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Once again, I don't own anything, I'm not making any money off of this,
don't sue me.
Remus Lupin/Sirius Black-Remus' point of view-post OotP
-*-In the lonely light of morning, in the wound that would not heal...-*-
The first night without him was the hardest. The moment I stepped into headquarters, his home, it felt as if every fiber of my being had shattered. Seeing the things that he belonged to him, to be within the house he was raised in, even to her his mother shrieking the usual comments and insults made me realize...I'd never see him again. I simply nodded to the other member of The Order that I had arrived with; it hurt too much to speak, and hurried up the stairs. I couldn't help it as I burst into tears after closing the bedroom door. I slowly sank to the floor, my back against the cold door, and I hid my face in my hands. This had been our room, our bed, our things. It was late, I dragged myself over to the bed and under the sheets that had been so twisted last night...he had loved it when I gave into him. I couldn't sleep. Everything brought back a memory of him. Of his smile, his laugh, his voice, everything we had done together, everything. I cried until there was nothing wet left in me, though the tears were still streaming down my cheeks as I looked over to the window, realizing the sun was rising. The light rested upon my face, a gentle and warm caress, I slowly closed my eyes for a moment as a remembered our first sunrise in our first flat we stayed in together...sorrow taking hold again. My lips parted and my voice was no louder then a whisper, "I never got to say goodbye..."
Once again, I don't own anything, I'm not making any money off of this,
don't sue me.
Remus Lupin/Sirius Black-Remus' point of view-post OotP
-*-In the lonely light of morning, in the wound that would not heal...-*-
The first night without him was the hardest. The moment I stepped into headquarters, his home, it felt as if every fiber of my being had shattered. Seeing the things that he belonged to him, to be within the house he was raised in, even to her his mother shrieking the usual comments and insults made me realize...I'd never see him again. I simply nodded to the other member of The Order that I had arrived with; it hurt too much to speak, and hurried up the stairs. I couldn't help it as I burst into tears after closing the bedroom door. I slowly sank to the floor, my back against the cold door, and I hid my face in my hands. This had been our room, our bed, our things. It was late, I dragged myself over to the bed and under the sheets that had been so twisted last night...he had loved it when I gave into him. I couldn't sleep. Everything brought back a memory of him. Of his smile, his laugh, his voice, everything we had done together, everything. I cried until there was nothing wet left in me, though the tears were still streaming down my cheeks as I looked over to the window, realizing the sun was rising. The light rested upon my face, a gentle and warm caress, I slowly closed my eyes for a moment as a remembered our first sunrise in our first flat we stayed in together...sorrow taking hold again. My lips parted and my voice was no louder then a whisper, "I never got to say goodbye..."
