Harry
I'm so sorry, I don't know how to love you. All I have ever known is hate and it consumes me. I have never been shown love, all I have known is abuse at the hands of those whom are supposed to love me. Others see my mask, you have come too near to obliterating it and that I cannoy allow. I cannot be unmasked for if I am I will break. The harsh light of the world breaking through into my shadowed existence will shatter me. I am already broken to love, do not break me to hate as well. It is all I know how to feel. Don't make me love you, don't destroy me.
Nobody has ever known me before, nobody has had a wish to, but not you my angel. You are my angel, but in loving me you lose me for I can never love you as you deserve and so I must leave you. I can't let you tear down my walls. I exist in darkness and barely live on hate, light does not belong in my world. Love has no meaning. Hatred and anger the only elements in existence.
The first time you touched me I felt it happening, I should have ended it then but I could not. Some people get addicted to smoking, alcohol, drugs. I got addicted to your kiss, I needed my fix and was not strong enough to stop.
I cannot love, but know that this blackened heart and abused soul belong to you angel, as do I. Know that I belong to you, no matter what happens or when we may meet again I will always be yours.
Draco
I'm so sorry, I don't know how to love you. All I have ever known is hate and it consumes me. I have never been shown love, all I have known is abuse at the hands of those whom are supposed to love me. Others see my mask, you have come too near to obliterating it and that I cannoy allow. I cannot be unmasked for if I am I will break. The harsh light of the world breaking through into my shadowed existence will shatter me. I am already broken to love, do not break me to hate as well. It is all I know how to feel. Don't make me love you, don't destroy me.
Nobody has ever known me before, nobody has had a wish to, but not you my angel. You are my angel, but in loving me you lose me for I can never love you as you deserve and so I must leave you. I can't let you tear down my walls. I exist in darkness and barely live on hate, light does not belong in my world. Love has no meaning. Hatred and anger the only elements in existence.
The first time you touched me I felt it happening, I should have ended it then but I could not. Some people get addicted to smoking, alcohol, drugs. I got addicted to your kiss, I needed my fix and was not strong enough to stop.
I cannot love, but know that this blackened heart and abused soul belong to you angel, as do I. Know that I belong to you, no matter what happens or when we may meet again I will always be yours.
Draco
