October 17, 2004

I'm pathetic.  I really am.  I still haven't had the courage to talk to Harry. 

Of course, he's doing much better now, with girls all around him. 

Ron and Hermione forced him to eat, and he's been practicing Quidditch a lot, so he's got a lot of muscles now. 

And with him eating again, he looks as if he was a movie star.  No wonder the girls are all around him. 

 He's also starting this annoying habit of boasting about his Quidditch. 

Of course, I shouldn't be talking.  I've been such a horrible person.  Dating Malfoy…what was I thinking?  The sick bastard.

My friends are talking to me again.  Yay!  Ron and Hermione are talking to me, but they're kinda distant.  I think I would be the same, after what I've done.

I wish I could turn back time and never break up with Harry.  It was like Heaven. 

But then I messed it all up.

I guess the only thing to do is move on.  I have no other choice.  I'll just not talk to Harry, I guess.  I'm fine with my friends and I'll probably find some other guy. 

I hope.

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October 20, 2004

Harry has started to try and impress me.  He's showing off in corridors, talking really loudly while I'm around and flirting with all the girls around him.

I asked Hermione and Ron what the hell he was doing, and they just shrugged. 

"He looks happy." Said Hermione.

"Yeah, I mean, look at him!" said Ron.

He was smiling his wonderful smile and talking flirtatiously with the simpering girls around him.  Did I just see Lavender and Parvati?  And Susan Bones?  And…is that Lori?

I dragged her away and demanded an explanation.

Starry-eyed Lori explained that 'he's really hot and smart, you know.  Too bad you broke up with him.' And she tugged away and went back to Harry.

Yes, too bad I broke up with him.  I wish I really hadn't now.  But seeing him like this…I don't know.  He seems so arrogant. 

Anyways, I can do without him, no problemo.  I'll find someone else, I know I will. 

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October 22, 2004

Guess who asked me out…Lawrence Pett!  And guess what I said…Yes! 

I mean, I don't really know him all that well, but he's really cute and seems really nice.  He's in Ravenclaw, my year. 

I told you, diary, that I could forget whats-his-name Potter. 

Okay, maybe I still dream about him, but there's nothing wrong with that!  Lawrence and I have only started dating yesterday, so I still have to see him a couple of days to memorize his face and everything and then I can dream about him.

Harry tol…er…why did I write that name?  I mean Lawrence of course.  Well, he told me that his girlfriend, Jenny or something, left him for Harry. 

Isn't that just plain evil?  I think it is.  I mean, Harry already has all those girls, and then she dumps her boyfriend for him.

What a bitch!

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Yeah, I know, it's been long since I updated.  I've changed the title by the way…

This is going to be sort of like a Lily-James fic, except it's Ginny-Harry.  I hope you like my idea!

Disclaimer:  I do not own Harry Potter.