Lost Cause

Hey, this will probably be the hardest chapter to write. I keep on having to go back and study Wufei because truly I don't see him as important, but hey, people love him so I'll try my best to write this good.

If you want a disclaimer go to chapter one.

Wufei-Flamedancer

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My toes were feeling numb. In fact, so is my whole body. I have been sitting in my room with lighters and matches since I learned of the death of Heero Yuy. I just received word 2 days, or was it 2? Anyway, I few days ago, that Duo died from to many drugs and to much alcohol mixing in his stomach. Since then I can only think about the pain that I had hidden for so long. Sally had made me go to their funerals. Heero's a closed-casket. Duo's was open. Relena wept hard at Heero's. She was the only one who got a letter from Heero. I have read the letter, it said something along the lines of I'm sorry I couldn't be there, I'm even more sorry for the trouble I've caused in your life. They told me to give this to you. Remember the time you had to cancel on me? It's a promise ring. Promise me to be strong. If you ever need help, Duo is always there.

Now isn't that ironic, Duo is dead too.



At Duo's funeral, we got to see his body, unlike Heero, who had only pieces of himself in the coffin. His hair was brushed back and had had a cross that dangled off the elastic that held it all together. Even with all the make-up, you could tell that Duo had burnt his face and hands with cigarettes.

That is were I got the idea. That is why I'm here, burning off this ugly skin that covers my pathetic soul. My soul is much to perfect for this body. The more I burn it, the uglier it gets. I must release my soul of this stack of bones and flesh.

I'm going to burn this skin and free my soul...Nataku...no, Meilan...my wife, I am not worthy to be your widower. You never even excepted me as your husband...am I that insignificant?

Burn in hell, Chang Wufei.