Okay! Did the last chapter have a huge cliffy or what? So how did Sakura be in the airport when she's supposed to be on the plane? Don't know. Eheh.

Okay I got this question, but it's got nothing to do with the story. Okay th girl that does the voice for Madison in Card captors is Maggie Blue O'Hara, then there a girl that does the voice for the girl in X-Man, you know the one that can walk through walls, I think her names Kitty or something, she has the same voice, and I was wondering if it was the same girl. I would really like it if anyone can tell me, if you can, can you please send it to my e-mail address at the end of this chapter. Thank you.

Here is the summary -

He left her, went back to Hong Kong. She waited, waited, and waited; 5 years and his still not back. Love leaves to laughter and loves leaves to pain. But her laughter disappeared and what was left was only pain.

Little message -

Please excuse my grammar, English isn't my first language, so if I have any mistakes, don't blame me.

Disclaimer -

I don't own CCS Clamp does so don't sue me, oh but I do own the plot!

Keys -

"Talking"

'Thinking'

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[Emphasized words]

{Author note. E.g. E/R}

(Character P.O.V)

~*~ Flashback ~*~



FOREVER IN LOVE WITH YOU

Chapter six.

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(Sakura P.O.V)

Ohayo everyone, it is I Kinomoto Sakura, and I guess your wondering how could I be in the airport when everyone saw me go [on] the plane. Well I turned around, it was a little strange the group went off so fast. So instead of going in, I tapped my sister on the shoulder and told her to tell my dad that I'm not going and I'll take care of myself. She looked doubtful at first, but she nodded hesitantly, I smile gratefully and turned to run, taking great care that the group doesn't see me.

When they stopped at platform 4350, I ducked be hide one of the large pillars that holds the building together and watched them. I didn't really know why Meilin is so angry; she looked like a mad bull.

Then a small family of four came up to them, and the man looked strangely familiar, I begged to Buddha that, [he] wasn't the man that [I'm] waiting for. It's impossible, this man is married and the man that [I] loves isn't that untrustworthy. So I stayed be hide the pillar and waited, I could hear only little phrases or sentences, but not a whole lot.

That's when I saw Meilin hug the guy, and my guess is that he's her brother or cousin I have never heard about. But something in my heart felt wrong, like I should be the one hugging him, but I stopped myself for being so foolish, this man has a family Sakura of heaven sakes.

The man had such a wonderful family, I wish I had one too, with [him] the man I love, the one that I will always and only love, the one that can only make my life complete, the only one that could send my heart to cloud nine when we kiss.

That all that disappeared when I heard what Daidouji Tomoyo say two words that shattered the any hope of that man not being mine. Li-Kun, that was the word, and I knew it was him, for he is the only one she calls with that name. I world completely turned upside down, and cloud nine went down real fast.

I turned from the group, my whole body seem hurt, my legs began to fell like jelly, and soon they gave in, letting my body slide to the group, my back still be hide the pillar. The man that I love has found some one new, the man that I cried for day in and day out, is married, the man that I waited for is gone, gone away in the soft spring breeze gone to find it a new blossom to love.

The woman that I presume was his wife was much prettier, she had such a lovely face, so fragile and sweet, she had beautiful long black shinny hair, not like my long honey/copper hair that has no more colour! Her eyes, they look so happy. While mine is bloodshot for not sleeping well for five years.

They looked so much like a happy family, and I wouldn't want to break that. My thought's stopped when I heard Meilin voice, it sound angry, hurt and annoyed. I forced my [jelly] legs to stand, and I turned to the left of the pillar, "you listen here miss Li Fa May, you may be my friend's wife, but you will never win his heart! You hear me! He is, and will only love one woman! And that for sure is not you! So stay out of [my] business and [my] friends! You got that!" I heard her scream, Meilin you said all that for me? To help me?

I nodded, held my head high, shoulders squared and I walked silently over and clapped. When Meilin turned to see, I saw she was shocked. Everyone was. "S-Sakura, w-what are you doing here?" she stammered. I smiled slightly to her.

"I didn't feel like going to Hong Kong" I said, I really [did] feel like going to Hong Kong, I could've seen [him]. But now I don't need to go to Hong Kong to see him, his right here, in front of my face. Just staring at me.

"H-how c-come?" Tomoyo stammered her tranquil eyes stared at me in shock. I shrugged, "no reason, I guess" I said lamely, I really don't want to talk, not much.

The man in front of me, [the] man, the man that took my heart away, here. Standing there with a family. "H-hey S-Sakura" he said silently. I was just about to sling myself to him, but I didn't, he has a family, a wife and kids, I can't do that. I just nodded slightly "Hi Li" I saw him frown, why should he? Does he expect me to come over and rush into his arms? Call him by his first name, when he betrayed me? To tell him how much I miss him? To love him like I did before? Well it's not going to happen.

"So-er....Li-Kun why don't you introduce us to your-um, friends" Meng said uncertainly, why does everybody act like that? It's not like I'll burst into tears if you say family.

"O-okay, um this is Fa May" he said pointing to the lady "Mrs [Li] Fa May" she repeated emphasizing the word 'Li'

"And this is Li Ryoko and Li Shang" [Li] finished ignoring the comment from Fa May, his two sons they look so much like their father. Oh how I wish I were Fa May!

"Hello there" I said smiling lightly to the two children as I crouched down to there height. "How do you like Japan so far?" I asked.

The youngest of the boys came closer to me and motioned me to carry him, I did so and he squealed in delight. Couldn't help but giggle, I smiled at him. Then, with the boy still in my hands, I crouched down to the older boy, he looked kind of sad, and shocked. "And you must be Ryoko, how are [you] liking Japan?" I asked. He just stared at me. Then I saw a tilt of red on his face. He looks so much like [him]. I gently put down the younger boy, and suggested a hand to Ryoko, he stared at it for quit a long time then was about to give me his hand when Fa May interrupt.

"No son! You don't know where's she's been, you can't get dirty!" she snapped, the poor guy pulled his hands back and looked down. How could this lady be so mean to her own children?

I didn't take my eyes off the boy he seemed so scared. I whispered to him very softy so no one but he could hear, I said "would you like to get some ice cream?" he nodded, I smiled and continued "if you do, don't be scared of your mother, show her that you can handle a situation like this"

His light brown honey eyes looked up at me in question, I just nodded and smiled. He stared and stared, and then he smiled. And took hold of my hand.

"What are you doing Ryoko?! Let go of that insect!" Fa May yelled.

"Mother leave me alone!" Ryoko yelled I saw the surprised look Fa May have on her face. "You can't rule my life forever! And she isn't an insect! She's a human like you and I!" he kept on yelling. Then stopped when Fa May slammed her hand to his cheek, leaving a red handprint.

I felt furry burn in me, how can she abuse her son like that? Doesn't this woman have a heart! Ryoko began to cry, but not much, tears just ran down his face. My heart ached; I took hold of the young boy, and his brother and began to walk off.

"What are you doing with [my] children?!" she yelled at me. I turned slightly and glared at her. "They are children! [Your] children! You don't treat them like dirt! Don't rule over [their] lives! You don't and will never deserve to be called mother!" I yelled in furry, even though they are not my children they don't need a life like this.

With both kids holding to either hand, I walked to the exit, leaving Fa May and everyone else as we walked to the ice cream store.



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Okay guys and girls! Sakura is finally in the story!! Okay I'll put the next chapter in about a week's time, so be patent okay? Good! If you have any question, email me at Emerald_rose007@hotmail.com please read my other stories, they are -

Kiss me creep - if you haven't read it yet

P.S I love you - sequel to kiss me creep.

Angel from Hell

A single tear

I don't want to say good-bye - this is just a poem I made up, bout when Syaoran had to go back to Hong Kong.

An assigned angel

My best friend is a vampire

3 little words I want to tell you - just another poem, Syaoran telling Sakura how much, he loves her.

Lady stealer - used to be called old times, new love

A race for love

Please review! Do the 3 R's! Review, review and review and don't forget about the question I asked