October 10, 2004
I've been dating Draco for a week now.
My friends aren't really talking to me. Ron is angry with me. Hermione is angry with me. Harry is a depressed pile of skin and bones. Draco is a disgusting pig.
Damn him.
Damn Harry.
Damn Ron and Hermione
Damn the whole world.
My life is falling apart into tiny itsiebitsie pieces. I suppose you're not getting why I'm saying this are you, diary? Well, diary, you will.
This afternoon, after classes:
Ron: Ginny! How dare you dump Harry and go out with ferret-boy!
Hermione: How could you, Ginny? I thought you were different than that.
Me: Well, I guess you thought wrong for once in your life.
Ron: What's wrong with you, Ginny?
Me: Nothing's wrong.
Hermione: We think Harry's going to try and kill himself, Ginny. This is serious.
Me: Well, too bad for him. He does realize that he won't be worshipped anymore because he'll stop breathing, doesn't he?
Ron & Hermione: Ginny! You don't mean that!
Me: I'm fed up with this whole feel-sorry-for-me-thingie. I've changed and I don't want to deal with that anymore. I'm not a lovesick idiot anymore, what do you take me for?
Ron: He really cares about you, Gin.
Me: Well, that's too bad for him. It's too late, I have a boyfriend.
Hermione: He loves you, Ginny.
I am silent for a moment. Then I see the man of the hour-Draco.
Me: No he doesn't. He only loves the past and himself.
And I run to Draco, who seizes me and begins snogging me right there.
Ron and Hermione look sadly at me, with disappointment and disgust written all over their faces, and then they walk away. Draco pushes me and himself into a cupboard nearby.
Draco's hand begins inching up my thigh…
I push his hand away.
Me: No, Draco!
Draco: Why not? I could put a Silencing Charm on here, or maybe we could just go to my room for the night, hottie.
Me: No! I don't want to.
Draco: What? Why not? It'll be fun…
Me: I'm not a slut! I said no.
Draco: Ahh…you're a virgin.
Me: What is I am? I still said NO!
Draco: Come on, Weasley, it'll be really fun…something new for you.
Me: No! I said No! Can't you get that into your head?
Draco: Well, okay then, Weasley, Goodbye.
And he leaves.
Then I went to the library to study and do my homework. And there was Harry, sitting there, looking really blue. (not literally)
His clothes were falling loosely around his frame, dark shadows were under his eyes, and his emerald eyes were dull and sunken.
God that made me feel so horrible!
I managed to ignore it and I started on my homework.
After a few minutes, Harry slouched out of the library, his bookbag slung over his now spindly shoulder.
Arghh…finally!
I finished my homework and went to find my boyfriend.
I finally found him…
In a corridor…
With another girl…
Named Pansy Parkinson…
Doing something not good.
Her shirt was half unbuttoned and his shirt was completely off.
Me: OH MY GOD! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!
Draco: It's not what it seems!
Me: It's not what it seems? What else could it be, ferret? We're through!!!
Malfoy: Fine!
And he grabs Parkinson's hand and his shirt and hurries away.
So here I am, my former friends are hating me, I made Harry Potter lose his will to live, I dated Malfoy, snogged him, and then caught him with another girl.
I feel like such a horrible person.
Maybe I am a horrible person…
What am I going to do?
Maybe I should apologize to Harry….say that we still can be friends or something…
Yeah, I'll do that.
And then Rona and Hermione won't be mad anymore because then Harry won't be suicidal.
My other friends (Juliet, Anne, and Lori) will talk to me again because I'm no longer with Malfoy!
Brilliant!!
The genius in me has risen again!!!
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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter.
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Responses:
FREAKSHOW1: cool! Ai! But this is a H/G fic, there was a little D/G, but now it's over!! Poor infinity! I'm for H/G and Hr/R, too, but I needed to put something exciting in this fic;)! Bye! Thanks for reading and reviewing!!!
Ami-Gryffindor89: Yeah, they are like Lily and James…very much, actually! Thanks!!!
ElizabethMM: Thanks! Yeah? She remind you of yourself? Hmm…interesting!!!
Sarahamanda: Draco is in the story because he makes it sort of more interesting;) but now it's over!!
Hp-Marije666: okidokipoki!
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