ago in the woods and he told us who he was." Jijen explained while walking over to Sesshomaru. Kikyou watched with jealousy written all over her face. Inuyasha watched them and Kagome was struggling not to beet the hell out of Inuyasha. "Don't touch my son, Sesshomaru!" Kagome screamed. She looked around to see where Kikyou had gone and nearly screamed when she noticed she was with Naraku. Inuyasha looked over to where Kagome was looking and turned to Kagome. He ran her away from the clearing and put her down under a tree. "I will be back. Don't let anyone take you, ok?" Inuyasha made sure she would be ok. "Inuyasha, you better come back. Don't let anyone kill you. I love you Inuyasha." Kagome told him. Inuyasha leaned down to kiss her. It was a quick kiss because he had to go save his kids. Inuyasha leaped up into the air with a last glance at Kagome as he rushed back to the clearing. 'I really hope Inuyasha will be alright.' Kagome thought. She heard a rustling in the trees in front of her. "Whose there?" Kagome shouted. "Kagome?!" Sango said. "KAGOME!!! Your alright." Sango screamed. Sango, Miroku, and Shippou all walked over to her. "Sango!!!" Kagome screamed. Sango ran into Kagome's arms while Kagome leaned on the tree for support. Kagome started to cry in Sango's arms. "Where are your children?" Kagome asked. "They are with the villagers in the middle of the village. We warned them about Naraku and we suggested that they all stay in the middle of the village." Sango explained. "Enough about our kids, are YOU ok?" Miroku asked. "I am, but I am more worried about Inuyasha and the twins." Kagome said. "I am going to go help Inuyasha. Maybe you guys should go back to the village." Miroku said. Kagome looked up at him with her eyes still full of tears. "I am not going back without In-" Kagome's sentence was cut short by a yell over at the battle field. Kagome sprang up, as if she wasn't injured at all, and ran for the yell. "INUYASHA, WHERE ARE YOU?!?!?! PLEASE ANSWER ME." Kagome yelled. Kagome looked around and finally she tripped on something on the ground. She fell to the ground and turned around to see what she had tripped on. Inuyasha was lying there blood flowing out of his body. "INUYASHA!!!" Kagome screamed. Kagome hugged his body. Sango and Miroku ran into the bushes Kagome had found Inuyasha in. Sango gasped and hid her face into Miroku's embrace. Miroku looked shocked and closed his eyes at seeing Inuyasha so badly hurt. "Inuyasha....please answer.....me." Kagome whispered. Kagome felt a hand come on her shoulder. She looked up into Inuyasha's face, but she noticed something different. Inuyasha's eyes were a bluish-purple color. "YOUR NOT INUYASHA!!!" Kagome screamed. The body transformed into Naraku's body. He held Kagome there for a minute. "I destroyed your future life, so lets see if I can destroy your past life. He glanced at Naraku and stabbed him in the ribs with his sword. Sango and Kagome screamed. Naraku looked in shock and fell to the ground. "MIROKU!!!" Sango screamed. Naraku pulled his sword back and thrust it through Sango and Miroku again. Sango fell quickly, but Naraku was still sitting up, holding Sango in his arms. Sango looked up at Miroku. "I will not die until I have your fourth child." Sango did a sneak attack on Naraku and thrust her sword up through his body. The puppet disintegrated. Kagome ran to both of them and cried. "YOU GUYS CAN'T DIE ON ME NOW NOR EVER! YOU MUST LIVE AND YOU WILL!" Kagome screamed with a strange aura coming out of her hands. The stabs in their body were suddenly healed. Kagome looked at her hands and looked at them. "Kagome, I need to rest. Your magic and that stab have made me tired." Sango said. "Me too." Miroku added. "Go ahead. Just don't die on me." Kagome said. "As long as you don't either." Miroku said. Kagome nodded and sat two feet away from the couple. 'Gosh my stomach hurts. Just like when I was pregnant with the twins.' Kagome thought. 'Oh no, well I couldn't be pregnant because that pain didn't start until I was going to have them and I can't be pregnant because my stomach hasn't gotten big at all.' Kagome thought. She heard rustling in the bushes where Naraku was. Kagome walked over to the bush carefully and quietly. She poked her head around the bush and saw Inuyasha, if it is Inuyasha, sitting down on the ground. His back was towards hers and Kagome learned how to sneak up on Inuyasha without him hearing. Kagome grabbed his face and turned him around. "What the hell are you doing, Kagome?" Inuyasha yelled. "INUYASHA!!" Kagome screamed, jumping into his arms. "Inuyasha, are you ok, are you hurt?!" Kagome said without taking a breath. "Yea I am." Inuyasha admitted. Kagome looked down and saw gashes all through his stomach. "Oh Inuyasha." Kagome said. Inuyasha just looked at her. His eye watered a little bit as he stared at her gaze. "Inuyasha, does it hurt that badly to you?" Kagome asked scared at the look on his face. Inuyasha shook his head no. "Then why are you about to cry?" Kagome said. Inuyasha took her into a tight embrace and held her there through his pain. "I thought I was going to loose you a whole bunch of times Kagome." Inuyasha explained. It dawned on Kagome that Inuyasha's number one weakness was HER! "Inuyasha, don't worry. I am safe and-" Kagome was about to say so are the twins, but she didn't know that. "Inuyasha, did you ever find the kids?" Kagome asked with worry in her voice. Inuyasha looked away while explained the story. "I found them again, but Naraku took Kikyou and Sesshomaru took Jijen. I tried to save Kikyou first because I know we would find Jijen if he was with Sesshomaru, but Kikyou, Kagura, Kanna, and Naraku all fought me. When they disappeared, I went to go get Jijen, but He fought with Sesshomaru." Inuyasha explained. "Am I that bad of a father, Kagome?" Inuyasha asked sadly. "No, you are a perfect dad. Its just that sometimes children prefer

Woman because we are gentle and soft with them or something like that. That's why they came to me that fight when Kouga was there. You see Inuyasha, Kids are just like you. If you had to choose between your parents, you would probably go to your mother." Kagome explained. Inuyasha started to understand and shook his head. He pulled her into a soft embrace and tried not to hold her too tight because she also still had scars as well. He looked into her eyes and went in for a kiss. The kissed for a while and then pulled apart slowly. "You don't seemed worried about the children too much." Inuyasha said. "Well I am very worried about them. Its just I notice that they are strong and I know that Sesshomaru would never hurt Jijen for some reason and the same goes for Kikyou and Naraku. I will always worry, but not too much." Kagome told him. "I am glad that you didn't cry because I couldn't handle to see you more upset. All of the sudden Kagome broke down in tears. "Kagome, what's wrong?!?!" Inuyasha asked. "My stomach has been hurting very badly lately." Kagome said in tears. "Oh....I thought you have.....known all this time." Inuyasha said. Kagome looked at him suspitiously. "What are you talking about?" Kagome asked. "Well you are having a weird pregnancy." Inuyasha explained. Kagome looked at him in shock. "I am.....pregnant again?" Kagome asked. Kagome started to smile a little. "And I know its yours because I have only had sex with you and we did nearly nine months ago. So at least I don't have to worry about it being Naraku's baby. Thank you for telling me in one of my most painful times Inuyasha. That makes me feel better, but I am still very worried about Jijen and Kikyou." She said. "We will find them. In fact I am going to go get Jijen tomorrow. Asked for Kikyou, we are going to have to wait." He explained. Kagome nodded and started to dose off in his arms. Inuyasha fell asleep not too long after her.