I woke up groggily in the morning from hardly getting any sleep. Then I remembered what had happened last night. Sighing, I went into the shower, hoping to wash away the slumber still in me. After a satisfying shower, I got out and wrapped a towel around me.

I went back into the dormitory and took out a sleeveless, white, naval- bearing top and really, really, low hip huggers. Inside the bathroom, I put my choice of clothes on, ran a brush through my hair, and tied it into a high ponytail with a few strands left to make me look "oh so casual". I put on my eye liner, mascara, and lip gloss and as a last touch, sprinkled glitter on my arms, chest, midriff, and my face.

The outcome looked incredible, even though it was so far off of what I usually look like.

"Bye bye old Lily. Hello new Lily." And with that, I walked out the door to meet very shocked faces.

"Whoa."

"Awesome."

I looked over to Clarissa who had somewhat of a sour look on her face. Apparently, she thought me as a threat. Usually, she has all the guys hanging around her, but I knew she knew that, soon, that would no longer be her place.

But Amy then interrupted our staring contest as she said, "So...What's with the new look Lil'?"

"Oh," I replyed, shrugging. "Just a change of heart I guess."

"Well, whatever the reason, I think you look totally awesome." Bridgette put in.

"Thank you. Now who's up for breakfast?" I said, catching a glimpse of Clarissa before walking out the door.

As we walked down the corridors down to the Great Hall, guys made cat-calls and looked me over, and girls glared at me. Some people had confused looks on their faces saying who is she?

We entered the Hall to another usual breakfast, but for me, it was anything but usual. I sidled into a seat and glanced at the people in the Hall. 'Hmmm...what would the old Lily never do?' And an idea popped in my head.

I got up from my seat and slowly walked to where the Marauders were sitting. I stopped behind Remus and soon all their eyes were upon me, except for Remus, who hadn't noticed anything unusual. I lightly tapped him on the shoulder and when he looked up to me, I kissed him.

The shock on his face was priceless. I whispered in his ear, "Meet me after lunch." And walked away, swaying my hips. You see, I knew he liked me and the old Lily would never have done that before.

I smirked, knowing I had him wound around my finger, but when I sat back down, I didn't realize how much of a disaster I had just caused upon the Marauders.

*******************************James POV*************************

At first I hadn't recognized her as Lily, especially after she randomly kissed Remus, but there was no mistaking her. Before I could see what she did after she kissed Remus, I stared down at my plate, glaring at it.

I now know this is what she had been talking about last night. But I sensed there was still more to come. How much more? What exactly was she planning? When I looked up again, Lily had gone, and Remus was dazed.

I felt like throwing a roll at him, but thought better of it. Instead, I stabbed at my food, pretending the eggs were his face. I know it wasn't fair that I was acting like I was, and that it was Lily's choice to do what she did, but I couldn't help but feel angry with Remus.

The one girl I wanted, I couldn't have, and instead goes off with Remus. He knows I like her but he gets her. Not me. Of course, all the things I said to Lily last night couldn't have helped, but still, I might have a chance. All this kept on going on in my head. By the end of breakfast, I was fuming and left without a word off to my class.

Sirius had tried to talk to me during Transfiguration but I ignored him. Right now, I didn't feel like talking to anybody, because I was afraid I would get even more angry and start to get violent.

Through Herbology, which Lily was in the same class as me, I couldn't keep my eyes off of her and didn't notice my Krollfer (a plant whose leaves are used to make sleeping potions) run away.

"James! James! James, please! Concentrate!" Professor Sprout was nearly screaming at me, chasing after the Krollfer.

I snapped out of my trance and realized what was going on. Soon after, I had caught the Krollfer, who was not at all very happy at being caught and was trying to bite me.

"5 points," Professor Sprout wheezed. "Off Gryffindor, for carelessness."

I blushed of embarrassment for being so unaware and when I caught Lily looked at me she was giggling. At that I flushed even more. But then she winked at me before turning away back to her work. I would have been happy for the rest of the day if, after lunch, I hadn't seen Lily making out with Remus.

**********************************Lily's POV****************************

I can not believe I just had a make out session with Remus! I felt so totally unreal, like I was just another blonde ditz (no offense to blondes). I felt like such a player. I don't even like Remus and yet I had gotten his hopes up that I had!

I felt so rotten that I kind of ran away abruptly during the make out session with Remus. What was I going to do? I didn't want to hurt his feelings, but I guess I should have known what I was getting into before I acted on impulse.

But while I was sitting on my bed in the dormitory, thinking about what a fool I was for acting on impulse and what I was going to do, there was a tapping on the window. I looked up, and there was an owl fluttering outside my window. I let it in, and wondering who's owl it was.

I untied the letter on its leg and it flew away, leaving me with it. It had no address on it or no name, so I curiously opened the envelope and unfolded the letter. And I read it, suddenly filled with gloom.

It read:

Dear Lily,

I want you home for Christmas.

Jonathon

I had almost forgotten about my dad and his joy in giving others pain.

Okay...So a very strange chapter I might say, but whatever. I just wrote it on a whim. And I'm sorry for the long wait. Have you also noticed that I use the word "look, looked, looking, and so on a lot? I have. Anyways please review.