THIS IS ME... NOW
[Killua's Theme II]
I am still as obscure as before,
Yet in a way different,
How so, I can't really tell,
But dull stars seem to have gone a-glow,
Lighting up the night--
And somehow I know, yet not at all clearly,
What path I should take
And which way leads to my destiny...
I am still as confused as before,
Yet somehow enlightened,
How much, not even the clearest waters can tell,
But now I can think much broader,
Find a direction for my thoughts.
And somehow feel, yet not at all virtually,
What the horizons say
About my destiny...
I am still as cold as before,
Yet there is now about me
A warmth, latent and imperceptible,
That which enables me to reach out,
And reach in, believe and hope,
That somehow, someday I know I can grasp fully,
The truths that would then lead
To my real identity...
'Coz I am still as strong as before,
Yet as weak as the now
Which had descended so suddenly
Upon me--my whole being,
And gave me the ability to feel,
To actually care, dare to be fair,
And treasure above all
This friendship that we share...
I am still as alone as before,
And yet, not at all.
You've changed my values, my views, my goals,
And like the recalcitrant wind that you are,
You burst into my life and ignited a fire,
One that lighted up every dream's lea,
Sending a wisp that quietly says not to fear
"...'coz you will always have me..."
And yes, I am still as ME as before,
Yet somehow different,
How so, I can't really tell,
But dull thoughts have gone a-glow,
Lighting up my mind--
Telling me I'm not much the fiend I used to be,
And that this is the closest I can get
To being free...
Author's Note: To the nice people who have taken time to read and review this collection and the other ones I have around here, my sincerest THANKS! ^_____^ And yeah, for the first time, I am not late in posting something up for my fave character's birthday! Yaay, Omedeto Tanjoobi Killua-sama!!!!! ^_____^ [I'm actually kinda advance today =P]