Tooi Kono Machi De

You haven't come back to me. I wish you would. I picture my eyes meeting with yours as I slowly step forward to meet your grasp. Your hands come up to my face to slowly wipe away my tears. You hug me tight while I sob into your chest. You whisper in my ear.

"I'm here now. There is no need for your tears."

You cup my chin within your hand and smile. My tears slowly stop falling as you kiss my forhead. I gaze into your eyes as your face i pulled slowly towards mine. I feel loved. I slowly close my eyes as our lips slowly move towards each other.

But it is all just a dream.. a distant dream.

"Three years, Syaoran. Three years of agonizing pain within in my heart. Do you know how sad i've been?!" I yell out loud.

I bury my face into my pillow and cry. It was never meant to be.

"It was NEVER meant to be damnit! Never! You are in Hong Kong and I'm in Tomoeda. I must move on. You will never come back to me."

I sat up in my bed. It wasn't right for me to cry over something so, so, so small. But how can I say that? It's not anything small. I love you most Syaoran. I was too caught up in myself to realize that you loved me. You worried about me when I would be in trouble. You cared for me when my heart was broken. You were a friend to me, and I didn't know your feelings for me. You confused me when you said you loved me. But I knew I loved you also. You left me, and then you came back. I loved you so much that I didn't care what happened to me if it meant being with you. But again, you left me. This time for three years. I miss you.

.. Did you know I'm still in love with you?


I finally put up a new chapter of this story. Sorry for the long wait. School was getting in the way and I wasn't inspired to write until now. hope you like!

chelsea ann