a/n: ok, either these next few chapters will clear a few things up, or make everyone even more confused than before. Try and bear with me. If you don't understand, don't worry cause I already have the prequel planned out and I just need to type it so that might help you. Read on!!

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Kaida Okami - The Beginning
Chapter Thirteen
Nightmares and Memmories

~*~ Dream Sequence/ Authors POV~*~

"MOMMY!!" screamed the little girl, white hair pulled into loose pigtails. She

stood, petrified, in the shadows watching with horror as the man she had grudgingly

called father slowly beat his wife to death.

"MOMMY!" she girl screamed again, lurching out of her horrified trance to

launch herself at her father. She wouldn't let him do this! She thought furiously. He

couldn't take mommy. Her father turned on her and smacked her across the face, claws

digging into the little demons cheek leaving a long gash. Kaida landed next to her mother

and gazed at her as time seemed to stop. Her mothers once beautiful face was covered in

bruises and blood, barely recognizable. Kaida's eyes filled with tears as her mother raised

a shaky hand to smooth her daughters hair. Hinshu's eyes where steady and kind, even in

death. As Kaida saw her mothers hand fall to the ground and her breath slow, a rage built

in her and her eyes saw red. A part of her brain was still functioning as she launched

herself at her father. A corner of her mind screamed at her to stop. That she was no higher

that the mans knee. That their was no way she could possibly beat him. Kaida ignored it

as she scratched at the mans face, her small claws seeking out his eyes. He flung her

away again to crumple against the wall and turned back to his now dead mate. Kaida rose

to attack again, but felt a pair of arms reach out from the shadows of a hidden passage to

stay her. Her brother Ryu immerged from the shadows clutching a slip of parchment and

pulled her away from the scene. Kaida fought, wanting nothing better than to feel that

mans blood on her hands. As Ryu dragged her out into the night and ran with her to the

edge of the woods he looked at her and she at him.

"let me go!" she hissed furiously, rage that far passed her small years emitting

from her voice and eyes. Ryu looked at her calmly.

"Your not strong enough." He told her. "It's the blood lust that allows you to go

on like this." His calmness washed over her, her eyes now fading from blood red to the

deep dark blue She was so proud of. She realized Ryu was right, like he always was. Her

big brother, so Different from her. So calm and collected as opposed to Kaida's wild joy

at the world And fiery temper. Kaida sank to the ground slowly, unshed tears filling her

field of vision.

"What do I do?" she said, voice small, scared. She looked up at Ryu. The only

one other than her mother that had ever been able to tell her what to do.

"Run." Said Ryu flatly. "Run away, and stay alive." With that he vanished into

night, back to the house that had become her living nightmare. Kaida rose slowly and

stumbled on only to collapse in a field not far away.

"Mommy," she said softly, finally allowing her tears to fall unchecked. Images of

her mothers death plaguing her mind. Images of her father, rage unchecked upon his

mate. Images of her larger than life mother haunting her as she cried herself to sleep.

~*~End of dream/Author POV~*~

Kaida bolted upright in bed, shaking and sweat covered. She stood on wobbly

legs and stumbled into the bathroom, bright light burning at her sensitive eyes. She

splashed water onto her face and felt her strength returning. She gazed at herself in the

mirror, black hair limp, framing her face with red rimmed hollow eyes.

Why now? She thought bitterly. Why did these nightmares and memories plaque

her now? She knew her past, she didn't need to be reminded of any of it. Kaida breathed

deeply and brought her emotions under control. It got harder and harder ever day. Harder

to control her emotions. Harder to keep herself form storming into her fathers office and

killing him on the spot like she knew Ryu expected her to do. But she couldn't. The

official would suspect her team right off the bat. They would be killed, all of them, and

Koenma, bound by his own stinking laws, would be able to do nothing. As much as she

hated to admit it, she had grown rather fond of her team. They where all like a family,

something Kaida had distanced herself from ever since her mothers death when she was

five. Kaida shook her head and moved to get dressed. It would be dawn soon and Kaida

knew she would get no more sleep this night. Kaida pulled her hair back and washed her

face, watching the red rims around her eyes fade. She pulled on her out fit and placed her

weapons, checking in the mirror to make sure she looked normal. It wouldn't do to have

them suspecting something was wrong. Kaida would handle this on her own. Team or no.

~*~ Okami's Office~*~

Okami smirked confidently. His daughter would soon be back and working for

him. He would be one of the richest demons on the face of the planet! There was nothing

Kaida 'Toorima' Okami couldn't steal. He would have the whole of Makai in his hand.

Then he could just get rid of her when he was done. He smiled evilly. It bothered him not

that it was his own daughter. As far as he was concerned, she was expendable. He didn't

hear Ryu enter. Nor did he see the dagger that imbedded itself in his back. His eyes

widened in shock as he looked over his shoulder.

"Traitor." He said as his eyes went blank and rolled up into the back of his head.

Ryu smirked down at the dead man that was his father.

"Just returning a favor." He said, making sure to erase his sent and tracks from the

room, but leaving the dagger.

Now the game truly begins he said to him self clutching tight to a slip of

parchment.

a/n: There you go. Im trying out a new way of typing my stories so if this doesn't look to good, gomen. Review plz!!