I couldn't fight it, the monster was too strong. It got to the point where I couldn't even move… so all I did was lie there and try not to cry. I was so scared…
But maybe I can see them all now. The monster had no friends… and no family that cared about it. I have all of that, I always did. I hope I get to see them again now… be where they are. I just feel sorry for the guy I left behind. Whatever its name was… I pity you. I know I was afraid before, but I don't need to be now. You don't scare me anymore, you can't. You don't have anything to scare me with… And you don't have anyone to watch you scare me. But you think you do. You think Kold cares about you, but he doesn't. I know that now and I'm glad you killed me. I'm glad you took me away from him and sent me to be with everyone else, Vegeta and my mother. I'm just sorry I had to leave you behind all by yourself…
Goodbye.
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Take your pity back, I don't want it.
Who does it think I am? I'm not a charity case, and I don't appreciate being treated like one. I don't care what my father thinks of me, I already know. And I don't care that my mother's dead, nor do I care that the saiyan is dead too – why should I, I'm the one that killed him. The only thing I care about is making sure this whole pathetic battle against whoever that monkey was doesn't happen again. Things will change now that I have my memories back, it'll go back to how I was before. There's a lot to be done in the physical world now that my head is sorted out. First of all, I need to finish off that Goku. He's the reason all this happened in the first place and I'm going to make sure he gets what he deserves. Father and I can go to Earth tomorrow, I should be fine by then.
And after I've killed Goku I should probably get started on destroying Earth itself – or better still, get Vegeta off the planet so he can see me destroy it. I'm sure he'll appreciate me bringing back old memories for him before he's killed.
In any case there's one thing for certain, this is never happening again. What I absolutely hate more than anything is being confused, and father must think by now that I'm a complete lunatic. Well, I'll show him I'm not.
Who – and in fact, what – was that… mirror creature anyway? Who in their right mind would pity me? Me of all people? And for such bizarre reasons. Family, friendship… none of which help you in any way at all and have no more than sentimental value, and I was never a very sentimental person. So take back your pity, whatever you were. It is not wanted here, and I would appreciate it if you didn't come back to bother me again, thank you. Oh yes, and my name isn't "monster."
I'd say something along the lines of "see you soon" but I never want to see you again, so I think a simple "goodbye" will do.
Goodbye, mirror creature. You don't scare me anymore – not that I ever thought you could defeat me anyway, of course.
Lord Frieza
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Part of me won't go away
Everyday reminded how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
Can't live without it so it's senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just live with a gaping hole
Take control of my life
And wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low cause it's part of me
You hardly see right next to the heart of me
Hurting me, the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And I'm sick of this
I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity
I'd rather not even be then the man
That's staring in the mirror through me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me
(Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it)
Once it's been dealt with you
Feel like you've been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Remove the broken parts you know were wrong
And feel the karma when the problem's all gone
And then you start to see another piece of yourself
That you can't let be
And that reason will last fight to free yourself
Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well
And now you know you can choose
To lose the part in your heart
Where your insides bruise
You can live if you're willing to
Put a stop to just what's killing you
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me
Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently
This part of me won't go away, part of me won't go away
Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be
Every time I see myself
There's always something wrong
I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me
I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me
– Part of Me
By Linkin Park
