So are we scratching our heads trying to guess where I am going with this?
Haha, I knew you would be.
Disclaimer: I still don't own the rights to Gilmore Girls. When they sell the rights on Ebay, I'll probably bid on them. Anyway, I make no money writing about them and their lives here on fanfiction.net. I am only showing love and support for my favorite show. If you need compensation though, I could always add a Hershey kiss to the list of aforementioned items.
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As we change from Rory looking at her computer screen in raining Stars Hollow, we move to Jess who is sitting in front of a computer screen in sunny California. He is reading the e-mail from Rory trying to figure out what to say in response.
"Why!" He said it so the whole café could here. With no computer access at his father's house, he was doomed to cafes with internet access. He hadn't meant to say it so loudly but he was frustrated with everything in his life. His grades were poor, which meant another year in the prison known as High School and he rejected the only person that made him feel like he mattered.
"Would you like another cup?" A young blonde asked him. Jess didn't even take notice and ignored her. He read the e-mail over and over, and one thing stood out most to him. "Why is she scared?"
He hoped she wasn't conducting a Pros and Cons list again over whether or not he really cared for her. Jess knew deep in his heart that he had wanted to tell her the night before he left that he loved her. He did, and it was hard to say it to someone after all he had gone through in life. Putting himself out there, so vulnerable and open, he didn't know if he could do it. He clicked reply and began typing.
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To: Rory Gilmore From: Jess Mariano
Hi, Still not great with these award winning openings, am I? I hoped you laughed a bit, or smiled at least. I saw that is was raining where you are today on t.v. Rory, why are you scared? I know it might seem rude to ask but I am curious. I was a jerk to you, and you knew I could be a jerk if I wanted to be, so why are you scared? Are you scared because you didn't know me? Or that what everyone said about me was true?
Jess -------------------------------------------------End Message---------------- ----------------------------------------------
He was a jerk and he knew it. A great girl had given him everything, and shared her deepest and most inner thoughts with him. This is how he repaid her, by running off and not telling her where he was going. He looked at the e-mail screen a few more minutes before clicking the send button. After it was sent, he logged off and walked out of the café.
Everywhere Jess walked, there were couples so happy to be together. He had been that happy once too. Now the spark was gone from his eyes and he was alone.
Disclaimer: I still don't own the rights to Gilmore Girls. When they sell the rights on Ebay, I'll probably bid on them. Anyway, I make no money writing about them and their lives here on fanfiction.net. I am only showing love and support for my favorite show. If you need compensation though, I could always add a Hershey kiss to the list of aforementioned items.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
As we change from Rory looking at her computer screen in raining Stars Hollow, we move to Jess who is sitting in front of a computer screen in sunny California. He is reading the e-mail from Rory trying to figure out what to say in response.
"Why!" He said it so the whole café could here. With no computer access at his father's house, he was doomed to cafes with internet access. He hadn't meant to say it so loudly but he was frustrated with everything in his life. His grades were poor, which meant another year in the prison known as High School and he rejected the only person that made him feel like he mattered.
"Would you like another cup?" A young blonde asked him. Jess didn't even take notice and ignored her. He read the e-mail over and over, and one thing stood out most to him. "Why is she scared?"
He hoped she wasn't conducting a Pros and Cons list again over whether or not he really cared for her. Jess knew deep in his heart that he had wanted to tell her the night before he left that he loved her. He did, and it was hard to say it to someone after all he had gone through in life. Putting himself out there, so vulnerable and open, he didn't know if he could do it. He clicked reply and began typing.
--------------------------------------------------Out Going Message--------- --------------------------------------------
To: Rory Gilmore From: Jess Mariano
Hi, Still not great with these award winning openings, am I? I hoped you laughed a bit, or smiled at least. I saw that is was raining where you are today on t.v. Rory, why are you scared? I know it might seem rude to ask but I am curious. I was a jerk to you, and you knew I could be a jerk if I wanted to be, so why are you scared? Are you scared because you didn't know me? Or that what everyone said about me was true?
Jess -------------------------------------------------End Message---------------- ----------------------------------------------
He was a jerk and he knew it. A great girl had given him everything, and shared her deepest and most inner thoughts with him. This is how he repaid her, by running off and not telling her where he was going. He looked at the e-mail screen a few more minutes before clicking the send button. After it was sent, he logged off and walked out of the café.
Everywhere Jess walked, there were couples so happy to be together. He had been that happy once too. Now the spark was gone from his eyes and he was alone.
