I looked around. Strange… I recognize this place. It's one of those hidden memories, I'm sure of if. The ones I forgot even before the operation.
I'm standing in a garden. It's… beautiful. Flowers everywhere, trees… and it seems to stretch for miles. I can't even see the end of it. I want to explore it, though.
So I did. I flew down it.

I came to some mountains. A waterfall fell down them into the huge lake below.
"What does He look like?" A voice? I heard a faint child's voice.
"No, Frieza. God doesn't have a form." It was that woman! The woman's voice I heard every so often. Frieza? Who was she talking to? I looked around for a while, and came to a woman sitting beside a small boy on the other side of the mountains. They were looking over at the gardens. I landed a little behind them, and looked at them. Huh?! The boy – it's me! My first form! That woman… I know her from somewhere. She had pale purple skin, and long light brown hair that stopped halfway down her back. She was wearing a light white dress, while the little boy wore a pair of shorts. I… remember. I remember wearing them, I used to wear shorts all the time. But I stopped when… what happened now? I can't think.
"Well if He doesn't have a form, how do you know He exists?" the boy asked.
"Because you can feel him." She replied.
"Huh?" The boy picked up a small rock from beside him. "I can feel this rock, but only because I can see it."
The woman laughed.
"No, Frieza. Not feel with your fingers. You can feel Him with your heart."
"I don't get it."
"You will do, I'll tell you all about Him. If you start to believe in Him, you'll feel Him whenever you think of Him. You'll feel close to Him when you pray, too."
"Pray?"
Pray to who? Who's God?

I moved closer to them, to see if I recognized that woman. They didn't seem to notice me. I looked at her. She had red eyes, like that monster. They weren't evil, though. They were different…
I know her. Who is she…?
"Come here, I want you to pray with me." The woman said.
"I don't know how." The boy replied her.
"It's easy, you just talk. I'll teach you a prayer." She told him. "Okay." He moved to sit on her lap. "Now say this; God, please allow me to keep my blessings, and let the sun take my sins away and carry them down to the Devil, so that I may be an angel."
"Huh? What does that mean?"
"You know what sins and blessings are, don't you?"
"Yes."
"Well then. Say it."
So the boy obeyed her.
"God, please allow me to keep my blessings, and let the sun take my sins away and carry them down to the Devil, so that I may be an angel."
"Good boy." The woman smiled. "When the sunset comes, we'll say that, alright? That way, we'll always be angels. We'll say it every sunset, and we'll say another prayer every sunrise. If we do that, we'll never stray far from God. We'll stay beautiful as long as we say those prayers and believe in Him. We won't ever do any bad things, because God will take all our sins away."
"Okay…"

… I don't believe in God. And I know I haven't seen the sun for years. Is that why I did bad things? Why I killed all the saiyans?
But the two Prince Vegetas both think I'm a saiyan. Why? The saiyans in my dreams, they think I'm one, too. It's only my friend Vegeta that knows what I am. Why is that? He's the only one that recognises me…

"Pray with me, Vegeta."
Huh? I looked around. I'm on the same cliff, but it's sunset. There's another difference as well. Instead of that boy and that woman, there's the boy and Vegeta.
"Pray? Isn't that like a religious thing?"
"I guess." The boy said. "But if doesn't mean you have to go to church or anything. You can say a little prayer if you want."
"Ah… I don't wanna… You go ahead, I'll just sit here." Vegeta replied.
"Pleeeeeeeeease?"
"…" Vegeta sighed. "Alright, what do you want me to say?"
"I want you to say God, please allow me to keep my blessings, and let the sun take my sins away and carry them down to the Devil, so that I may be an angel."
"What?!" Vegeta protested. "Get real, I'm not saying that!"
"Please, Vegeta." The boy said. "I want you to say it with me… it'll be special."
"… Alright, fine. But I'm not gonna mean any of it, the whole idea of God just seems weird to me."
"Thank you, Vegeta." The boy turned to look at the sunset, and closed his eyes.
"God, please allow me,"
"To keep my blessings…" Vegeta joined in.
"And let the sun take my sins away and carry them down to the Devil, so that I may be an angel."

I… remember that! Yeah, I get it now! Vegeta and I, we were best friends when we were kids! Our fathers didn't get along, but we didn't care. We always used to hang around together. We made a promise. But whatever happened to that promise? Why did I destroy Planet Vegeta? That woman… she was… she was my mother! I remember it now. Why didn't Kold tell me about her? She was his wife, wasn't she? What happened to her anyway?

"Boo!"
"AAH!" I screamed as the monster appeared in front of me.
"What are you doing?" It snarled.
"N – Nothing! Get away from me!" I cried.
"Watching the children?" it mocked. "How sweet. I guess you recognize that little pink weakling, right?"
"It's… me, isn't it?" I asked. "Me when I was a child."
"No, it's just you." The monster told me.
"Huh?"
"Don't you get it? Don't you know why everybody that didn't know you back then seems to think you're just a saiyan boy?"
"Hey – how do you know they think that?!" I protested.
"Don't you remember the nickname your father gave you?"
"Nickname…?"
"He called you a saiyan, didn't he?"
"I…" I tried to remember. "… Yeah. Yeah, he did!" I remember now! He always used to call me that because I spent all my time with Vegeta. He thought I was a traitor…
"You're a saiyan." The monster spat. "You're not a changeling, you're nothing but a monkey." It smirked. "And guess what? I hate monkeys." It flicked the two boys off the edge of the cliff with one quick movement of its tail.
"Hey!" I cried out. I jumped down after them.

Vegeta was okay, but he was kneeling beside the child version of me… who was dead.
"See?" I felt the monster land behind me. "I killed you. I told you I did."
"You!" Vegeta glared at him. "Why?!"
"My body has no room for saiyan minds." The monster smirked.
"Huh?" I looked at it. "What do you mean?"
"I killed you before, and I'm going to kill you again. We can't both exist, so I'll see to it that you don't." It moved its eyes to Vegeta. "And you might want to be careful, too. Because you never know, maybe somebody else would like to exist."
"What?" I asked. "What are you talking about?!"
The monster glared at me, and my surroundings turned to black. Nothing was there. It was just me, Vegeta and the monster amongst pure darkness. What's going to happen…? What's he gonna do to me…?

But then I woke up to see my empty bedroom. And now I'm terrified to go back to sleep, because I know that if I do I'll die.