Chapter 3: Waking Up

I slowly open my eyes. I'm at my place. Great. I can't really remember what had happened before, but I know I wasn't drunk. If I was the hangover would be killing me. I smile though. I do remember one thing. Bosco. I remember holding Bosco in my arms in the locker room.

Slowly turning around I fell someone else on my bed. Turning around fully, I see him. Bosco's in my bed. Oh my god. I can feel myself smiling. I turn around the rest of the way so I'm laying on my side towards him.

He looks soooooo cute when he sleeps. I could try and explain it but... there aren't any good enough words to explain it. Perfect. I say that alot when I'm describing him. Well, it's true. I trace my finger along Bosco's face. He stirs a lil, but doesn't wake up. Good. Part of me is afraid he'll wake up and panic. Panic cuz he's in MY be with ME. I hate to say it, but I might've taken advantage of him yesterday. He was in a weak state of mind, and I came in. I'm not gonna worry about that though. Who knows, maybe he wants this as much as I do. Maybe.

I run my hand down his built arms. God blessed me, by having Bosco in my bed. I never believed in God. Ever. But if he can give me back the love I need, from the man I need... maybe he is there. Maybe my prayers will finally be answered.

He starts to stir, making a small smile appear on my face. I'd try to stop myself from smiling, but I never really can with Bosco. I continue to run my finger along his chin. He takes a deep breath and slowly opens his eyes. Oh god, those eyes. I still can't wipe the small smile off my face. "Hey you" I say softly. Hey you? Oy.

"Hey" he whispers back, smiling slightly. He's still wearing his clothes, so we didn't have sex. I can change that though. I gently push him onto his back and crawl up closer. He keeps grinning at me. God if he only knew how much I love him. Before I can control myself I'm straddling him, my hands under his shirt, rubbing his chest.

I lean down, my lips on his. I run my tongue along his lips. He gives me an amused look. kiss him softly, then kissed down his neck, sucking on his skin softly. I can feel his soft moan vibrate on my lips. I sit back up and pull his shirt off, not hesitating before I bring my lips to his chest, kissing all over. I want him to know how much I love him, and he will.