Title: Scared Hearts
Summary: A/U Buffy is a bad girl, getting into trouble and hanging around with the "wrong crowd". Her mom sends her to a private school where she meets her two new best friends, Willow and Xander. Along with new friends, come new enemies. But, when she seems to take a liking to one of her enemies, how will that turn out? Will she choose friendship, or love?
Disclaimer: I don't own any of them. Well, cept the lame ass people I make up! Ha, anyways, yeah everyone from BtVS totally belongs to Joss Whedon.
.:A/N:. Sorry for the lack of updating. Its just school is a bitch and my life is really busy. There will be updates, just not as often, but I will try. Oh yeah, and I just want to know something. Do you guys want Buffy to become the Slayer??
.:A/N 2:. Sorry for the short chapter. But its past 3am and I'm really tired.
~~**~~
Buffy sat in her living room, waiting for Spike to arrive. She was a bit nervous about him coming, but she was more so excited. Their talk earlier wasn't one of the best. She wasn't good at sharing her feelings, especially with someone like Spike. She'd only met him, but in a way she felt like she knew him all her life.
*Ding Dong*
Buffy jumped up and checked herself over in the mirror before opening the door. Spike stood there with a grocery bag in his hand. Buffy smiled at him and he handed it to her. She took it and began walking into the kitchen, "You can come in Spike, its not like anyone is home." Spike walked inside and closed the door behind him. He followed Buffy into the kitchen and stood in the doorway. Buffy turned to him before looking through the bag, "What'd ya bring me?"
He laughed, "Just some chips, candy. Didn't really know what you liked. Sorry."
"Don't be sorry. I like everything so it's not like you could've been wrong. Sit down, stay awhile," Buffy said as she too sat down and began to dig into the candy.
"You seem happy luv."
"Yeah, well, food tends to do that. With my mom in the hospital . . . Well, lets just say Buffy plus cooking equals fire."
"Cant be that bad."
"Trust me, it can," she said, popping a cherry blaster into her mouth. "Want some?" She handed him the bag and he took a few. "So, how are you doing? With your dad . . ."
"I don't want to talk about it," he said, turning his head.
"Okay, we wont. Want to watch some TV? You know, talk," Buffy said.
"Sounds great luv," Spike said and followed her into the living room. He sat down on the sofa next to her and took some candy from the bag. She turned on the TV and switched it to the music station. She looked to him and smiled when his eyes met hers. His face leaned down and his lips met hers before either realized what they were doing. He dropped the candy and his hand relocated to just below her breast. Buffy felt an excitement course through her body and she lifted her hand to his neck. She pulled him closer to her and she moved so that he could lay down on her. Spike's hand slid up underneath her shirt and caressed her breast. "Buffy . . . We cant do this," he said, not moving from his place.
"Why not?" she asked, feeling his breath on her face.
"Is this what you really want luv?" Spike asked.
"Oh," Buffy said, moving from underneath him. "I get it. You don't want this, do you?"
"No. I just . . . Its soon," he said.
"Right. I understand," Buffy said.
"Buffy, don't be mad," Spike said, touching her arm. "I do want you. I just . . . it doesn't feel like time."
"That makes sense," Buffy said. "We were rushing it, you're right. We did agree to take things slow. Its better this way."
"Believe me luv, it is," Spike said, taking her in his arms. "Now, lets watch some of the telly, shall we?"
Buffy smiled, "Yeah, lets."
~~**~~
Buffy woke up to find herself asleep on the sofa. She sat up and noticed a piece of paper resting on the coffee table. Picking it up, she opened it and it read:
Buffy,
Morning came. Guess we fell asleep. Thought I'd let you rest, but I had to be on my way. Forgive me?
-Spike
Buffy smiled. She put the paper back where she found it and walked into the kitchen. She had to get something to eat, take a shower, get dressed and be at school in only one hour. Sighing, Buffy turned and headed up to her room. Unfortunately eating had to be the last thing on her list today.
Summary: A/U Buffy is a bad girl, getting into trouble and hanging around with the "wrong crowd". Her mom sends her to a private school where she meets her two new best friends, Willow and Xander. Along with new friends, come new enemies. But, when she seems to take a liking to one of her enemies, how will that turn out? Will she choose friendship, or love?
Disclaimer: I don't own any of them. Well, cept the lame ass people I make up! Ha, anyways, yeah everyone from BtVS totally belongs to Joss Whedon.
.:A/N:. Sorry for the lack of updating. Its just school is a bitch and my life is really busy. There will be updates, just not as often, but I will try. Oh yeah, and I just want to know something. Do you guys want Buffy to become the Slayer??
.:A/N 2:. Sorry for the short chapter. But its past 3am and I'm really tired.
~~**~~
Buffy sat in her living room, waiting for Spike to arrive. She was a bit nervous about him coming, but she was more so excited. Their talk earlier wasn't one of the best. She wasn't good at sharing her feelings, especially with someone like Spike. She'd only met him, but in a way she felt like she knew him all her life.
*Ding Dong*
Buffy jumped up and checked herself over in the mirror before opening the door. Spike stood there with a grocery bag in his hand. Buffy smiled at him and he handed it to her. She took it and began walking into the kitchen, "You can come in Spike, its not like anyone is home." Spike walked inside and closed the door behind him. He followed Buffy into the kitchen and stood in the doorway. Buffy turned to him before looking through the bag, "What'd ya bring me?"
He laughed, "Just some chips, candy. Didn't really know what you liked. Sorry."
"Don't be sorry. I like everything so it's not like you could've been wrong. Sit down, stay awhile," Buffy said as she too sat down and began to dig into the candy.
"You seem happy luv."
"Yeah, well, food tends to do that. With my mom in the hospital . . . Well, lets just say Buffy plus cooking equals fire."
"Cant be that bad."
"Trust me, it can," she said, popping a cherry blaster into her mouth. "Want some?" She handed him the bag and he took a few. "So, how are you doing? With your dad . . ."
"I don't want to talk about it," he said, turning his head.
"Okay, we wont. Want to watch some TV? You know, talk," Buffy said.
"Sounds great luv," Spike said and followed her into the living room. He sat down on the sofa next to her and took some candy from the bag. She turned on the TV and switched it to the music station. She looked to him and smiled when his eyes met hers. His face leaned down and his lips met hers before either realized what they were doing. He dropped the candy and his hand relocated to just below her breast. Buffy felt an excitement course through her body and she lifted her hand to his neck. She pulled him closer to her and she moved so that he could lay down on her. Spike's hand slid up underneath her shirt and caressed her breast. "Buffy . . . We cant do this," he said, not moving from his place.
"Why not?" she asked, feeling his breath on her face.
"Is this what you really want luv?" Spike asked.
"Oh," Buffy said, moving from underneath him. "I get it. You don't want this, do you?"
"No. I just . . . Its soon," he said.
"Right. I understand," Buffy said.
"Buffy, don't be mad," Spike said, touching her arm. "I do want you. I just . . . it doesn't feel like time."
"That makes sense," Buffy said. "We were rushing it, you're right. We did agree to take things slow. Its better this way."
"Believe me luv, it is," Spike said, taking her in his arms. "Now, lets watch some of the telly, shall we?"
Buffy smiled, "Yeah, lets."
~~**~~
Buffy woke up to find herself asleep on the sofa. She sat up and noticed a piece of paper resting on the coffee table. Picking it up, she opened it and it read:
Buffy,
Morning came. Guess we fell asleep. Thought I'd let you rest, but I had to be on my way. Forgive me?
-Spike
Buffy smiled. She put the paper back where she found it and walked into the kitchen. She had to get something to eat, take a shower, get dressed and be at school in only one hour. Sighing, Buffy turned and headed up to her room. Unfortunately eating had to be the last thing on her list today.