I stare at the clock, its 5:30, we are leaving to get to the airport in about an hour to fly to the Florida so we can go on the cruise. The bad feeling in the pit of my stomach has been growing, it has now taken over my entire body, I feel sick to my stomach, and I don't want to move. I'm just sitting on my bed I don't want to move. My phone rings, I wait till the 5th ring to finally go over and pick it up.

"Hello beautiful"

I sit for a second, I didn't bother to look at the caller ID before I picked it up, it sounds like Craig but slightly I don't know different?

"Hey mystery man, who is this?" I reply with a laugh.

"Well I am shocked ::laughs::, it's me CRAIG!" He says and puts his voice back to normal

I smile and my whole body feels warm, and suddenly that bad feeling is totally forgotten and I am so happy.

"Hey hun! Im leaving soon I can't believe it"

" I know you are, that's why I called you, I am kind of tied up right now, im watching Angie and she's sick so there is no way I can come meet you or I would, but I just wanted to tell you to have fun and that I will miss you so much." He says

"Aww baby, thanks I'm going to miss you too! Don't do anything bad either!"
I reply with another laugh

We talk for a few more moments before we hang up as my parents call me down so that we can leave.

On my way to the airport,  I realized how happy I was to be leaving Degrassi. In a way, I wanted to stay here and be with Craig, but then again

I was happy to be away from everyone. Because, the reality of it was, Craig wasn't the only one who needed to figure everything out.