Phoebe called Jason for a date..

Phoebe and Jason have been laughing and talking... then there was silence.

Jason: "What's wrong?"

Phoebe: "I need to tell you something"

Jason: "Okay. What is it?"

Phoebe: "You are definitely gonna be shocked but don't question it coz I'm not sure I can explain."

Jason: "Ookay" (In a suspicious tone)

Phoebe: "I have a daughter her name is Asha and she lives with her father whom I thought is dead but clearly I was wrong." (Phoebe said feeling a relief after saying so.)

Jason inhaled and sighed. Phoebe could feel Jason's shockness. Again silence took place for some minutes. Then Phoebe smiled as she sees Jason smiled, and she could feel that it was alright with him.

Jason: "So... where can I meet Asha?" (said Jason cheerfully)

Phoebe: "Well... you see... I haven't told her about you yet."

Jason: "And how does her father think about this?"

Phoebe: "He has his own life now... it's okay with him...he has moved on." Saying the last phrase was something that just slipped out, and it hurts. She felt so hurt thinking about it.

9 days after...

"Hello!" said Piper as she answered the phone. "Hey, uhh.. Piper, is Phoebe there?" said the person on the other line. "Wait a sec. Phoebe! Jason's on the phone!" Piper called.

"Hey Jason!"

"Pheebs... I've been trying to contact you, are you avoiding me?"

"No, of course not, I was just busy!" Phoebe lied. Because truthfully, she has been trying to avoid everyone since that night. That night when, out of the blue, it came out of her lips. 'He has moved on' not sure why, but she felt confused and hurt.

"Well can I see you later, I'm leaving for Hongkong tonight"

"I can't my daughter is coming over" "Then that's even better, I could finally meet her!"

"Jason, I don't think this is the right time."

"Well, I'll see you when I come back okay."

"Okay take care"

"I will... I love you" said Jason

(ding dong.... the door bell rang)

Phoebe not knowing what to say and hearing the doorbell she made it as her excuse. "Oh, hey gotta go they're here!" with that she hung up.

It's been 2 months and Phoebe has been avoiding Jason and fighting her feeling for Cole.

Phoebe is upstairs in her room when Paige burst in. "Hey, Pheebs Jason's downstairs" "Jason??" asked phoebe in surprise, "I didn't know he was coming over tonight."

"You would have if you at least took one of the million times he called"

Phoebe motioning to leave the room. "Wait Pheebs, after you talk could you help me on something?" asked Paige

"What's that?"

"I'm trying to think of a birthday gift for Matt... I can't decide what to give!"

Phoebe nodded, happy for her sister. She could feel how much Paige likes this guy, and she's really glad for her.

"Why didn't you tell me you were coming?" asked Phoebe as she entered the living room

"Why have you been avoiding me?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Why don't you return my calls and won't even go out with me?"

"I am busy and I have a daughter to visit mister!"

Piper was about to enter the living room with a juice and biscuit for Jason when she heard the rising of voices from the room where Phoebe is.

"Don't use her as an excuse"

"I am not"

"Then stop avoiding me"

"Again I am not avoiding you"

"Please Phoebe! I am not stupid"

"Why are you doing this to me"

"I think I should be the one asking that question. What's wrong with us Phoebe?" Jason asked lowering the volume of his voice.

"Nothing" said Phoebe without lowering the volume. Phoebe could see Jason's puzzled look. "It's not us Jason, it's me" said Phoebe as her volume lowered and she took a seat.

"I - - I" Phoebe stammered

"Don't you love me anymore?" Jason asked, not really wanting to hear the answer. Phoebe could feel Jason's pain but just for a second because her real feeling are much stronger and therefore taking over.

With her head looking at the floor, she can't bare to look him in the eye... "Well it's not that I don't love you anymore it's just that... I love somebody else" there she has said it. Finally she has accepted the feeling she has tried to forget, deny and fight but cannot fool her self any longer.

Phoebe felt Jason's pain and even she got hurt admitting it, thinking about what they had, but the feeling of relief, of finally accepting it... is more than enough she can ask for.

Jason left without a word. Piper and Paige entered the room to give their sister a hug after they heard the loud argument.

"Are you okay?" asked Paige

Phoebe has tears in her eyes but she managed to smile. "Of course"

Piper looked puzzled. Phoebe could feel it so she faced Piper. "Well you guys have told me before and now I finally admit it to myself. I love him, I really love him." With a smile she gave her sisters a hug.