Ohayo!! Welcome to the 3rd chapter of this wonderful story, well not really a wonderful story, but...an impressive story, nah! I'll leave it as story.

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Here is the summary -

He left her, went back to Hong Kong. She waited, waited, and waited; 15 years and his still not back. Love leaves to laughter and loves leaves to pain. But her laughter disappeared and what was left was only pain.

Little message -

Please excuse my grammar, English isn't my first language, so if I have any mistakes, don't blame me.

Disclaimer -

I don't own CCS Clamp does so don't sue me, oh but I do own the plot!

Keys -

"Talking"

'Thinking'

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[Emphasized words]

{Author note. E.g. E/R}

(Character P.O.V)

~*~ Flashback ~*~



FOREVER IN LOVE WITH YOU

Chapter three.

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(Syaoran P.O.V)

Hi! I am Li Syaoran, and was Sakura's boyfriend, I say [was] because I am now married and have children, okay, before you all come and slaughter me, maybe you should see it from [my] point of view. You see, it all happen on that night when my mother called me. Remember that? Then I gave Sakura that necklace I still got mine too. Any ways, the following morning when I got to the airport to return home, I had a feeling that something bad is going to greet me, and to my surprise and misery I was right. There in the living room sat my 3 older sisters and my younger one with my mother and a girl. When I first saw here my guess was that she was one of Fanren or Feimei or Fuutie's friends. Sticking to that idea, I walked in and greeted everyone like I would if that [girl] wasn't there.

~*~Flash back~*~

"Hello mother, everyone" I greeted, I saw the girl, batting her eyes at me. Does she have something in there?

"Miss are you alright? Is something in your eyes?" I asked casually, that's when I saw her go red. Now at this moment if it happens to be Sakura I'll laugh my head off, but I only do that because I love her. This girl on the other hand I do [not] so I be my cold self. I hear you; pretty hard to believe when I've been such a clown for the past 13 years or so. But nope, this is the real me, the me before I meet Sakura Kinomoto, [my] cherry blossom.

"Er....no, no nothing is wrong" she stammered, this girl is too, how can I say this? Too sweet for me. Sakura on the other hand is tough; remember when she almost ripped my head off before 'cause I said one little lie?

Any way back to the story, my mother gave me a look, it was the 'don't you dare make her scared' look, it's real scary, her brown eyes are narrowed and her face looks like a stone. I'm telling you one look and you'll pee in you pants, but not me, nope, I'm a tough guy, I don't pee in my pants, no sir-ree I stand my ground, kind of.

"What did I do?" I questioned her, it's not like I told the girl off, and told her to never step foot in this house again, though it is tempting.

"We'll talk later my son, but for now, take Fa May around the house, show her how lovely this place is." My mother ordered me; did I become a butler all of a sudden? Where's Wei when you need him?

"But Ma-Ma" I objected, "no buts!" she ordered me. Today is not a good day. Why this girl has to come any way, I'm tired; all I want to do is to lie down and get some shuteyes and dream of [my] lovely Sakura.

"Follow Me," I said in my most unmannered voice. Thinking that the girl would run home and cry over how mean I am, while I smirk in triumph. No such luck, the girl just smiled sweetly at me, as if I asked her hand in marriage.

"Why do you always smile?" I couldn't help but asked, she blushed does this girl have a fever? Smile/blush flu?

"I don't really know why" she answered, okay now I know this girl has an IQ no higher than a monkey's. Sakura would've said something like 'because I can't help but smile at you, you just so Kawaii!' or 'can't I smile? It is a free world SL!' or 'because the more I smile the more I know this isn't a dream, that I really am going out with you' something like that. Okay, okay, so she wouldn't say the last sentence but it would be nice to hear.

"Okay then" I answered, this is getting way to weird, she's too close now, please, please don't come any closer, I might begin to act like a smiling fool.

"So Syaoran" she started, "that's Li to you miss May" I said quickly. I saw her change her expression, a frown, let's party people! She has more than 2 expressions!!

"Okay Li, so how long have you've been living here? This place is beautiful." She battered her eyes at me again; I guess you only see the 3rd expression once in a full moon.

"I've lived here all my life miss May" I said, this girl is getting one my nerves, I really want to bash the living hell out of her, but I can't, she's a girl, only if she had a moustache then hey she could be a guy and I would have seen her back side running for the gates.

"You really don't have to call me [miss] May you know" she said to me, then batting her eyes again, she moved an inch closer, "you could call me May, or even Fa May," she said, her breath brushing against my face. Jesus woman, I've got Tick Tack's in my pocket you want some? Phew, does this girl know a thing called a toothbrush? Or bubble-gum?

"That's really alright, I think I'll stick to the Miss May" I said, walking away, that's when I noticed that she isn't following me, so I turn and because I was thinking of Sakura so much I began to be my cheeky self again. "Are you coming Miss May or do I have to carry you?" I asked.

She smiled at me, "I don't mind if you carry me," she said, trying to look attractive. If I wasn't being watched, and I know that I am, I would have vomited right there right then. I shock my head slightly and said; "Sorry Miss May, I think I was thinking of my girlfriend too much, what I was meaning to say was, are you coming or what?" her eyes went wide. And I knew that she wasn't told that I had a girlfriend, haha! One point to Li Syaoran, zero to Fa May.

"You have a girlfriend?" she asked still shock, she had her mouth open, now if only I had a golf ball, I could've shot it in the hole.

"Yes I do, is there a problem?" I asked casually, this is getting boring, I just want to tell her 'take her hike woman, I aren't free to listen to your chit chat' but knowing that I would be scrolled at if she told mother or one of my sisters told mother.

"But-but it can't be right, your supposed to-to marry me" she said, now hold on for one bloody minute, I am supposed to marry this smiling fool? Are you crazy mother? There is no way am I going to spend the rest of my life with this girl here.

"What!?!?!?!?!?!" I yelled, me Li Syaoran, marring this fool? Not in a lifetime!

"That is right my son, you are to marry Fa May," my mother said, did she just come out of the bushes or something, how she get here to fast?

"But Ma-Ma, I have a girlfriend, I love her! I'm not going to spend my life without her!" I yelled rage was all that was in my mind! Fury, irritation, anger!

"Li Syaoran! You are to marry this girl, or to never call me Ma-Ma again!" my mother boomed, to marry this girl, or to never call her my mother again, to lose Sakura or to lose my mother. I love them both, they mean the world to me, but my mother gave life to me, then again Sakura showed me happiness. To lose life or to lose happiness.

I'm sorry Sakura.

I don't want to lose my life, please forgive me, my love for I will never forget the happiness you showed me.

~*~End flash back~*~

And that's what happened, you see! It really wasn't my fault; I couldn't choose my girlfriend over my mother. It's too hard. I hope it's the right thing. Because even though I'm married, Sakura would always be in my heart, till the very day I die. For I Li Syaoran, is in love with Kinomoto Sakura and only her!



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Okay you guys, don't hurt me, I just wanted you to know why Syaoran married the girl, Fa May instead of Sakura, that's why I did this chapter. I know it might be a little confusing because I did 2 chapters telling you what happen after Syaoran got married then all of a sudden I do a chapter telling you want happen before Syaoran got married, bit confusing, but you'll get it soon enough, I think. I know I'm not making any sense. Lol, so if you have any questions, please write to me at Emerald_rose007@hotmail.com. Please read my other stories, they are -

Kiss me creep - if you haven't read it yet

P.S I love you - sequel to kiss me creep.

Angel from Hell

A single tear

I don't want to say good-bye - this is just a poem I made up, bout when Syaoran had to go back to Hong Kong.

An assigned angel

My best friend is a vampire

3 little words I want to tell you - just another poem, Syaoran telling Sakura how much, he loves her.

Lady stealer - used to be called old times, new love

A race for love

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