Part XVI
Hawk of Heaven
So it was. He had come to this place the long way about, and before he knew it, had become part of a legend.
When the rift in the sky closed, the shaking and tremors stopped, sparing the city of Nekhet from catastrophe. The Stairway, however, was not so fortunate. Pippin and Maglor climbed up through the rockslide that had been the south face of the structure to find Bangshar and Zeah leaning on each other. They continued past the wide-eyed stares of the onlookers who had there been gathered, Pippin hearing the soft cries of the Nekheti: Harekht, Harekht, the Hawk of Heaven is come.
"What are they talking about?" he asked under his breath to Zeah. But Zeah was still weak, and shook her head.
"I'm sorry!" said Pippin. "What do you need?"
"I think she is only tired," Bangshar said. "Don't worry. I have her."
Pippin could see that. He was surprised and happy to see Bangshar alive, and little worse for wear, which was more than could be said of the moving statues he had fought. He smiled and nodded at his old shipmate, and was not aware that he had clenched his jaw until it began to hurt.
They went out into a sandy courtyard south of the Stairway a safe distance from the main structure. The groaning of stone and cracking of brick had accompanied them out of the chamber, and now they stood and beheld the collapse of the structure, its walls too steep and too damaged by the rift to continue to support itself. Whatever other mysteries Alatar had kept within his mechanism was now buried along with the dust of his physical form, the body of the cursed and redeemed Osyr, and the serpent Akek.
"All's well that ends well," Pippin said quietly, though he was certain not everything had ended yet. Harekht, Harekht he could hear around him. The Nekheti certainly could fix their attention on a person when they wanted to.
It was there that Mery and Asouk, riding up from the city with Yses upon the Queen's chariot, found them, and it was there that once again Pippin was reunited with his most trusted friend in Far Harad.
"Razar," Asouk said warmly.
"You were right," Pippin replied. "We would see each other again."
"And so we have." Asouk examined him. "You are glowing."
"Am I?" Pippin asked. He hadn't realized it. The touch of a Silmaril was not easily doffed, it seemed. "Well," he said to Asouk, "you should have seen me earlier. I was shining," he added cheekily.
"Shining?"
Pippin told him what happened. Maglor and then Zeah, who had recovered some strength, expounded on the events. As they listened, Yses and Mery grew pale and then flushed and their eyes grew wide as orbs.
"So the Noonstar is … gone?" Yses asked.
"It was assumed into the heavens," Maglor said with a tone of finality. "If it will be found again, it will not be here."
Yses nodded. "So we have come to the end of Nekhet as it has always been," she said sadly. "Woe unto me to lose both husband and home all in one day …"
Mery came to support her. Asouk said, "Have no fear that we intend to remain. I came here not to conquer." Hoz said nothing.
Pippin, moved by the sorrow of the beautiful queen in her warrior's garb, went to her and knelt on one knee. "My lady," he said as a knight of Gondor should, "I pledge all my strength and ability to help you rebuild your city and your land anew. Every end is also the start of a new beginning." He added, "I'll stay as long as it takes."
Yses approached him, tall and stately despite the stains of war upon her white dress. She bent down and touched Pippin's shoulder. "You have already done more than I could have asked, Peregrin son of Paladin. Your deeds against Sehty and Seht himself have become a tale growing into legend swift as the river's flood. It is we who should thank you for your part in the deeds of this day."
"I only did what I thought I had to do," Pippin protested.
Yses smiled. Then she rose, and held out her right hand to Mery. Mery approached with a small golden rod, bent at one end, and tipped there with a small feather. Yses took it and crossed her bent arm across her chest, and then extended her arm and held the tip of the rod with the feather above Pippin's tousled curls of chestnut and gold.
"This is Peregrin, the Falcon of the West," she said solemnly, in a great voice. "Vanquisher of Seht, foe of Al-Atar, who touched the Star and shone with the light of the Sun and the Moon. May he ever be recalled by all who dwell in the Valley, through all the ages as long as the gods are honored. In the name of Harekht the Hawk of Heaven, I say this, Yses, Queen of Nekhet."
And from the Nekheti gathered came the acclamation, ringing in the clearing air of a coming evening: "The Falcon of the West!"
"O Sihorunebi m'Hobengo!" Asouk shouted, and the Bani nearby took up the shout.
Hoz and Zeah and the Erites said nothing, but bowed to Pippin.
Bangshar winked and did so too.
Pippin realized he was shaking. Me? All for me? He began to smile, filled with pride.
"I shall make a song about this," Maglor said.
Suddenly Pippin found himself thinking of the Field of Cormallen. Hail the Ringbearer, he thought, seeing Frodo's pale, pensive face amid all the adulation. The haunted old-wise eyes like tumbled bits of sky. His pulse quickened, his temples throbbed, and he began to sweat from every pore of his skin.
He whistled for Swallow, who came like a sable bolt from wherever she had waited. With a smile and a stuttered "Excuse me, thank you all, I need to … see to … something," he climbed up onto the filly's back and was off like a thief in the night.
"Where is he going?" Mery wondered aloud.
Asouk sighed shortly. So did Zeah.
2.
"You cannot hide from them forever," Asouk advised him.
They were in the chambers provided for Pippin by Yses in the Queen's House. Pippin has asked for a small room in the smaller House rather than in the grand King's House that now stood empty. The Queen's House was more familiar, and much more like a home than a court. The room was similar to the one he had first woken up in, when he had been taken to Nekhet: painted walls, high carven bed, simple table with earthen vessels, and a pair of long, narrow windows, at one of which he now stood, peering out.
"They're still there," he sighed to Asouk, speaking about the small crowd of Nekheti and Bani who daily gathered in the court by his window, hoping for a glimpse of him. Sometimes one of the priests of Nekhet would lead them in chants to Harekht.
"It's just like what happened with my cousin Frodo after the War of the Ring," Pippin said. "Everywhere he went, it was Hail Ringbearer this, Our Savior that; he ended up shutting himself in his room writing his book."
"I would like to read your cousin's book."
"I'll have a copy made," Pippin offered offhandedly. He looked back out the window and winced. "I hear Maglor, that Elf? He's going about the city singing about what happened. All too flattering of me too. He's just making it worse." He sighed. "They don't really think I'm a god, do they?"
Asouk shrugged. "They saw their city come to the brink of destruction under the rule of a dark and evil force. They saw you defeat him. They already have a story of how this Harekht battled Seht for rule over the world. It has only been confirmed by what they saw with their own eyes."
"They did not see it with their own eyes," Pippin averred. "They heard it from someone, who heard it from someone, who heard it in turn from someone standing on the rubble of the Stairway not knowing what they were seeing." He shook his head. "I don't mind adulation, not at all," he said, stepping away from the window, "but veneration is another thing entirely."
He went and joined Asouk at the table, where the remains of a small breakfast lay unconsumed. Pippin hopped up onto the table, picked up a crust of bread, and chewed it, swinging his legs absentmindedly as he used to do as a lad.
"Do you think the Queen and Mery are in love?" he asked.
"Love may have little to do with it," Asouk answered. Pippin offered him a piece of bread and he took it and chewed it carefully and swallowed before continuing. "Yses is now alone, and although she is a great woman, ruling queens seem as rare in the history of the Valley as they are anywhere else in Far Harad. Mery is the captain who remained loyal to her. If she wishes to reward him for that, so be it."
"I hear she plans on making him vizier," Pippin shared. "I hear the King's Guard isn't too happy about that."
"The battle between the two regiments was hard," Asouk said, "and wasteful. Good blood was spilled, and bad blood kept."
"What if she marries him? And makes him Phar?"
"It has been known to happen. There will be some strife yet in the Valley, I think. I hope not to have anything to do with it. Once the city is rebuilt, I shall lead my people hence, all who wish to return to the Plains."
Asouk's face was firm, even stern, and commanding. Pippin looking at him thought of the grave and intimidating pirate's mate he had met many months ago, and was filled with affection and admiration for his friend. He was always pleasantly surprised at the hidden greatness that could be revealed in the unlikeliest of individuals.
Asouk said, "I truly think there is affection between them."
"Who?"
"Yses and Mery."
"Oh, yes. Do you?"
"It isn't difficult to see, Razar. The captain is devoted to his mistress, that is clear as the sun. The Queen, for her part, responds to this devotion. It has been my experience …"
Pippin leaned back onto the table and clasped his hands together behind his head and looked up at Asouk. "What has been your experience, Asouk?" he asked in mock seriousness, earning a smile from his friend.
"My experience," said Asouk, swatting at Pippin as if he were a pest ("Ow!") "is that women value one thing most: the constant devotion and loyalty of a man. The man who gives his heart completely often wins a woman's heart in return."
He allowed Pippin to consider that for a moment. In a while they heard chanting begin under the window from the people gathered outside. Pippin groaned, covered his face, and turned away.
"Hiding yourself away only makes them more convinced that they are correct about you," Asouk advised. "Before long you'll find you have become a legend attached to this old myth."
From his position Pippin uttered another groan.
"And who knows," Asouk added further; "perhaps in a way they are right."
Pippin bolted upright. "Don't you start!"
"It seems you were led here from before you began your journey," Asouk pointed out. "And in your company I have seen many wonders, great and small. If the people of the Valley say that the Hawk of Heaven came to deliver them from the darkness of Seht; if my people say that the Rainmaker came to deliver them from the Eye; and you, in your own way, did these things in fact; would we not have cause to think there is some fate that led you here, to accomplish these things? You have lived up to your name, Razanur, traveler in distant lands. Perhaps you were led here. Perhaps none of this could have come to pass without your presence."
"Perhaps the sun's gotten to you."
"Razar …"
Irritably Pippin nodded. "Yes, yes; when you put it that way, I suppose it looks like I was doomed to come here." He wriggled his furry toes. "And doomed to go whence …?" he added under his breath.
Then he darted a sly glance at Asouk. "I thought you didn't believe in any of this stuff. Divine intervention. Impossible occurrences."
Asouk gazed back at him for a while. Then he said, "Impossible things happen sometimes. I've seen them."
Recognizing his own words, Pippin blushed, and fell silent, and listened again to the hymns to Harekht.
Zeah walked down the corridor in the Queen's House leading to Pippin's room bearing a bowl of figs.
"Greetings, Zeah."
She glanced at Bangshar, who had appeared from a side alcove. "Good morning," she replied. "Were you waiting in ambush for me?"
"Only a fool would try to put one over on you," the Easterling replied.
"Put one over?"
"Trick you."
Zeah smiled. "Only one would dare try," she said, and increased her pace.
Bangshar kept up. "Is that breakfast?"
"Yes."
"That is a lot of fruit for such a slim young woman."
Zeah stopped and turned, her lips curled up at the corners. "Corsair, is there something you seek from me?"
Bangshar's face flushed. " … I'm sorry," he said. "I shall not bother you anymore." He bowed and left.
Zeah bit her lip. She exhaled shortly, and resumed her course.
She ran into Pippin.
"Pippin," she said, flustered.
"Hello, Zeah," Pippin greeted her. He looked at the food. "What's this?"
"Breakfast."
Pippin beamed. "Lovely! Actually I've already had breakfast, but it's very kind of you to send me second breakfast."
"Second breakfast?"
"All this time I never explained about second breakfast?" Pippin took the bowl in one hand and Zeah's arm in another and gently steered her back the way she came. "I'm on my way to see the Queen. Why don't you come with me?"
"My head aches."
"I've heard that before."
"Do not mind me," she said. "I shall come to you later."
"You will?" Pippin asked in hopeful surprise.
Zeah gave him a look. "To visit."
"Oh," said Pippin meekly. "Yes, please do." He frowned as he watched her go, then put it out of his mind and went back about his business.
Yses was in the Temple grounds, he was told, supervising the repairs of the old building scorched by fire during the battle. Pippin pulled his cloak close about him and did his best to remain unnoticed and unseen as he crossed the empty courtyards and pillared lanes that led from the Queen's House to the Temple grounds. But now he was seen. Nekheti chased after him asking for a blessing or a touch of his cloak. Pippin ran for his life until he could hide himself behind a carved stone and wait for the crowd to rush by before being able to continue on his way to the Temple.
The site was noisy with building work. Pippin found Yses with Mery, architects, and priests under a feathered canopy at one corner of the Temple Court. The Queen looked up as he jogged over and smiled and reached out for him.
"Razar," said Yses. "I am glad you are here. Come and see the great things we are creating."
Pippin allowed her to lead him to the canopy. A model for a larger Temple stood on the table, next to reed scrolls containing diagrams and images. He smiled at Mery and more uncertainly nodded at the architect and the priests, who were peering at him with probing eyes.
"Ma'am," he said, "I was hoping to speak with you."
"Let me show you what we are doing," Yses said. "Then we shall talk. You see, with the help of the Plainsmen and the fresh start we were given, we shall build a Temple to surpass the old one that burned. It shall be of brick and sheathed all in white limestone, shining in the sun like a new Star. A four-sided column tapering to a point shall stand there, where the old Altar was, and upon it shall be written the great events of recent days, especially your hand in them. How does that suit you?"
"That's actually, ah, what I wanted to speak with you about," Pippin said. He glanced at the others, and then asked, "May I speak with you in private, ma'am? For just a moment? I promise it won't take long."
Yses looked nonplussed, but nodded. "Certainly, Pippin. Captain, supervise," she added to Mery.
They strolled down to the river, Queen's Guards at a distance. "What may I do for you, Pippin?" asked Yses.
Pippin held his breath, and then said, "It's the people, Your Majesty, to be perfectly honest. The way they look at me."
"Has anyone been discourteous?" demanded Yses.
"No, no, not at all. It's not that. Quite the opposite, in fact." He paused, and then said, "The things you said about me, on the day of the battle, back at the Stairway. I don't mean to be a bother, and I am exceedingly grateful and gratified for all the favors you've showered on me—no hobbit would say no to comforts!" He laughed nervously. "But a hobbit would say 'wait a moment' when it comes to the kind of attention I've been getting."
"But Razar. They wish to honor you. You are a hero to three nations for defeating Seht."
Pippin shook his head. "That was just an enchanted statue." He stopped, and looked the Queen straight up in the eye. "I don't want to be treated as anything other than what I am: a hobbit and traveler, who did what he felt he had to do, and managed to make it out of that mess alive. Please, if you can, stop people from calling me Harekht. I'm just Pippin."
Yses listened and then shook her head fondly. "It both warms my heart, and perplexes my mind, that one so honored would be so uncomfortable with the praise that the people feel is his due. But let it be as you say. I shall decree that you shall no longer be addressed, admired, emulated, venerated or adored, in the bounds of the Valley. Will that be agreeable to you?"
Pippin smiled, embarrassed by her humor. "Yes," he said. "I am happy to be of service, milady. I don't mean to say not. I still hope to help you in whatever you need to do here, before I go."
"Ah," said Yses. "Yes. Do you plan to leave soon?"
"Soon enough," Pippin replied. "I expect Zeah will be wanting to go back to her people now she's almost well, and Bangshar will ride with me to Umbar and then east. I plan to take the long route back to the lands of the West, around the bay to the north of here."
"I have no knowledge of lands to the north, and the city of Umbar is but a rumor to me," said Yses. "But if that is your road then so be it."
"Thank you, Your Majesty," Pippin said, bowing, thinking he was dismissed.
"But before you leave, there is a task I would ask you to do."
"What is your bidding, ma'am?" Pippin asked formally.
Yses explained.
3.
Zeah coughed as a mound of dust rose from the codexes she carried, removing them from their shelves blackened with age and bringing them down to the table where, surrounded by scrolls, ink, books and scribes, Pippin sat reading aloud.
"Here are the last of the records," she said.
"Stop!" Pippin said in Nekheti, one of the words he'd learned, and the scribes ceased their work, or went on to filling in some of their notes into fuller pictures and diagrams. Making sure they truly had all ceased, Pippin said to Zeah, "I can't believe I'm nearly done."
Zeah gazed at the piles of writings upon the long, low table. "You have been more dedicated to this task than I could ever have given you credit for, Pippin," she admitted in admiration. "I could not have found the patience to read aloud all the writings left behind by the men of the sea who founded this kingdom. You are quite a scholar."
Pippin shook his head. "I'm no scholar, unless scholarship is being able to read something aloud. Yses asked me if I could help transcribe the Númenórean records in Tengwar and Cirth into spoken Adunaic, so the scribes could translate it into Nekheti. I, of course, said yes without even thinking about it, because that's what I do."
"I have noticed."
"Have you. So here I've been. Reading harvest records, battle records, construction texts, chronologies, births and deaths, wars and treaties …" He groaned and rubbed his eyes. "Three weeks. Can you believe it? And we can't do this outside because the sunlight would destroy the old texts." He looked around the dim hall of records and sighed. "But it's important work, I know. And there are some wonderful stories, real and imagined, in here … someone has to make sure they're retold and remembered." He sighed. "What time is it?"
"Late afternoon."
"Teatime!" Pippin cried. "That tears it. You all—I'm going to have some tea," he said to the scribes.
The scribes frowned at him.
"I shall go hence and take a morsel to strengthen myself," Pippin said in Adunaic. "Do you also the same."
Pleased, the scribes praised his name, folded their tablets and rolled their scrolls, and filed out of the room.
Zeah rolled her eyes. "You are a kind and generous god."
"Aren't I, though." Pippin let out a clean breath and hopped off his stool. He stretched, yawned, and rubbed his belly. "Mm," he said. "Have tea with me?"
"It is coffee and cakes in the terrace," Zeah informed him. "I would be happy to join you … if you do not mind that Bangshar joins us."
"Bangshar?" Pippin repeated, following Zeah to the door and into the courtyard of the King's House. "Why is he joining us?"
"Because he is your friend, he is the Queen's guest," said Zeah, "and I asked him to." She became serious. "There is something I want to say to both of you."
Pippin stopped. He looked at Zeah with new understanding. "You like him," he said.
Zeah also stopped, and turned, and nodded. "I do, Pippin."
"I know he likes you," Pippin went on, feeling himself flush. "I didn't know you returned his feelings."
Zeah paused before replying. When she did, her eyes were fierce and her tone brittle. "I am not certain yet, but I think that may be. He is … kind, and does not try to stifle me. I like that. That is why I wished to spend some more time with him. To see what lies between us, if anything."
Zeah looked around. They were in a brightly lit path in the middle of the King's House courtyard. "This is not the place to speak about this. Come. Let us talk over a meal." She firmly squeezed Pippin's hand and without another word he followed her.
A small carpet was laid upon a terrace near the chambers Pippin kept in the Queen's House. Upon it were plates of small cakes, some fruit, and flagons of water, as well as a pot of fragrant coffee brewed from beans Zeah had produced from some Erite stores. Bangshar was there, waiting for them. He smiled and poured them cups, but noticed their expressions.
"Should I go?" he asked them, glancing from Zeah to Pippin.
It was Pippin who answered. "No," he said. "She wants to say something."
Bangshar sat back on a cushion, and then looked hopefully at Zeah.
Zeah sat down gracefully, and then began to unwind her veil and headscarf. Length after length of sheer black cloth folded into her hands until her hair, neatly bound back behind her, was clearly visible. Deftly she flung the folds back over her head and let them settle there, her face open to them both.
"I am a woman unsworn to any man, except the prophet of Er, my father," she began. "For many years, since I was forsworn by my husband, I have chosen my own companions, and I have made my own path in the world. I have been happy so. Happy enough."
Bangshar made to rise. "I really should go."
"Please." Zeah touched his arm. "Stay." The Easterling did as he was bid, flushing so red Pippin almost smiled.
"Thank you," said Zeah. She took her cup and sipped. "As I said, I thought I was a happy woman, and free. And I looked with scorn upon those girls of my acquaintance who were kept by husbands, and worn down by children, their world circumscribed by the pegs that held their husbands' tents. I was not them. I had a horse, and wide spaces, and I rode them all as they came to me."
She sighed, and seemed older than her twenty-some years. "Yet I rode them alone."
Zeah's glance fell on Pippin. "I thought I could go through life without needing to stop for more than a moment; fall for a passing traveler, and then move on.
"But you cannot do that all your life. There are distances that cannot be surmounted on a steed, and challenges that do not fall to swords. I dreamed of a man who would be worthy of me. A man who would not chain me, but bind himself to me, and be my mate in all things. A man who would stay."
Zeah rose, and looked long and openly at Bangshar, who had turned both white and hopeful, as if he had come upon a ship laden to overflowing with pearls. But she went to Pippin, whose red-gold head was bowed, and who was struggling to contain himself.
"Do you see, dear one?" she said to him, cupping a cheek and an ear in her palm. "This is what I learned from our time together. And we are much alike. Do you not think I have found wisdom, in what I have now said?"
Pippin looked into her face, and her beautiful eyes, and her resemblance to his wife, in manner and hopes and speech, was unmistakable.
He hugged her. She held him, feeling him cry. To her surprise, the hobbit began to laugh instead. Pippin pulled away and looked up at her, and his face was one bright shining smile.
He swiveled around and said to Bangshar, "So I guess you're not leaving with me?"
Bangshar could only stare at them, befuddled but not displeased.
When Pippin finished with the transcriptions and translations, after nearly five weeks of work, he presented the completed works to Yses and her court with all the scribes. "May this be a credit to the library of the City of the Hawk," he said formally, "that the lore and learning of the past be preserved into the age to come."
Afterward he joined Yses and Mery at a meal of celebration. "I have seen some of the papers," said Mery. "It is great work you have done for us, Peregrin. I dare say it is almost as great as what you did against Sehty."
"I was pleased to do it," Pippin said good-naturedly, then grew almost serious. "I admit at first I didn't know what I had gotten myself into," he told them, remembering. "I was never good with books or scholarship of any kind until more recent years, when I started to comb through the libraries of the Shire for lore about Númenor and Far Harad. There's precious little of it, and a lot of it like the old texts you showed me: brittle, or water-stained, or moldering, all sorts like that. I never knew what sort of treasures of knowledge and wisdom could be found in old books like that, until the Queen gave me the task. Even the dullest list of records had meaning, if I looked for it hard enough."
"Perhaps when you return to your home, you can do for your land what you have done for us," said Yses warmly. "Save old books and old scrolls, old wisdom, for the age to come."
"A library," said Mery.
Pippin smiled, not the ingenuous smile of his youth, but a deeper, wiser one, filled with the hope of satisfaction in a task that asked to be done well.
"I think that's a good idea," he said thoughtfully.
4.
So it came to pass, that the rebuilding of the Temple of Nekhet was completed by the rising of the last moon of the year that in the West was called the 10th of the Fourth Age of the world, or 1431, Shire reckoning. And the Temple was of brick sheathed in white limestone, and it shone like a trove of silver and pearl in the sunlight, bright as the Star that had gone.
Peregrin Took, traveler through distant lands, stood with Zeah of the Erites, and Bangshar of the East, and Asouk king of Ngiranimo chief of the Bani, and Maglor the Elf, who sang a song of purification; and they came to Yses Queen of Nekhet, to honor Osyr her husband, and send him into the Afterlife, at dawn.
And ere dawn came Yses raised a crooked stick, and held it to the lips of an image of the Phar wrought in gold; and so the Nekheti believed that the mouth of the body of the king was opened, and his spirit flew free, into the shadowed waters of the dead.
Then Yses the Queen declared, "Behold the Temple of Harekht!" as the hour of the rising of sun came, and there was light on the horizon.
The light reached across the desert and down a cleft in the eastern cliff, and illuminated the Temple by a pair of windows at both ends of its length; and the great images on its sides were revealed: a hawk, bearing the golden disk of the Sun upon its head, and the black and silver boat of the Moon in its talons; and a Star shone within its breast.
And Pippin saw it, and clapped a hand on his brow and groaned, making Asouk and Zeah giggle.
Pippin stood upon the black mud of the bank of the River where he had first set foot upon Nekheti soil, and let the warm breeze from the north waft his hair and cloak.
He was going home. He had done everything he had hoped to do, accomplished everything he had decided—and, considering he had hoped for little and decided nothing, also achieved much, much more. He was ready. Home, he had discovered, was not a place on a map but in the heart. No matter where he wandered, he would always find it there.
On the way back to the Shire from Minas Tirith, the hobbits and Gandalf has stopped by Rivendell, to see Bilbo again. Pippin had been fearful of what shape they'd find the old hobbit to be in, and when he saw him, he was saddened by what age had wrought on his childhood hero. But Bilbo had been happy to see them all again, especially Frodo, and Frodo certainly comforted Bilbo and cared for him while they lingered there.
When after a fortnight Frodo decided it was time to leave, Bilbo gathered them to his chambers to give them parting gifts. Pippin, ever eager, found himself surprised by melancholy as he watched Bilbo putter around, a grey and wrinkled hobbit as old as the books that surrounded him.
Bilbo had given gifts and advice to Frodo, and a bit of gold to Sam, for his "marriage", which made Pippin wonder and Merry smile. When their turn came Bilbo had nothing to give them but some advice.
Pippin felt a bit nervous, stepping forward, a tall young soldier-lad not yet of age, towering over the aged adventurer, wondering what he would say. But there was a twinkle in Bilbo's blue eyes, bright and young, as he spoke.
"Peregrin Took," said Bilbo, as if it were a title and not a name. "You are a journeyer now, and a Took indeed. Do not scorn hobbits who stay at home. They may not the will to set out from their little lives, or if they do, they may not have the chance, burdened by cares and responsibilities you do not know. That doesn't mean they have not wondered what the road is like around the corner, and hoped for someone to tell them. You were once like that. Now you know. So tell them."
And instead of a kiss, he placed his weathered hand on Pippin's forehead, as Merry and Sam and Frodo watched. "Bless you, Pip," said Bilbo, and Frodo nodded and approved.
Then Bilbo winked. "Don't get too big for your hat."
Now, halfway back from a journey that took him almost a world away, Peregrin Took closed his eyes and thought of Bilbo Baggins. "I've done it, cousin Bilbo," Pippin said to the sky. "I've been to the other end of the world. And now I think I'm ready to tell them."
The eastern cliffs across the Valley were reddening in the westering sun as the heat of the day gave way to the long calm twilight of the stars. Pippin walked Swallow along the sands and looked up to gaze at his friends who had come to see him off.
"I will never forget you," said Mery. "May that dagger you carry always recall to you the City of the Hawk."
Pippin nodded. "Goodbye, Captain."
"You are a hero we did not think to look for," said Yses. "Know that the song of the Falcon will always resound in the Valley, until the River flows no more."
Pippin bowed. "I am honored."
"Well," said Bangshar. "Goodbye, mate. When you get to Umbar, stop by the 16th pier. The ship will be docked there. Say hello to the captain for me."
"I will," Pippin said with a smile. "Live long and happy, mate. You've found your treasure and your home."
"I hope the same goes for you, soon," was the reply. Bangshar smiled, and then gave way to Zeah, letting go of her hand.
Zeah gazed down upon Pippin for a long time. Pippin looked back at her. Neither of them said anything. Then Zeah knelt and Pippin embraced her, his cheek pressed against the fabric of her veil.
"Make it right," she whispered fiercely.
"I will."
He came to the black-cloaked form of the Singer. Maglor smiled and held his hand, letting Pippin feel once again the hard, ancient, powerful flesh, and the old and faded scars. "You stepped out of legends," Pippin told him.
"You have stepped into them," Maglor replied. "I shall sing of you."
"And I of you," Pippin promised. They bowed, and parted.
Finally he stood before the tall, immense, dark form of Asouk, his face impassive as always, looking down on him like a giant would gaze upon a child.
Asouk held out a piece of carved ivory. "For your friend Samwise. A piece of oliphaunt's tooth, engraved with the Two Mothers and the thorn tree of the Plains."
Pippin gazed at it in happiness. "He'll love it," he said, tucking it into his vest pocket. "I wish I had a gift to give you."
"You have given me more than enough," Asouk calmly replied. He smiled. "Remember me to the captain should you find him."
"I certainly will."
"Well, then."
Pippin nodded. "Well." He looked down, his tears were so close, and then said, "Thank you, Asouk. For everything."
Asouk nodded. He said: "Razar." And he seized Pippin and lifted him up so that Pippin could throw his arms around the man's shoulders and embrace him there. The tears Pippin held back could be held back no longer.
Farewells complete, Pippin gazed at the people who stood before him. They were not all here; he hoped to see Hoz, at least for a moment, before going on the road to Umbar, and then, perhaps, in the City of the Corsairs, find that ship that he'd called home. But this was the most final of goodbyes, for all that it was first. He would likely not see these people all again, and likely not in this place, between the desert and the river and the valley and the sky.
"Well," he said. "It's been fun!"
They laughed at that.
The Sun slipped behind a dune and the stars blazed out upon the shield of the heavens. Pippin mounted Swallow and seized her reins. His laughter had ceased, but his smile lingered. Swallow was excited, almost skittish, as if she knew a run, a good long run, was ahead of her.
Pippin leaned close to her ear. "Remember those endless roads we'd try, girl?" he crooned. "Let's try and follow them home!" And he told her to run.
Swallow gave a neigh and a kick and then leapt forward into the west, Pippin holding onto her back, his hair and cloak blown back by the speed. Just as he left Pippin gave only one glance back, at a tall man standing against the sky, and a slight young woman whose veils rippled in the wind, both their hands raised in farewell.