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The Long Awaited.. **dum dum DUM** Chapter 13!
I must apologize first of all for the delay because my dad is like reconfiguring or whatever to the pc and well me has been moving files and stuff and in-between times I wrote about half of this chapter and saved it and it got lost in the jumble.. So sorry and well I dono why but that and combined with school work I haven't written in a while but I decided to today because I don't have anything going on right now. See normally on Monday I have soccer practice, referee meeting and church youth group. Then Tuesday is drama club. Wednesday is drama club. Thursday is drama club and soccer practice. And almost all Fridays I've had something going on and don't even get me started on Saturdays with soccer refereeing and other stuff. Then on Sundays we visit my uncle who lives about two hours away cops he's like dying and I would write on the trips but I do school work and its REALLY bumpy! So I'm sorry but now on with the fic!!
Chapter 13:
'Oh no! He's going to kill me! Inuyasha!' Kagome screamed in her mind for she was too paralyzed with fear to speak aloud. She closed her eyes and said he good byes when all of a sudden it seemed as if she should be dead already. Kagome peaked open one eye to see the blade of Sesshomaru's sword less than half an inch from her nose! 'Whew, that was a close one.'
Kagome leaned back a bit then stepped to the side while Sesshomaru sheathed his sword and walked noiselessly to and up the stairs and stood in an identical position to Inuyasha, right next to him. "Some one's just come through the well," Inuyasha whispered.
"Actually they've been here, he's now just approaching the house." Sesshomaru corrected. Then he swiftly started to walk to Kagome's room. Inuyasha huffed a bit then leaped down stairs, took Andrew and set him on the couch after covering him up with a blanket. He ruffled his hair a bit then picked Kagome up and put her on his back and carried her up the stairs.
"Inuyasha, I would much rather you let me walk," She whispered in his ear, raising the hairs on the back of his neck as she let her forehead rest there. Inuyasha replied by shaking his head gruffly and then setting her down gently when they reached the top. Feeling affectionate and supportive (he knew what was going to happen next because he smelled the blood yet did say anything), he took her hand in his and together they walked slowly down the hall.
When they reached her room they noticed Sesshomaru looking at something on the ground and smirking as if he was admiring his own handiwork. Inuyasha shuffled a bit and tried his best to divert her attention from the floor.
"Inuyasha let me go by," She said sternly. Kagome was a perceptive girl and knew when something was wrong. She also knew when Inuyasha was trying to hide something. Inuyasha stepped aside and as she passed him and moved onto pass Sesshomaru she half expected him to do something similar but instead Sesshomaru did the opposite and stepped aside as if to let her get a better view.
Do you call my name
Do you stain my brain
my eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore
Do you call my name
Do you breed my pain
my heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore
Kagome gasped and nearly fainted had Inuyasha not been there to catch her. As the sight of her dead husband lying sprawled in a pool of his won blood played before her eyes, Kagome swept a hand to her forehead and rubbed it furiously trying to make the grotesque scene go away. Yet no matter much she rubber and rubbed the picture didn't wash away and slowly sank in. Disbelievingly she shook her head insanely and shrank down into such an uncomfortable position for Inuyasha that he had to let her go. Kagome sank down to her knees in a somewhat kneeling position with her hands raking through her hair as if to pull it out.
"No matter what you do doesn't change the fact that I killed that worthless human, Kagome," Sesshomaru said in his usually monotonous voice.
"You! YOU! You-you! You did -this!" She said in crazed grief, shouting at Sesshomaru and pointing at her dead husband. Kagome got up as if to attack him, which she did and Sesshomaru allowed. "I hate you! I hate you I hate you I hate you!!!!" She now had her face buried in his broad chest while positioning a hand on each side of her head so that it rotated as she hit him. It did little damage to the demon that barley felt it.
"You cannot change the past. No matter how much you fear and deny. It won't change. What's done is done and you may was well move on,"
So you just sit there, stuck, afraid to risk reality
Afraid to cause yourself more pain, to face insanity
But nothing ventured, nothing gained
You see... your fear's your cage
You beg for help but you're alone, stuck in a helpless rage
"No! It shouldn't have to be this way! It wouldn't have to be this way if it wasn't for you! Why'd you have to - kill him?" She asked through the tears as Inuyasha came down and comfortingly wrapped his arms around her shoulders and lightly kissed her forehead.
"You picked the wrong person to make sad Sesshomaru, for that I might just have to kill you! How dare you make Kagome cry!" Inuyasha growled and got up. He drew the tetsusaiga and steadied it in front of him. Sesshomaru looked him up and down once before going on talking casually to the mother of one of his children.
"I had to, he was in my way." Sesshomaru replied as he lifted Kagome's chin up to looks him in the eyes with one of his fingers.
She turned away defiantly and whispered on to him. "I don't see what he ever did to you,"
"He was your mate after you though Inuyasha and I left completely was he not?" She nodded. "Precisely."
"What does that have anything to do with you killing him?" Kagome pleaded.
"Everything. I am back and here to reclaim you. I am sorry my love that I was gone for so long but I'm back now. "
Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out
You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt
Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go
If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario
(C'mon) "Stop treating her like a dog or property!" Inuyasha said through gritted teeth. "You had no right to kill him,"
Sesshomaru actually chuckled at this thought. "Yes brother, say what you want. I would have though you to be jealous and killed him yourself."
"So long as Kagome is happy I wont harm a person to make her sad. I mean that," He said, glancing at Kagome when he heard the sniffling from the door stop. She was now up and walking over to Hojo. Kagome top toed around the blood and leaned down to peer of him and saw his head completely parted from his body. A few more sobs escaped her lips before a cascade of tears began to flow freely from her eyes. Inuyasha lowered his sword and decided this was not s time for battle but a mourning time. She began to whimper at the sight of her lost lover.
Sure, he wasn't her first true love but he had been there through so much for her. Hojo had supported and faithfully loved her for over five years. "Hojo. Hojo." She started to whimper. 'I never though that I would miss him this much.'
Do you call my name
Do you stain my brain
My eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore
Do you call my name
Do you breed my pain
My heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore
"Stop that blubbering!" Inuyasha ordered rather harshly. "He's dead and crying won't bring him back!" He hated to see her cry at all but it stung more at the fact she was crying over another lover, someone that wasn't him and had replaced him for almost seven years in her heart. Seven years is a long time. Also considering he helped raise her children and put food on the table for her. Serving her with out a doubt, harsh word or bit of unfaithfulness. Always loyal, never making her worry or fret or angry like he did. Maybe she really was meant for Hojo. 'What am I thinking? I love her don't I? Have my feelings towards her really changed this much? What about her feelings towards me?' Inuyasha thought as he watched Kagome react in amazement.
"Yes, my idiot brother is right. I've ridded you of his existence and you should be thanking me!" Sesshomaru mused and agreed. "I've come back for you and that's all you need to know."
Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I ripped out
His throat
And called you on the telephone
To take off
My disguise
Just in time to hear you cry when you...
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time
"No! I have come back for you Kagome! I was the first one to declare my undying love for you! Come with me beautiful Kagome!" A voice called from what sounded like near the window in her room.
"Oh no." Kagome groaned. "Not Koga!"
A/N: Ok! Yeah I know its been so long since ive updated!!! Ok so I decided to reward your patience by making this chapter extra long with a nice ending! Im going camping this weekend and hope to write nearly all of the next chapter by next Tuesday or so. ill try and get back into my once a week updates again! So yeah. reviews are welcome and not discouraged! Come on you know you want to! All it takes is one simple click! Go on!
The Long Awaited.. **dum dum DUM** Chapter 13!
I must apologize first of all for the delay because my dad is like reconfiguring or whatever to the pc and well me has been moving files and stuff and in-between times I wrote about half of this chapter and saved it and it got lost in the jumble.. So sorry and well I dono why but that and combined with school work I haven't written in a while but I decided to today because I don't have anything going on right now. See normally on Monday I have soccer practice, referee meeting and church youth group. Then Tuesday is drama club. Wednesday is drama club. Thursday is drama club and soccer practice. And almost all Fridays I've had something going on and don't even get me started on Saturdays with soccer refereeing and other stuff. Then on Sundays we visit my uncle who lives about two hours away cops he's like dying and I would write on the trips but I do school work and its REALLY bumpy! So I'm sorry but now on with the fic!!
Chapter 13:
'Oh no! He's going to kill me! Inuyasha!' Kagome screamed in her mind for she was too paralyzed with fear to speak aloud. She closed her eyes and said he good byes when all of a sudden it seemed as if she should be dead already. Kagome peaked open one eye to see the blade of Sesshomaru's sword less than half an inch from her nose! 'Whew, that was a close one.'
Kagome leaned back a bit then stepped to the side while Sesshomaru sheathed his sword and walked noiselessly to and up the stairs and stood in an identical position to Inuyasha, right next to him. "Some one's just come through the well," Inuyasha whispered.
"Actually they've been here, he's now just approaching the house." Sesshomaru corrected. Then he swiftly started to walk to Kagome's room. Inuyasha huffed a bit then leaped down stairs, took Andrew and set him on the couch after covering him up with a blanket. He ruffled his hair a bit then picked Kagome up and put her on his back and carried her up the stairs.
"Inuyasha, I would much rather you let me walk," She whispered in his ear, raising the hairs on the back of his neck as she let her forehead rest there. Inuyasha replied by shaking his head gruffly and then setting her down gently when they reached the top. Feeling affectionate and supportive (he knew what was going to happen next because he smelled the blood yet did say anything), he took her hand in his and together they walked slowly down the hall.
When they reached her room they noticed Sesshomaru looking at something on the ground and smirking as if he was admiring his own handiwork. Inuyasha shuffled a bit and tried his best to divert her attention from the floor.
"Inuyasha let me go by," She said sternly. Kagome was a perceptive girl and knew when something was wrong. She also knew when Inuyasha was trying to hide something. Inuyasha stepped aside and as she passed him and moved onto pass Sesshomaru she half expected him to do something similar but instead Sesshomaru did the opposite and stepped aside as if to let her get a better view.
Do you call my name
Do you stain my brain
my eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore
Do you call my name
Do you breed my pain
my heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore
Kagome gasped and nearly fainted had Inuyasha not been there to catch her. As the sight of her dead husband lying sprawled in a pool of his won blood played before her eyes, Kagome swept a hand to her forehead and rubbed it furiously trying to make the grotesque scene go away. Yet no matter much she rubber and rubbed the picture didn't wash away and slowly sank in. Disbelievingly she shook her head insanely and shrank down into such an uncomfortable position for Inuyasha that he had to let her go. Kagome sank down to her knees in a somewhat kneeling position with her hands raking through her hair as if to pull it out.
"No matter what you do doesn't change the fact that I killed that worthless human, Kagome," Sesshomaru said in his usually monotonous voice.
"You! YOU! You-you! You did -this!" She said in crazed grief, shouting at Sesshomaru and pointing at her dead husband. Kagome got up as if to attack him, which she did and Sesshomaru allowed. "I hate you! I hate you I hate you I hate you!!!!" She now had her face buried in his broad chest while positioning a hand on each side of her head so that it rotated as she hit him. It did little damage to the demon that barley felt it.
"You cannot change the past. No matter how much you fear and deny. It won't change. What's done is done and you may was well move on,"
So you just sit there, stuck, afraid to risk reality
Afraid to cause yourself more pain, to face insanity
But nothing ventured, nothing gained
You see... your fear's your cage
You beg for help but you're alone, stuck in a helpless rage
"No! It shouldn't have to be this way! It wouldn't have to be this way if it wasn't for you! Why'd you have to - kill him?" She asked through the tears as Inuyasha came down and comfortingly wrapped his arms around her shoulders and lightly kissed her forehead.
"You picked the wrong person to make sad Sesshomaru, for that I might just have to kill you! How dare you make Kagome cry!" Inuyasha growled and got up. He drew the tetsusaiga and steadied it in front of him. Sesshomaru looked him up and down once before going on talking casually to the mother of one of his children.
"I had to, he was in my way." Sesshomaru replied as he lifted Kagome's chin up to looks him in the eyes with one of his fingers.
She turned away defiantly and whispered on to him. "I don't see what he ever did to you,"
"He was your mate after you though Inuyasha and I left completely was he not?" She nodded. "Precisely."
"What does that have anything to do with you killing him?" Kagome pleaded.
"Everything. I am back and here to reclaim you. I am sorry my love that I was gone for so long but I'm back now. "
Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out
You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt
Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go
If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario
(C'mon) "Stop treating her like a dog or property!" Inuyasha said through gritted teeth. "You had no right to kill him,"
Sesshomaru actually chuckled at this thought. "Yes brother, say what you want. I would have though you to be jealous and killed him yourself."
"So long as Kagome is happy I wont harm a person to make her sad. I mean that," He said, glancing at Kagome when he heard the sniffling from the door stop. She was now up and walking over to Hojo. Kagome top toed around the blood and leaned down to peer of him and saw his head completely parted from his body. A few more sobs escaped her lips before a cascade of tears began to flow freely from her eyes. Inuyasha lowered his sword and decided this was not s time for battle but a mourning time. She began to whimper at the sight of her lost lover.
Sure, he wasn't her first true love but he had been there through so much for her. Hojo had supported and faithfully loved her for over five years. "Hojo. Hojo." She started to whimper. 'I never though that I would miss him this much.'
Do you call my name
Do you stain my brain
My eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore
Do you call my name
Do you breed my pain
My heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore
"Stop that blubbering!" Inuyasha ordered rather harshly. "He's dead and crying won't bring him back!" He hated to see her cry at all but it stung more at the fact she was crying over another lover, someone that wasn't him and had replaced him for almost seven years in her heart. Seven years is a long time. Also considering he helped raise her children and put food on the table for her. Serving her with out a doubt, harsh word or bit of unfaithfulness. Always loyal, never making her worry or fret or angry like he did. Maybe she really was meant for Hojo. 'What am I thinking? I love her don't I? Have my feelings towards her really changed this much? What about her feelings towards me?' Inuyasha thought as he watched Kagome react in amazement.
"Yes, my idiot brother is right. I've ridded you of his existence and you should be thanking me!" Sesshomaru mused and agreed. "I've come back for you and that's all you need to know."
Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I ripped out
His throat
And called you on the telephone
To take off
My disguise
Just in time to hear you cry when you...
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time
"No! I have come back for you Kagome! I was the first one to declare my undying love for you! Come with me beautiful Kagome!" A voice called from what sounded like near the window in her room.
"Oh no." Kagome groaned. "Not Koga!"
A/N: Ok! Yeah I know its been so long since ive updated!!! Ok so I decided to reward your patience by making this chapter extra long with a nice ending! Im going camping this weekend and hope to write nearly all of the next chapter by next Tuesday or so. ill try and get back into my once a week updates again! So yeah. reviews are welcome and not discouraged! Come on you know you want to! All it takes is one simple click! Go on!
