Oh man I shouldn't be doing this I know I shouldn't be doing this but I have to get this out of my head!! I do not own Yugio-oh and own with the fic!!
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Dirty
She was dirty, no matter how hard she scrubbed the dirt wouldn't fall off. "I can't get it off" she spoke to her self scrubbing harder until her arms where red and raw, some of her skin opening up and bleeding out her crimson liquid. The water continue to beat down her as she slump down to the floor, embracing herself, breathing hard.
The dirt it wouldn't fall of, she knew it was their, she was dirty she would never be clean again. "He took that away from me" she sobbed to herself. The water continue to beat down on her streaming down her bare naked body. Anzu let the tear flow freely while she continued to rub her arms muttering dirty over and over. She closed her eyes as her hands trailed down to her bare chest remembering the way he touched her, grope her and she cried out in resistance. Her hands went down a little further and stop at her lower waist as she gasp out in disgust remembering how he violated her and worst of all took the one thing that she could never have again.
"Dirty………" she muttered to herself clasping her "I'm a slut, I let him….." she cried out hiccupping panic. She got out of the shower, not even bothering to turn it off and she stared at herself in the mirror the water still dripping off of her.
"You dirty, Anzu you're not clean"
Stop it
"Admit it your just a weak slut. You let him do that to you"
I tried to stop him
"No you didn't you stupid girl you let him do it because you enjoyed it, you're nothing but a filthy little bitch" The voice taunted to her. "SHUT-UP!!" She screeched and in a fit of anger grabbed a glass soap container and threw it at the mirror shattering it to millions of pieces. She look at the broken shards of mirror looking at her reflection. A dazed smile appeared at her and she laughed softly to herself.
"That's what I am……I'm shattered……..I'm not who I a" she spoke to her picking one of the shards. She was suddenly fascinated with it how itgleamand how sharp it was. She then dropped it and picked herself up. Tiredly she put a robe around her and left the mess to be cleaned later. She softly went downstairs seeing no one was at home; both of her parents were working over time.
She was so tired , tired of the memories, the nightmore but most of all the dirt that wouldn't wash away she was filth. "He took everything away" she said to herself and she felt her head throbbed remembering that horrible experience, how he tortured her, slowly at first draiwng it out just to hear her cries of pain and agony.
"No, he didn't stop there, did he Anzu? He wanted to shatter you like the weak little girl you are"
Anzu grinded her teeth "Shut up" she growled she hated this voice that mock her constantly she wanted it to shut-up but it was right. "I'm just a empty husk, dirty…." she whispered to herself. She ran and opened the medicine cabinet taking out a bottle of pills. She then broke open her dad's wine case and opened one of the bottles of brandy he had.
"If I'm going to die I might as well have a drink" she said herself chuckling lightly at the little joke she made. She twisted to the cap off and poured out the tiny green pills into the palm of her hand and she looked at them.
"You're to weak and pathectic to go through with it, like you were when he raped you" The voice taunted once again and Anzu grip the bottle "I'll make you shut up once and for all" she snapped and with out a moments noticed, Anzu let all the pills slide into her mouth. She grabbed the brandy and started drinking it as fast as she could. The pills went downlike a rock and her throat was aflame from the Alcohol. Shelooked at the ceiling "No more…no more" she said and her vision turned black.
"No more…….."
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Well, you like? You hate? Well I'm planning to make this into a continuing fic and flames are welcome, sorry to all pro-tea fan don't get me wrong I'm one too but this is a big part of the story so R and R
Y.V.
One more thing …….
MALICE MIZER 4 LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Dirty
She was dirty, no matter how hard she scrubbed the dirt wouldn't fall off. "I can't get it off" she spoke to her self scrubbing harder until her arms where red and raw, some of her skin opening up and bleeding out her crimson liquid. The water continue to beat down her as she slump down to the floor, embracing herself, breathing hard.
The dirt it wouldn't fall of, she knew it was their, she was dirty she would never be clean again. "He took that away from me" she sobbed to herself. The water continue to beat down on her streaming down her bare naked body. Anzu let the tear flow freely while she continued to rub her arms muttering dirty over and over. She closed her eyes as her hands trailed down to her bare chest remembering the way he touched her, grope her and she cried out in resistance. Her hands went down a little further and stop at her lower waist as she gasp out in disgust remembering how he violated her and worst of all took the one thing that she could never have again.
"Dirty………" she muttered to herself clasping her "I'm a slut, I let him….." she cried out hiccupping panic. She got out of the shower, not even bothering to turn it off and she stared at herself in the mirror the water still dripping off of her.
"You dirty, Anzu you're not clean"
Stop it
"Admit it your just a weak slut. You let him do that to you"
I tried to stop him
"No you didn't you stupid girl you let him do it because you enjoyed it, you're nothing but a filthy little bitch" The voice taunted to her. "SHUT-UP!!" She screeched and in a fit of anger grabbed a glass soap container and threw it at the mirror shattering it to millions of pieces. She look at the broken shards of mirror looking at her reflection. A dazed smile appeared at her and she laughed softly to herself.
"That's what I am……I'm shattered……..I'm not who I a" she spoke to her picking one of the shards. She was suddenly fascinated with it how itgleamand how sharp it was. She then dropped it and picked herself up. Tiredly she put a robe around her and left the mess to be cleaned later. She softly went downstairs seeing no one was at home; both of her parents were working over time.
She was so tired , tired of the memories, the nightmore but most of all the dirt that wouldn't wash away she was filth. "He took everything away" she said to herself and she felt her head throbbed remembering that horrible experience, how he tortured her, slowly at first draiwng it out just to hear her cries of pain and agony.
"No, he didn't stop there, did he Anzu? He wanted to shatter you like the weak little girl you are"
Anzu grinded her teeth "Shut up" she growled she hated this voice that mock her constantly she wanted it to shut-up but it was right. "I'm just a empty husk, dirty…." she whispered to herself. She ran and opened the medicine cabinet taking out a bottle of pills. She then broke open her dad's wine case and opened one of the bottles of brandy he had.
"If I'm going to die I might as well have a drink" she said herself chuckling lightly at the little joke she made. She twisted to the cap off and poured out the tiny green pills into the palm of her hand and she looked at them.
"You're to weak and pathectic to go through with it, like you were when he raped you" The voice taunted once again and Anzu grip the bottle "I'll make you shut up once and for all" she snapped and with out a moments noticed, Anzu let all the pills slide into her mouth. She grabbed the brandy and started drinking it as fast as she could. The pills went downlike a rock and her throat was aflame from the Alcohol. Shelooked at the ceiling "No more…no more" she said and her vision turned black.
"No more…….."
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Well, you like? You hate? Well I'm planning to make this into a continuing fic and flames are welcome, sorry to all pro-tea fan don't get me wrong I'm one too but this is a big part of the story so R and R
Y.V.
One more thing …….
MALICE MIZER 4 LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!