Oh Kurt
"Vhy was I so stupid...?" Kurt sighed. He sat on the edge of his bed, his chin resting in his hands. "Vhat was I thinking?" His tail twitched nervously. "Kitty probably hates me now!"
He had tried to apologize right after the bell, but Kitty had ignored him in the hall ways, beaten him home and locked herself in her room, since then.
Kurt had tried knocking on her door , without much success and had soon found his way to his room to. "Maybe I can just stay in here forever.." he wondered. To tell the truth he wasn't looking forward to meeting Kitty face to face...
"Kurt, dinner time man come on..!" Evan called to him on his way past.
"Ohhh" He sighed getting up from the bed. He dreaded sitting down to supper with her right across from him.//but maybe she's forgotten it...//
"Ya right.." he muttered smacking himself in the face.
Still he was at a loss as to what to do. He had confessed his true love to her. He loved Kitty he really did..... What he felt....he couldn't explain it was like a magic fairy tale where the prince says he loves his beautiful princess and they fall in love.
"But...I am not a prince... and Kitty isn't a princess ........well not to anyone but me..." he hung his head. He had wanted it to go so well. But had realized to late he wasn't in the land of fairytales and happy ever afters.
With a heavy heart he trudged down to the dinning room.
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Kurt swallowed a mouthful of mashed potatoes silently trying to keep his eyes focus on his food. He found his gaze being drawn to the young girl across from him.
Kitty
Whom, he'd given his heart to,
Kitty
whom he knew he loved from day one.
Kitty
Who at the moment was completely ignoring him, as always.
// Maybe she really did forget..?// Kurt thought // maybe I'm so insignificant in her life..that it really didn't matter, and I'm just blowing this all out of proportion...?//
He sighed, moving the food on his plate. If he ever did have a chance it was gone now. He'd really screwed up.
// Just face it Kurt...she doesn't like you. It's not your fairy tale land where a poem will instantly win you over the heart of your beloved. She's not about to fall head over heels for you...and there is no happy ever after...//
"Hey ,Elf. !!." Logan's voice cut into his thoughts.
"Huh..?"
"Pass the gravy bub."
Kurt nodded mutely handing over the bowl and going back to stare at his meal.
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As he finished sitting his dishes into the sink Kurt had decided what he must do.
As much as he was dreading it he had to apologize to Kitty.
// But apologize for what..? For loving her..? Is that really a crime..? //
If it was then he was sorry, but it was an offence he was doomed to repeat again and again.
No he was sorry for being so................ Forward. Perhaps his idea of romance, sharing his joy with the world, or at least with the class was not her idea. Yes for that he was truly sorry.
He had made it to her doorway, and stood there several minutes trying to get up the nerve to knock when the door was opened. Kitty stood there in the doorway dressed in her jacket and boots. She looked him in the eye.
"Kitty ...I.."
"Come walk with me " She motioned to the outside. Kurt nodded grabbing his own jacket and, feeling as though he was walking to his own execution.
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They had been walking in silence for some time, when Kurt finally could stand the silence no longer.
"Ahh.......Kitty.....I ....I vant to apologize .." He looked at her to see sadness?
"So you didn't mean it..."she asked quietly, still looking at the ground.
"Yes....I mean no....I mean...I..." Kurt sighed, rubbing at the back of his neck. "I love you Kitty.... more than anything.... you...your fun...and smart... and pretty...and...and so much more I know my vords can't do you justice..." he gave a sad shrug.
A small smile played on her lips. "Than why apologize ..?"
"I'm not sorry for loving you....I... ..I'm sorry for how I told you my feelings. ....it vas a little ...."
"Flamboyant,?" she offered "brazen, foolish !!"
Kurt cringed. "Ja....it seemed like a good idea at the time." he hung his head "Do you forgive me..?"
Kurt gasped when he felt lips upon his own. Kitty grinned gazing deep into his eyes letting the touch between them linger a moment before pulling back.
"What do you think..?" She smirked.
Kurt gaped at her , his eyes wide, and Kitty could read the confusion in them.
"Oh Kurt, I'm so sorry if I seemed cold . You surprised me" She explained. "I like really liked you for so long..but...like I never thought.. Well that you'd like me back.."
"Vhat ! Vhy..?" Kurt could hardly believe his ears.
Kitty shrugged wrapping an arm around his shoulder. "Love you Kurt.."
"I love you too Kitty..!!" he smiled. The walk had defiantly gone better than he'd hoped for.
He leaned close closing his eyes, waiting to feel her lips touch his once more....
" Ok kiddies we are way past our beddy times here. Everybody inside and enough with the mushy stuff Bub.." a gruff voice cut though the dark.
"LOGAN !!"
To be continued ..........
