Disclaimer: Ok now I know that some of u have already reviewed this chapter but I forgot the disclaimer and it was all screwed up so here it is and oh ya I don't own Inuyasha or anyone.. And the song is I wanna be where you are by M2m if I didn't put it in already..

Chapter 9- There's a reason why some doors are closed.

He pressed his lips against her, rested his hands, one on her hips and the other in her hair. She didn't want to give in to him, but she did. Kagome lifted up her hands and ran them through his silvery white hair while she deepened the kiss. Both suddenly felt a weird case of déja vu. Like something that they went through together had started out this way.then it hit them.

This was the way that one night, years ago, had started. That night that they joined each other, became mates by youkai standards. The night they created Luna and Andrew.

"Kagome? Where are you? I just got the tomato smell out of my hair!" Hojo yelled as he walked up the stairs. He looked in every room for her, but there was no sign of her anywhere. And the only room he hadn't looked in was theirs. Maybe she is using the other shower. Hojo thought as he neared the room and was about to open the door when he heard a low moan coming from inside the room. "Kagome?"

Silence.

The next sound was Hojo's jaw hitting the floor for what he saw next was something that he thought he'd never see.

"Oh, Inuyasaha," Kagome groaned as she was lifted off her feet and wrapped her legs slowly around Inuyasha's slender waist as he picked her up and carried her to the bed. They obviously were caught up in their own little world of passion and hadn't heard Hojo calling Kagome.

Hojo couldn't take it anymore; he slammed the door, so hard that it fell of its hinges, as he ran out of the room and into Sota's. They obviously didn't know he was there and he didn't want to see anymore. There was a sharp pain in his chest, particularly the left side. He never had his heart broken before and guessed that this was what it felt like. Hojo felt like crawling up in a ball in some corner and dying.

Hearing the door brought th3e couple back to reality from whatever planet they had been on

"What was that?" Inuyasha asked. Right away he could tell it was a stupid question and he would probably be 'sitted' for it.

"SIT" Kagome yelled. Gods! I am good. I could be a fortuneteller.Inuyasha thought as his body slammed into the bed. Little did he realize but Kagome had been under him at the time so she was therefore, pinned beneath him until the spell wore off, which could take minute depending upon how mad she was. "Who do you think that was?"

"Your Mother? Your grandfather? Sota?" He joked. They both knew who it was. Kagome got up, reclasped her bra, which had been unhooked while they relived the beginning of that special night, so long ago. Too long ago. Kagome thought as she headed out the door in search of Hojo.

"Hojo?" Kagome sweetly called repeated times until she found him curled up in a heap on Sota's bed. She frowned sympathetically and walked over and sat down next to him. At a loss for words she started to rub his back in a soothing way until she heard him speak at last.

"Get away from me!" He spat out as if the words were poison. He didn't want her to touch him, at least not the way she was now. Hojo saw the passion in her eyes a few moments ago. He wanted to be the one to cause that look in her eyes. The look that showed unspoken love, the look you give the one you love. That wasn't the kind of look you wanted to see in you wife's eyes when you walk in on her and her ld boyfriend! Immediately he felt jealous of Inuyasha. That he could give her that look after only a few minutes when he didn't think she ever had that look in her eyes when they made love. Not the night of Bella or the night of their child that was on the way. But then again, that night about five months ago, she had a look s close that it could have been the same as the one she had in her eyes with Inuyasha. Damn that Inuyasha! It took me.what? Years to achieve that look from her, after all those times she made love to me. then on the last one, she had it! It felt like she was finally over you! But no! You had to come here and get it from her after being back in her life twelve hours! After being gone for five years?

After a few minutes of more silence, Kagome broke it with her sobs. Steadily they turned into a downpour of tears. Hojo didn't try to comfort her. Why should he? She had practically committed adultery before his eyes!

"I know this may not help, but, I am so sorry," Kagome said through broken sobs.

"You' re right. It won't help," Hojo replied, ice dripping from each word. Kagome involuntarily shuddered as is felling the coldness in his voice. Yet, she knew she deserved it. "What I want to know is, why? How could you Kagome?" Now he was started in tear up.

"I-I don't know!" Kagome burst out, looking up and into his eyes. Hojo couldn't bear sitting on the bed next to her so he had gotten up and stood in front of her, watching her cry. "I don't know what came over me. I just missed him so much.I didn't think about-" He cut her off.

"You're right! You didn't think! Because if you had you would have remembered little old me! Do you remember who your husband is, Kagome? In case you forgot, it's me! Not Inuyasha! All you guys had was a couple of twins out of wedlock!" He shouted back in her face. She had never seen him this way. Hojo was usually so calm and collected, peaceful. Now he almost acted like Inuyasha!

"I do remember you! But-but, by youkai standards we are mates."Kagome stated softly, her tears had just about subsided. "Mates for life."

"I don't care about youkai standards! You aren't a demon! Inuyasha is only half! Sesshomaru is more demon than him! You wouldn't act like this if he came back!" Uh-oh. He just touched home with the Sesshomaru issue. Hojo was now treading on thin ice. Kagome's normally warm chocolate eyes turned darker and held a glare with Hojo's eyes.

"If you don't remember, Sesshomaru raped me! Besides, by youkai standards Sesshomaru was asking for a death wish by mating with another demon's mate-half or full, even if it was his little brothers mate!" She roared back.

"Oh so that's how you see yourself? Now you're Inuyasha's mate? Enlighten me, while we were married did you see yourself as Inuyasha's precious mate?" Ha, he won now. They both knew the answer to this.

Silence.

"I thought so-"Hojo started before he became smothered in Kagome's arms around his neck and her face buried into it. Pretty soon his shoulder and shirt were soaked.

"Oh Hojo! I really don't know what I was thinking! Oh you have to forgive me!" She pleaded. He felt his heart soften considerably and go out to his wife in his arms. He suddenly remembered how hard her life had been and the promise he made himself when they got married all those years ago.

"Kagome, its okay, its okay," He tried to talk soothingly to her while sorting out in his mind, what exactly would be the best thing to say. He gently and slowly started to raise his arms and embraced her too. It felt good to just be standing there with the one you loved.

Here I go, again
Standing in your arms, crying
Here you go, again
Make me forget everything
You keep smiling
Say that love's just a phase
That it's just for some days
But I'm going so far
I wanna be where you are

He loves me
He loves me

Here I go, again
Calling you everyday
Here you go, again
Make me forget (long hand)(?)
Love everything you say
Say love's just a phase
Who believes that anyway
Cos I'm going so far
I wanna be where you are

He loves me
He loves me

Oooch

I wanna be (yeah) I wanna be where you are

He loves me
He loves me

Here I go, again
Standing in your arms, crying
Storm's all over
But baby I love you
I wanna be where you are

Hojo slowly removed one of his hands from its position on her lower back, and lifted it up to gently grasp her chin between his thumb and index finger. She looked up into his deep, serious brown eyes with her watery, reddish, and tear stained chocolate ones. They held their gaze understandingly for few moments before leaning in and planting a soft, sweet yet meaningful kiss on each others' lips.

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After all this time, Inuyasha's curiosity had gotten the best of him. He was starting to wonder what was taking Kagome so long. The stupid girl didn't have to leave right in the middle of our making love! We had catching up to do! Stupid girl is too caring! Inuyasha thought as he got up and out of the bed and retied the sash on his kimono. He got up and walked down the hall, checking each room for his mate and her husband. Finally he came into Sot's room only to wish he had stayed in the other room. Curiosity killed the cat. I wonder what happened to the dog? This. He thought as he witnessed Kagome and Hojo kissing. Inuyasha wanted to look away, not see this for he knew that it would be permanently stuck in his memory like Kagome had when she saw him kiss Kikyo. Yet he kept on watching, because there was a part of him that wanted to know what she would do when she thought that he wouldn't find out.

The married couple was unaware of their spectator and therefore continued as if there was n tomorrow. Hojo had decided to take a leaf out of Inuyasha's book and wrap one hand around her soft, silken strands of midnight black hair. She responded to this by letting a slight moan escape her lips as they parted for air. Kagome, then imitated Hojo, and intertwined her own fingers in his thick, luscious locks of deep chocolate colored hair, while lifting her right leg up slightly to rub up and down his mid-thigh to mid-calf. Hojo took this opportunity to run his hand down along her butt and down to around her mid-thigh of her left leg and wrapping it around his waist.

Inuyasha couldn't believe his eyes! How could Kagome possibly get into the same position with him, minutes ago, now be in the same one with another man? Since they were only humans they probably didn't sense the icy glare of his amber eyes upon them.

Being less experienced at this than Inuyasha seemed, Hojo didn't know quite what to do next. Surely he couldn't support her like for much longer.he started to back up and possibly somehow, subtly find some wall to back into.Aha! His leg brushed against Sota's bed giving him the idea to slowly lower himself onto it. Hearing another moan from Kagome caused Hojo to open his eyes a little bit more, he was glad he had. For Kagome had her eyes open as well while she moaned. Hojo saw what he had been longing to see. He saw that look of passion that he had longed to give her. And finally he did!

Yet upon opening his eyes and seeing what was in Kagome's, he had also let his eyes dart around the room to maybe pick out a better spot for what would most likely happen next, the idea of ding that in her little brother's bed wasn't exactly the place he had n mind. So he had opened his eyes to scope out where the exit was in hopes of being able t guide them some where else, but not to see Inuyasha standing there.

"What is it, Hojo?" Kagome mumbled as she began to nibble/lick his ear. He leaned his head in out of habit whenever someone touched his ears. "Hmm?"

When he didn't reply or respond to anything she was doing, Kagome didn't want to do anything drastic to shock her husband, so she decided to look and see what he was staring at.

A/N: Ok hey! I hope u guys like it cos I know it was long and im sorry if I made Kagome seem like a slut cos she not just very cosfused and don't forget sesshomaru raped her..it was against her will and the only she is with hojo is cos she thought Inuyasha was gone forever and she was sad and needed to be comforted! Sorry for the confusion and thank you thank you thank YOU for the reviews! I loved them!!! And thanks for ur ideas.. Im only a fan of Miroku and sango getting together not plain Miroku its ok if u think hes gay..(that was to a specific reviewer..