Forgotten Love
Chapter 3
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It had been decided days ago that if Harry was to get his memory back he should stick with
familiar things. So when it was time to release him from St. Mungo's Harry was going back to
Draco's and his apartment. Draco was relieved, he couldn't imagine going home without Harry.
But Harry was nervous, he didn't know what to expect or what was going to be expected of him.
Was he supposed to share a room/bed with someone he barely knew?
Harry had thought that he had masked his fear well, but Draco seemed to see right through him.
He came over and sat in the chair by his bed the day before Harry was to be released.
"Hey are you okay?"
"Yeah Im fine. Just um what is your apartment like? Harry asked
"Our."
"What?"
"Our . . . never mind" Draco said shaking his head. "It's nice, quite large for an apartment actually. It has three bedrooms, two bathrooms, and it has a balcony with an amazing view.
"Oh, it sounds nice. Three?"
"Yes." Draco said totally missing why Harry was so concerned in how many bedrooms there were. "One for us, one's a guest bedroom, and one for our . . . for if we have a lot of people over." Draco finished lamely
Draco wasn't sure if he wanted to tell Harry that he was pregnant just yet. He realized that Harry had a lot to deal with and knowing he was going to be a father in a little more than five months might be a little more than Harry could handle. Draco was planning on telling him though, just not right now. Besides, it wasn't like he was going to be able to hide it forever, though thankfully he still had a little time left before he began to show.
"Oh." Harry said getting even more frightened. *Was he just supposed to act like he never lost his memory?*
Draco,(being the clever guy he is) finally realized what was going on inside his husbands head. It disappointed him but he could understand it. Understanding it didn't make him like it, but what could he do.
"So um" Draco finally said sitting back in the chair "Would you like the guestroom or the master bedroom?"
Harry abruptly looked up relieved. "Uh the guestroom is fine, I don't want to make you change rooms or anything."
"Oh okay thanks." Draco said not sure if he even wanted to stay in ~their~ room.
The next morning Harry left St. Mungo's with Draco by his side and they took the knight bus to their apartment. Draco opened the front door and then stepped back to let Harry go in first. Harry looked around curious, he was surprised to see about a jillion pictures of him and Draco together. For some reason he kept forgetting that he had had a life before the accident.
"Im sorry, I haven't moved your clothes and such over to the guestroom yet. We can move them now if you would like." Draco finally said breaking into his husbands thoughts
"Oh uh yes please, thank you, I really appreciate it. Harry said in a rush
As the two of them walked into what used to be ~their~ room Draco felt like he was living in a dream, nothing seemed real to him, not the fact that his husband didn't remember him, or the fact that he was currently giving said husband a tour of their house, or the fact that Harry almost never looked at him. He just kept thinking over and over again *how had this happened?* They had been so happy, it had been perfect. Had they been too happy, had some evil Goddess decided to pay them back for living a too happy of a life?
Draco came back to reality when he realized Harry had been looking at him strangely for the last couple of minutes. "Oh sorry. Here, Ill grab your clothes for you and then we can get you set up in your room." Draco said walking over to their closet and grabbing all of Harry's stuff off of the hangers, his hands shaking slightly.
After Harry got settled into the guestroom Draco was trying to think of something for the two of them to do when he realized that Harry was probably starving. Unfortunately Draco couldn't cook, Harry had enjoyed cooking and Draco's food was usually toxic. "Er Harry" Draco said "Im gonna order us some Chinese food, are you hungry?"
"YES!!! uh I mean yes I am, thank you."
"Uh no problem, why didn't you remind me that you didn't eat your breakfast?" Draco asked curiously. That didn't seem like Harry at all.
"Um I . . . I didn't want to bother you, I mean you already had to do so much and well . . ." Harry trailed off blushing. He just felt like he was a nuisance and he hated it.
Draco didn't know what to say. This was Harry here, his husband, and he thought that eating was going to bother him. It made Draco feel like their marriage had never happened, like he had never known Harry at all. Finally he got his voice back enough to say "Harry, its, you are, I mean Its ok. I don't mind, really I don't. Draco said earnestly even if it wasn't very eloquently put.
Harry just blushed still looking worried.
That night after Harry had gone to bed, Draco was looking for his pajama's when he came across a pair of Harry's instead. Draco just stared at them for at least ten minutes before he could bare to touch them. They just seemed so normal laying there in the dresser drawer that Draco almost came unhinged just looking at them. Finally he slowly moved them to the bottom drawer so he wouldn't have to look at them. He wasn't sure why, but he knew he wasn't going to give them back to Harry the next day. As long as the worn flannel Pj's were still there, Harry wasn't completely gone from their room.
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