a/n: Gosh, I can't believe I'm still alive! Hah, just kidding. I'm so busy checking out my Friendster account. I really want to gain friends, especially E+T fans! So, if you have a Friendster account, kindly invite me: imanavrilfan@another-world.com Thanks! Anyway, here's another E+T fanfic. I can't get enough of the two cute guys, Eriol and Tomoyo. Thye rock! Here's another fanfic, 'cause I became inspired by this T.V. show. And I also made it with the same title... Please cooperate with me, 'cause I have this o.c. of mine...

It Might Be You

Chapter 1- Am I Losing My Grip?

"Tomoyo, honey, can we talk?" called out Ken Nakamura, 19-year old one of the handsome guys around the campus with black locks, cool brown eyes, and a pretty pretty girlfriend with same age named Tomoyo Daidouji.

"What?" the girl asked madly, she was grabbed by the guy at her arms almost tightly.

Ken sighed, "Uhm, honey, I really need to talk to you. It's about, well, us."

Tomoyo was looking down. But when she heard him saying "I need to talk to you." She faced her soon-to-be-ex-boyfriend. Something will be happening.

"What do we need to talk about, huh? Is there a problem about me? Or do you have some problem to tell me?" She asked, starting to worry.

The black-haired guy sighed, "I—I—uh..." he didn't finish his reply. He touched Tomoyo's fine chin gently, and let her face come closer to him, and have their final kiss as a couple.

After 10 seconds, they pulled apart. "What exactly do you want to tell me, Ken? Please tell me." She questioned again, she can't understand what's going on between them this time.

"Alright. Please don't be shocked with my words Tomoyo. I, I,-- no, uh, let's, let's break up." He said to her gently, not planning to hurt her so he tried his most gentle voice to tell it to her.

While her eyes widened. Did she hear him say the words let's break up? Or is she still deaf because the volume of her headphone is loud while listening to her Evanescence c.d.?

"Did you just said, "Let's break up?""

Ken nodded. "You know, actually it's not your fault if we're doing this. It's my fault, it's me." I—"

"Ken, are you serious about this thing?! We're almost two years it's only a month to go! How come—"

"Again, I'm the bad guy! I've been so well with you but I didn't treat you the best!"

Tomoyo's eyes are starting to wet.

"Why? You, you loved me more than you are, Ken! We've been so, so good! You're almost perfect! Why almost? 'Cause nobody's perfect."

"You're wrong. You, you're perfect! Tomoyo, don't you realize that you have the looks, the attitude, the brain. You're perfect! I never treated—"

"Don't, don't say that, please! You, you, you're my life, Ken! My mom likes you for me, my friends agree you're for me. I love you, Ken! I really, really love you! Why do you have to end this?"

Ken looked to her eyes. He sees that she tells the truth. She loves him deeply, more than she is. So why does he need to end their relationship if that's the case?

"I'm very sorry to tell you this Tomoyo but, I'm not ready for a relationship right now."

"Cool-off is the answer! Why don't we—"

"No, it's not. The answer is, we're over."

"Honey, it's not! I love you so much!" Tomoyo cried, now she's starting to cry.

He lifted her face again. "Sorry Tomoyo, I, I can't handle this. Sorry." There are his final word, sorry.

Then there it ended. No more Ken and Tomoyo. After 1 year and 11 months of crying together, laughing together, loving together without any cheating, they're through.

Poor Tomoyo was left there near her locker, crying like a fool. She immediately run through the girls' bathroom. She locked herself in a cubicle, and since nobody's there but her, she cried softly. She started to play Avril Lavigne's c.d. so that she can try to forget what just happened.

(Tomoyo's p.o.v.)

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby

Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real

'He sucks! I hate him! I hate him! He is not bad at all when we're still together, he's lying! We're not having any cheats, but why is it he suddenly decided to break up? I loved him! Yes, with a 'd'. It's past tense, right? He really sucks! He's nothing but a bullshit to me!'

Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you

Why'd you turn away?

Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,

waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare

That's when I decided

'Hmm... the song suits me...why don't I sing with Avril?'

"Why should I care

Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone

You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,

I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone"

'No... he was there when I was scared, I never became alone. No, that's when we're still together! Am I really losing my grip? 'Cause I'm starting to trip, and I was left here crying and grinning with a lost stare like a fool! I need someone to talk to! I need to talk to someone! I can't stand what's happening to me!'*

(Normal P.O.V.)

After sharing a moment with herself alone in the girls' bathroom, she decided to go out now, feeling weak and tired, and then looked herself at the mirror.

Her eyes still look red, looking tired from crying and weeping. Her cheeks, they're still pale. Her hair, it's almost messy. So she combed it and there, it was back in the normal free-of-accessory-and-still-shiny-and- smells-like-lavender look.

Now, Tomoyo was back physically. But emotionally, she's not.

END- CHAPTER 1

A/N: Ken Nakamura is my o.c. I still haven't decided if I'll put another o.c. there. Please r&r! It's my first "novel-like" fic. Thanks...