Russian Roulette
Chapter 19: Spirtual Mother
Kurama's Point Of View
Yesterday was so difficult on us. Hiei and I had broken up for the first time and I am glad it would hopefully never happen again. I guess Hiei and I had gotten closer, more protective of us and our relationship. Today, him and I were going to visit his mother's grave. I know it wasn't supposed to be a happy day, but for some reason, I felt it was.
" You look good in all black Kurama." Hiei smiled as we started our walk to the grave.
" You think so? These pants are a bit tight."
" Oh come on, the more ass I can see, the better." He said, fondeling my butt.
" Hentai!"
" Nope, this is hentai." He grinned, rubbing his hips on mine. I blushed madly.
" What's with the pervertedness all of a sudden?" I asked.
" Heh, it's fun messing with you." He smiled, as we started walking again. " Ooh, you brought flowers for her."
" Yeah, best I can do..."
" Thank you again for coming." Hiei nodded.
" No problem. Wow Hiei, you toned it down a bit." I smiled, noticing he was without his spiky necklaces and bracelets, and no eyeliner.
" Yeah, mother never really liked my style, so I guess I'll do something nice for her." He smiled.
" Hey, speaking of which, what is your mother's name?"
" I never told you?"
" Nope."
" Chisa Jaganshi." He said, brushing back his bangs.
" Ah, what a cute name. It sure fits her face."
" Oh, and I'm not cute." Hiei sniffled.
" I didn't say that. But hey, you look alot like her. Meaning you're cute as well. But you're like, little cute, while your mother is...ummm...womanly cute." I tried to explain.
" I kill people for calling me little."
" You've done that before, right?"
" Kurama, how about you shut up and we go to the cemetary?"
" Right, I love you." I smiled, taking his hand as we walked through the large gates. Hiei led me over a hill, and after what seemed like a mile walk, we reached her grave with another one exactly like it next to it.
" Hello mother. I see the grave owner already put up incense. God, it smells like shit. You hate this smell." Hiei growled, blowing it out and throwing it behind him. " I brought my boyfriend Kurama with me." As Hiei said that, a gentle wind blew by. Almost as if an exceptance answer.
" Ah, hello Mrs. Jaganshi."
" Just call her Chisa, she hates being called a Mrs."
" Sorry Chisa, I brought over a rose for you." I felt kind of silly talking to her grave, but Hiei seemed comfortable, which didn't make me feel as silly.
" I'm glad you don't mind us being together mother. Glad I didn't wear my jewelry?"
As I listened to Hiei ask her questions, the wind would subside and blow either way as if she was answering him. I got kind of creeped out after a while.
" Anyway mother, we have to go." Hiei waved. He took two steps and paused. " Oh! Sorry, I forgot." I grinned. He turned around and went to the grave next to Chisa's. He kicked it repeatedly and threw dirt at it.
" Ah! Hiei don't do that!" I panicked, having no idea what he was doing.
" Why not? That's my father's grave. The fat ass bastard who took advantage of my mother." Hiei said, spitting on it.
" That's not very polite Hiei." A girl said, coming out from under the shade. It was Yukina.
" Speak of the bitch." Hiei growled.
" He helped in giving birth to you."
" And you helped in mother killing herself, is that the same thing? All of a sudden it's balanced?" He said sarcastically.
" Shut up." Yukina whispered, kneeling down to wipe off her father's grave. " I'm surprised you didn't think I'd be coming."
" I don't know why. He chickened out and killed himself and yet you admire him more."
" You just don't understand."
" What? I don't understand how that son of a bitch deserves any praise, he killed himself, he was drunk all of the time, he raped mother more timed then I can count, he abused me and he gets praise meanwhile mother cared for us after he died, gave all of her health and time into letting us live a happy life and you give father credit."
" It's deeper then that." Yukina whispered.
" Deeper? The only thing that's deeper is how much deeper that asshole is going into hell."
" You just don't understand!" Yukina yelled as she started to cry.
" Understand what!? That bastard did NOTHING for us!" Hiei yelled, kicking his grave one last time and walking towards the exit.
" Hiei, wait!" I yelled after him.
" Suuichi Minamino, I suggest you watch out for him, he's in denial and he's hurting himself. Don't get in your relationship any deeper if you want to save your own soul. I suggest you take this warning to heart. I'd tell you what was going on, but I don't think it'd be as much fun unless you found out for yourself, plus, Hiei might try to kill me. I suggest you leave." Yukina whispered as she started to pray.
" Come on Kurama." Hiei hissed and I followed after him. I had no idea what was going on between these two, but it was obviously a grudge they had well hidden when they started school, now it's obvious they want nothing to do with each other.
" What did she tell you?" He asked, quite angry.
" Nothing. She just told me we shouldn't get any deeper in our relationship."
" Don't listen to her. She's crazy." Hiei hissed.
" You want to go get some ice cream, it'll cheer you up." I asked, taking his hand.
" That sounds like a good idea." Hiei smiled as he kissed my cheek.
" I'm glad I got to meet your mother. I wish I could have met her in real life though."
" Yeah, she's great. She was probably the best mom in the world. She cussed, she didn't know how to cook, she was fun and usually so happy. But when our family got divided..."
" Like when you sided with Chisa and Yukina sided with your father?"
" Yeah. After father died, I told you before how Yukina wouldn't even look mother in the eyes. That's around when mother killed herself back when I was 13."
" How did she die?"
" You know that board that is broken above the shower in my bathroom?"
" Yeah."
" She hung herself on it."
" I'm so sorry..."
" Ah, it's all past, let's get some ice cream!!" Hiei yelled, waving his arms.
" I want chocolate." I smiled.
" Who said I was paying?"
" What? I don't have any money with me!"
" Neither do I!"
" Well, I guess there goes our ice cream idea..."
" I guess so..."
A/N: So, you got to find out more about Yukina and Hiei's parents, I really have no idea how I am going to be leading up to the ending. I think I have an idea, but if you have any please put it in your review.
Thanks for all your wonderful reviews:
Paisley
Chapter 19: Spirtual Mother
Kurama's Point Of View
Yesterday was so difficult on us. Hiei and I had broken up for the first time and I am glad it would hopefully never happen again. I guess Hiei and I had gotten closer, more protective of us and our relationship. Today, him and I were going to visit his mother's grave. I know it wasn't supposed to be a happy day, but for some reason, I felt it was.
" You look good in all black Kurama." Hiei smiled as we started our walk to the grave.
" You think so? These pants are a bit tight."
" Oh come on, the more ass I can see, the better." He said, fondeling my butt.
" Hentai!"
" Nope, this is hentai." He grinned, rubbing his hips on mine. I blushed madly.
" What's with the pervertedness all of a sudden?" I asked.
" Heh, it's fun messing with you." He smiled, as we started walking again. " Ooh, you brought flowers for her."
" Yeah, best I can do..."
" Thank you again for coming." Hiei nodded.
" No problem. Wow Hiei, you toned it down a bit." I smiled, noticing he was without his spiky necklaces and bracelets, and no eyeliner.
" Yeah, mother never really liked my style, so I guess I'll do something nice for her." He smiled.
" Hey, speaking of which, what is your mother's name?"
" I never told you?"
" Nope."
" Chisa Jaganshi." He said, brushing back his bangs.
" Ah, what a cute name. It sure fits her face."
" Oh, and I'm not cute." Hiei sniffled.
" I didn't say that. But hey, you look alot like her. Meaning you're cute as well. But you're like, little cute, while your mother is...ummm...womanly cute." I tried to explain.
" I kill people for calling me little."
" You've done that before, right?"
" Kurama, how about you shut up and we go to the cemetary?"
" Right, I love you." I smiled, taking his hand as we walked through the large gates. Hiei led me over a hill, and after what seemed like a mile walk, we reached her grave with another one exactly like it next to it.
" Hello mother. I see the grave owner already put up incense. God, it smells like shit. You hate this smell." Hiei growled, blowing it out and throwing it behind him. " I brought my boyfriend Kurama with me." As Hiei said that, a gentle wind blew by. Almost as if an exceptance answer.
" Ah, hello Mrs. Jaganshi."
" Just call her Chisa, she hates being called a Mrs."
" Sorry Chisa, I brought over a rose for you." I felt kind of silly talking to her grave, but Hiei seemed comfortable, which didn't make me feel as silly.
" I'm glad you don't mind us being together mother. Glad I didn't wear my jewelry?"
As I listened to Hiei ask her questions, the wind would subside and blow either way as if she was answering him. I got kind of creeped out after a while.
" Anyway mother, we have to go." Hiei waved. He took two steps and paused. " Oh! Sorry, I forgot." I grinned. He turned around and went to the grave next to Chisa's. He kicked it repeatedly and threw dirt at it.
" Ah! Hiei don't do that!" I panicked, having no idea what he was doing.
" Why not? That's my father's grave. The fat ass bastard who took advantage of my mother." Hiei said, spitting on it.
" That's not very polite Hiei." A girl said, coming out from under the shade. It was Yukina.
" Speak of the bitch." Hiei growled.
" He helped in giving birth to you."
" And you helped in mother killing herself, is that the same thing? All of a sudden it's balanced?" He said sarcastically.
" Shut up." Yukina whispered, kneeling down to wipe off her father's grave. " I'm surprised you didn't think I'd be coming."
" I don't know why. He chickened out and killed himself and yet you admire him more."
" You just don't understand."
" What? I don't understand how that son of a bitch deserves any praise, he killed himself, he was drunk all of the time, he raped mother more timed then I can count, he abused me and he gets praise meanwhile mother cared for us after he died, gave all of her health and time into letting us live a happy life and you give father credit."
" It's deeper then that." Yukina whispered.
" Deeper? The only thing that's deeper is how much deeper that asshole is going into hell."
" You just don't understand!" Yukina yelled as she started to cry.
" Understand what!? That bastard did NOTHING for us!" Hiei yelled, kicking his grave one last time and walking towards the exit.
" Hiei, wait!" I yelled after him.
" Suuichi Minamino, I suggest you watch out for him, he's in denial and he's hurting himself. Don't get in your relationship any deeper if you want to save your own soul. I suggest you take this warning to heart. I'd tell you what was going on, but I don't think it'd be as much fun unless you found out for yourself, plus, Hiei might try to kill me. I suggest you leave." Yukina whispered as she started to pray.
" Come on Kurama." Hiei hissed and I followed after him. I had no idea what was going on between these two, but it was obviously a grudge they had well hidden when they started school, now it's obvious they want nothing to do with each other.
" What did she tell you?" He asked, quite angry.
" Nothing. She just told me we shouldn't get any deeper in our relationship."
" Don't listen to her. She's crazy." Hiei hissed.
" You want to go get some ice cream, it'll cheer you up." I asked, taking his hand.
" That sounds like a good idea." Hiei smiled as he kissed my cheek.
" I'm glad I got to meet your mother. I wish I could have met her in real life though."
" Yeah, she's great. She was probably the best mom in the world. She cussed, she didn't know how to cook, she was fun and usually so happy. But when our family got divided..."
" Like when you sided with Chisa and Yukina sided with your father?"
" Yeah. After father died, I told you before how Yukina wouldn't even look mother in the eyes. That's around when mother killed herself back when I was 13."
" How did she die?"
" You know that board that is broken above the shower in my bathroom?"
" Yeah."
" She hung herself on it."
" I'm so sorry..."
" Ah, it's all past, let's get some ice cream!!" Hiei yelled, waving his arms.
" I want chocolate." I smiled.
" Who said I was paying?"
" What? I don't have any money with me!"
" Neither do I!"
" Well, I guess there goes our ice cream idea..."
" I guess so..."
A/N: So, you got to find out more about Yukina and Hiei's parents, I really have no idea how I am going to be leading up to the ending. I think I have an idea, but if you have any please put it in your review.
Thanks for all your wonderful reviews:
Paisley