As I left Craig's house, I felt a sense of calmness, and happiness. Like everything was finally going to get sorted out and everything would be wonderful, just like I knew it would be. After my happy thoughts, I look up in the sky, soon that happy feeling is drained out. The calmness is replaced with nervousness. The sun is coming up. Ah, god I have no idea what time it is, but the sun is coming up, and that is not a good sign. Quickly I begin to run down the hill to my house.
"Shit, shit, fuck, fuck, this is so bad, so bad, what am I going to say???" I say quietly to myself.
I reach my front door, petrified to walk in. Slowly, I reach for the knob, and walk in.
I walk into the foyer and look through the doorways on my both sides of me, no one in the living room, no T.V. on either. No one in the dining room.. I am way to afraid to check the kitchen, but I don't hear any noise. So I quietly run up the stairs to my bedroom. I begin walking in the hallway thrilled by my sneakiness and good timing! Haha I'm going to fine, I am a master of espionages! I walk down the hall and turn the knob to my room.
"MANUELLA SANTOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Is the only thing I hear as I enter my bedroom door, I see my worst fear looking right at me, my Mother and Father sitting on my bed. Maybe I should rethink my career in espionages?
"Where have you been young lady? You had me and your father worried sick about you, we were ready to call the cops? We look all around the house and you are no where to be found. You don't leave a note? "
"Mamma, Papa, I am really sorry. I got up and early and just wanted to take a little walk before we left, and you know, just to wake me up. I forgot you guys were getting up early, and I thought I would be back before you guys woke up and I didn't think there would be any purpose in leaving you a note." I say, shocked at what I hear myself saying, would they buy it? Is it believable enough, I begin to worry to myself.
"Oh, okay. Well please do not do that again Manny, you had us worried sick!" My Dad yells.
I deeply breathe out, so happy that I made it through.
They leave my room, and I begin to pack my clothes. After a while I get bored and go online. No one is really on, well no one except for J.T.
theJOKER: Ah Manny! How are you this fine day?
Smileygurl: well, I guess I am pretty good J.T. so excited for my trip.
theJOKER: J have fun bring me back something
smileygurl: haha, okay J I will, oh yea I got something to tell you!! Its about me and Craig!
theJOKER: Oh really? I guess your happy, what is it?
Smileygurl: okay, so last night he sent me this email telling me about how much he wants to be with me and how much he loves me and everything. So then I end up talking to him on the phone and I go over to his house and we talk about everything! AHH it looks like everything might actually work out between me and him. Do you have any idea how excited and happy I am J?
TheJOKER: that's wonderful Manny, really I am so happy for you… I hope everything works out this time.
TheJOKER is away.
After mine and J.T.'s quick conversation no one else is on, so I decide to get offline and continue packing. I mean really, this is like the best day of my life? The guy that I am in love with wants to work things out with me and he loves me too, also, im going on a cruise!! Hello, so why do I have this really bad feeling in the pit of my stomach?