Summary – Sequel to P.S I love you, it's been 5 years since Syaoran's left
and with a little surprise. Sakura is heart broken and shocked, but her
whole world comes crashing down when her she finds out her life is hanging
on a thin piece of thread.
Note – please excuse my mistakes, English isn't my first language, in fact it's my third! So if I make any mistakes please don't flame me. This is also a PG story I rated it this way because there might be some swearing. Thank you.
Disclaimer – I don't and will never own the wonderful story of CCS, because it is own by the wonderful ladies of clamp!
Keys –
"Talking"
'Thinking'
* | *| * Change of Scene * | * | *
[Emphasized words]
{Author note E/R}
(Character P.O.V)
~*~ Flash back ~*~
What took you so long?
Tao looked at her "You don't remember me Sakura? It's me Tao your little sister!!" Tao said, shaking Sakura slightly.
"Look at this bracelet, you gave it to me remember! You said that you'd be the best big sister I'll ever have! Sakura please remember" Tao began to cry, but only tears feel down her face, Sakura wiped them away trying to make the little girl happy.
"So you're my little sister?" Sakura asked gently, Tao raised her head and nods. Sakura smiles "I'm very lucky to have such a beautiful sister like you" she whispers so only Tao can hear it.
Tao smiles and wipes the tears from her eyes. She grins and acts in an adult manner. "If you can't remember who these people are I'll introduce them to you!" she said cheerfully. Pointing to each person she began.
"This is Andrew, his the comedian of your group. He's the one that always tries to be someone else. His girlfriend is Meng, the one standing next to him. She's very pretty as you can see, she won the award for prettiest girl in your senior poll when you where in school"
Sakura nodded her head as she soaked the information her little sister was giving her. She smiled when Meng blushed about the prettiest girl thing. "She is very pretty" Sakura agreed. Meng smiled and winked.
"But who won cutest smile?" she asked. Sakura blinked and pointed at Meng "you won that too?"
Meng sweat dropped and giggled. "No silly you won, with that cute smile of yours...you also won another award...but Tao can tell you about that one"
Tao smiled "later...back to the introducing. This is Eriol Hiiragizawa he is very smart. When you where asleep he helped me with most of my homework. The girl he is hugging is Tomoyo Daidouji she's great at making clothes. She made me this really cool dress I'll show you later when we go home"
Sakura smiled. 'I sure have lots of friends, I only wish I'd remember them' she stopped her thoughts when Tao started to introduce the family.
"This is Otou-san and Okaa-san, or you're mother in law. Otou-san married Okaa-san when you where still in your senior year...8 years now!"
Sakura nodded, but she couldn't help but wonder why she didn't have a real mother...a biological mother...did they get a divorce or did she die? Sakura wanted to know but her enthusiastic little sister was already introducing another person.
"This weirdo here is our older Onii-chan Touya, his a pain in the bum!" Tao said, sticking out her tongue.
Sakura giggled, "Well at least I'm not a little Kajiuu" Touya exclaimed. At the same time Sakura and Tao screamed out "I'm not a Kajiuu!"
The room was quiet. Sakura smiled embarrassingly "I'm sorry...I don't know what came over me...I just had to say it"
Tao smiled "so you're memory is slowly coming back neh? Don't worry I'll help you remember everything!" Tao smiled at her older sister and turned back to the person with amber eyes. Sakura waited for Tao to introduce them.
"This is Li Syaoran. He was your boyfriend Sakura, but he left to go back to his hometown in China. Then when he came back with ch-umhp"
Tomoyo laughed nervously as she covered Tao's mouth "ha-ha kids...they say the weirdest things...I'll take it from here now Tao...you can er...buy something to eat!" She shoved some money into Tao's hand and pushed her out the room. Turning back to Sakura she smiled.
"This is Li Syaoran and his three children Li Ryoko, Li Shang and Li Kura." Tomoyo introduced them to Sakura.
Sakura tilted her head to the side. "Isn't he too young to marry? How old are you Li-Kun?" Syaoran turned read. "25" he murmured. Sakura's eyes widen. 'This guy is really young...his just a year older than me! And his married with three kids...wow' she thought to herself.
"That's really young Li-Kun..." Sakura mumbled. Then her face brightens. "What a cute little girl!" she squealed pointing to Kura in Syaoran's arms.
"Would it be alright if I hold her?" She asked, Syaoran nodded numbly at Sakura and handed the baby over.
Kura looked at Sakura with those green eyes of hers and blinked. Sakura smiled softly 'how cute' Kura looked at Sakura...then she smiled and stuck her hand out taking hold of Sakura's finger. "Ma-ma!" the baby squealed.
Sakura laughed, "I'm not your mother sweetie." Sakura giggled when the baby pouted.
Sakura giggled then she looked up to see that everyone was looking at her with a surprised look. It's been so long since anyone heard Sakura laugh and joke around with other people. She blinked "what?" she asked.
Touya growled at Syaoran, "I want to talk to my baby sister...so if you don't mind remove the little midget look alike and let me past.
Syaoran mumbled something under his breath and walked up to Sakura with a smile on his face.
When he belt down to carry the baby, he whispered in a soft voice, so that only Sakura could hear him, "you're not her mother but I want you to be"
"Nani?" she asked, but Syaoran had already walked back. She looked at his back and thought to herself 'why does it feel like I know him...somehow...and why did he say that he wanted me as his child's mother...Tao said that he and I went out before' a blush formed on Sakura's face. 'He's so Bishonen' she giggled inwardly and turned to look at the growling man that was supposedly her older brother.
"Onii-chan...why are you growling for?" Touya looked at Sakura surprised. It's been so long since he heard her call him onii-chan...how he missed her saying that. He smiled at her.
"Don't you worry your little head Kajiuu" Touya replied. Sakura growled and turned her head the other way.
"I'm not a Kajiuu," she mumbled before turning her head. Someone had walked into the room and Sakura was wondering who it was.
"Ah...Sakura, I see you're awake and I also see that you're getting to know your friends and family members again. I'm very proud." Then turning to the group of people he smiled "do not worry, Sakura here is doing fine, in fact I've come back with the test results from earlier and we've found out that Sakura didn't lose much of her memory. Just a portion...she'll remember everything in about 1 months time."
Sakura smiled in a months she'll remember everything! She closed her eyes and without realizing it feel asleep. Because when she woke up it was nighttime and she was by herself.
The door opened and in walked Touya. He was carrying a bag of soup and tea inside. "You're finally awake Kajiuu."
Sakura pouted and crossed her arms across her chest. "I'm not a Kajiuu Touya...stop calling me that," she grumbled.
Touya smirked. "you sound like your old self again Kajiuu. Always so stubborn." He looked at Sakura and smiled.
She looked at him in question, "Touya can you tell me what happened...I mean what was I like before?" Touya looked at her jade eyes and he couldn't refuse. Those eyes where like his mother, they showed too many emotions and now all he can see in her eyes where pled and sorrow.
Touya took her small hand and held it. "You where always a happy child Sakura. You always seem to light up a room with your smile. You made people happy by just being around you. And you where never afraid to speak your mind." Touya grinned. "When we moved to Tomoeda you missed everyone, all of your friends terribly. But you made more friends and you where back to that cheerful girl we all knew. Soon after you meant that Gaki." Touya's smile turned into a frown and he growled deep in his throat.
Sakura tilted her head to the side, "who's the Gaki?" she asked. Touya looked at her in shock "Syaoran Li, his the gaki, well I call him that anyway, you never approved of me calling him that and I never approved of you going out with him. I knew that someday he would upset you that's why I never trusted him."
Sakura smiled telling him to go on with the story, the memories of what her brother spoke of was new to her...she can't image Li-kun doing something to hurt her. He looks to nice and gentle.
"You guys where inseparable, you would always go over to his house, something I always tired to stop...that gaki was not on my good list and I never trusted him...I didn't know what he would do to my baby sister." Then he sighed using his other hand he ran it through his messy brown hair. "I don't know why I hated him so much. Maybe I was scared that'll he'll take me sister away from me"
Patting his hand Sakura smiled. "Maybe it was that he reminded you so much of yourself. I mean you do look the same and you both have the same glare" then she giggled, forcing Touya to smile with her.
"Sad to say, but he does look like me...I mean when I was that age. Of cause I was much more handsome" Touya exclaimed.
Sakura sweat drop 'you can just see his ego growing' she thought. "What else?"
"The moved back home, after that you wouldn't leave your room, you stayed there all night and day crying your eyes out. You barely ate and you never step foot outside you door then when we went on a holiday to Hong Kong you where so excited, you wanted to see [Syaoran]" Touya spat out his name. Then he sighed and continued on with the story. "But when we got on the plane you had disappeared. Tao then told us you stayed back, we didn't know why. We came back from the holiday when we heard you where hurt. I wanted to kill Syaoran the first time I laid eyes on him but thought better of it. I'll make him suffer...like he made you suffer"
Sakura gasp, "Touya, it doesn't matter what he did, two wrongs don't make a right Touya, you should know that!" she grabbed his hand and squeezed it tight "promise me you won't hurt him" Touya looked at her "Touya...onegai...please promise me you wont"
Touya sighs and looks at his sisters pleading eyes. "Hai I won't"
Smiling she squeezed her brothers hand in thanks and looked out at the window across the room, closing her eyes she drifted off to sleep. Not before a little voice murmured to her "I love you Sakura...always"
TBC
Yes people! I'm finally finished this chapter!! I wanted to upload it yesterday...but...couldn't finish it!
I've noticed that I'm not getting any more reviews!! I'm cut...I'm sad now...only three reviews and I want to thank them...you are so kind!! I love you!!
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Kagome-chan
And
Tenshi cherry blossom
Thank you so much for reviewing!!
Note – please excuse my mistakes, English isn't my first language, in fact it's my third! So if I make any mistakes please don't flame me. This is also a PG story I rated it this way because there might be some swearing. Thank you.
Disclaimer – I don't and will never own the wonderful story of CCS, because it is own by the wonderful ladies of clamp!
Keys –
"Talking"
'Thinking'
* | *| * Change of Scene * | * | *
[Emphasized words]
{Author note E/R}
(Character P.O.V)
~*~ Flash back ~*~
What took you so long?
Tao looked at her "You don't remember me Sakura? It's me Tao your little sister!!" Tao said, shaking Sakura slightly.
"Look at this bracelet, you gave it to me remember! You said that you'd be the best big sister I'll ever have! Sakura please remember" Tao began to cry, but only tears feel down her face, Sakura wiped them away trying to make the little girl happy.
"So you're my little sister?" Sakura asked gently, Tao raised her head and nods. Sakura smiles "I'm very lucky to have such a beautiful sister like you" she whispers so only Tao can hear it.
Tao smiles and wipes the tears from her eyes. She grins and acts in an adult manner. "If you can't remember who these people are I'll introduce them to you!" she said cheerfully. Pointing to each person she began.
"This is Andrew, his the comedian of your group. He's the one that always tries to be someone else. His girlfriend is Meng, the one standing next to him. She's very pretty as you can see, she won the award for prettiest girl in your senior poll when you where in school"
Sakura nodded her head as she soaked the information her little sister was giving her. She smiled when Meng blushed about the prettiest girl thing. "She is very pretty" Sakura agreed. Meng smiled and winked.
"But who won cutest smile?" she asked. Sakura blinked and pointed at Meng "you won that too?"
Meng sweat dropped and giggled. "No silly you won, with that cute smile of yours...you also won another award...but Tao can tell you about that one"
Tao smiled "later...back to the introducing. This is Eriol Hiiragizawa he is very smart. When you where asleep he helped me with most of my homework. The girl he is hugging is Tomoyo Daidouji she's great at making clothes. She made me this really cool dress I'll show you later when we go home"
Sakura smiled. 'I sure have lots of friends, I only wish I'd remember them' she stopped her thoughts when Tao started to introduce the family.
"This is Otou-san and Okaa-san, or you're mother in law. Otou-san married Okaa-san when you where still in your senior year...8 years now!"
Sakura nodded, but she couldn't help but wonder why she didn't have a real mother...a biological mother...did they get a divorce or did she die? Sakura wanted to know but her enthusiastic little sister was already introducing another person.
"This weirdo here is our older Onii-chan Touya, his a pain in the bum!" Tao said, sticking out her tongue.
Sakura giggled, "Well at least I'm not a little Kajiuu" Touya exclaimed. At the same time Sakura and Tao screamed out "I'm not a Kajiuu!"
The room was quiet. Sakura smiled embarrassingly "I'm sorry...I don't know what came over me...I just had to say it"
Tao smiled "so you're memory is slowly coming back neh? Don't worry I'll help you remember everything!" Tao smiled at her older sister and turned back to the person with amber eyes. Sakura waited for Tao to introduce them.
"This is Li Syaoran. He was your boyfriend Sakura, but he left to go back to his hometown in China. Then when he came back with ch-umhp"
Tomoyo laughed nervously as she covered Tao's mouth "ha-ha kids...they say the weirdest things...I'll take it from here now Tao...you can er...buy something to eat!" She shoved some money into Tao's hand and pushed her out the room. Turning back to Sakura she smiled.
"This is Li Syaoran and his three children Li Ryoko, Li Shang and Li Kura." Tomoyo introduced them to Sakura.
Sakura tilted her head to the side. "Isn't he too young to marry? How old are you Li-Kun?" Syaoran turned read. "25" he murmured. Sakura's eyes widen. 'This guy is really young...his just a year older than me! And his married with three kids...wow' she thought to herself.
"That's really young Li-Kun..." Sakura mumbled. Then her face brightens. "What a cute little girl!" she squealed pointing to Kura in Syaoran's arms.
"Would it be alright if I hold her?" She asked, Syaoran nodded numbly at Sakura and handed the baby over.
Kura looked at Sakura with those green eyes of hers and blinked. Sakura smiled softly 'how cute' Kura looked at Sakura...then she smiled and stuck her hand out taking hold of Sakura's finger. "Ma-ma!" the baby squealed.
Sakura laughed, "I'm not your mother sweetie." Sakura giggled when the baby pouted.
Sakura giggled then she looked up to see that everyone was looking at her with a surprised look. It's been so long since anyone heard Sakura laugh and joke around with other people. She blinked "what?" she asked.
Touya growled at Syaoran, "I want to talk to my baby sister...so if you don't mind remove the little midget look alike and let me past.
Syaoran mumbled something under his breath and walked up to Sakura with a smile on his face.
When he belt down to carry the baby, he whispered in a soft voice, so that only Sakura could hear him, "you're not her mother but I want you to be"
"Nani?" she asked, but Syaoran had already walked back. She looked at his back and thought to herself 'why does it feel like I know him...somehow...and why did he say that he wanted me as his child's mother...Tao said that he and I went out before' a blush formed on Sakura's face. 'He's so Bishonen' she giggled inwardly and turned to look at the growling man that was supposedly her older brother.
"Onii-chan...why are you growling for?" Touya looked at Sakura surprised. It's been so long since he heard her call him onii-chan...how he missed her saying that. He smiled at her.
"Don't you worry your little head Kajiuu" Touya replied. Sakura growled and turned her head the other way.
"I'm not a Kajiuu," she mumbled before turning her head. Someone had walked into the room and Sakura was wondering who it was.
"Ah...Sakura, I see you're awake and I also see that you're getting to know your friends and family members again. I'm very proud." Then turning to the group of people he smiled "do not worry, Sakura here is doing fine, in fact I've come back with the test results from earlier and we've found out that Sakura didn't lose much of her memory. Just a portion...she'll remember everything in about 1 months time."
Sakura smiled in a months she'll remember everything! She closed her eyes and without realizing it feel asleep. Because when she woke up it was nighttime and she was by herself.
The door opened and in walked Touya. He was carrying a bag of soup and tea inside. "You're finally awake Kajiuu."
Sakura pouted and crossed her arms across her chest. "I'm not a Kajiuu Touya...stop calling me that," she grumbled.
Touya smirked. "you sound like your old self again Kajiuu. Always so stubborn." He looked at Sakura and smiled.
She looked at him in question, "Touya can you tell me what happened...I mean what was I like before?" Touya looked at her jade eyes and he couldn't refuse. Those eyes where like his mother, they showed too many emotions and now all he can see in her eyes where pled and sorrow.
Touya took her small hand and held it. "You where always a happy child Sakura. You always seem to light up a room with your smile. You made people happy by just being around you. And you where never afraid to speak your mind." Touya grinned. "When we moved to Tomoeda you missed everyone, all of your friends terribly. But you made more friends and you where back to that cheerful girl we all knew. Soon after you meant that Gaki." Touya's smile turned into a frown and he growled deep in his throat.
Sakura tilted her head to the side, "who's the Gaki?" she asked. Touya looked at her in shock "Syaoran Li, his the gaki, well I call him that anyway, you never approved of me calling him that and I never approved of you going out with him. I knew that someday he would upset you that's why I never trusted him."
Sakura smiled telling him to go on with the story, the memories of what her brother spoke of was new to her...she can't image Li-kun doing something to hurt her. He looks to nice and gentle.
"You guys where inseparable, you would always go over to his house, something I always tired to stop...that gaki was not on my good list and I never trusted him...I didn't know what he would do to my baby sister." Then he sighed using his other hand he ran it through his messy brown hair. "I don't know why I hated him so much. Maybe I was scared that'll he'll take me sister away from me"
Patting his hand Sakura smiled. "Maybe it was that he reminded you so much of yourself. I mean you do look the same and you both have the same glare" then she giggled, forcing Touya to smile with her.
"Sad to say, but he does look like me...I mean when I was that age. Of cause I was much more handsome" Touya exclaimed.
Sakura sweat drop 'you can just see his ego growing' she thought. "What else?"
"The moved back home, after that you wouldn't leave your room, you stayed there all night and day crying your eyes out. You barely ate and you never step foot outside you door then when we went on a holiday to Hong Kong you where so excited, you wanted to see [Syaoran]" Touya spat out his name. Then he sighed and continued on with the story. "But when we got on the plane you had disappeared. Tao then told us you stayed back, we didn't know why. We came back from the holiday when we heard you where hurt. I wanted to kill Syaoran the first time I laid eyes on him but thought better of it. I'll make him suffer...like he made you suffer"
Sakura gasp, "Touya, it doesn't matter what he did, two wrongs don't make a right Touya, you should know that!" she grabbed his hand and squeezed it tight "promise me you won't hurt him" Touya looked at her "Touya...onegai...please promise me you wont"
Touya sighs and looks at his sisters pleading eyes. "Hai I won't"
Smiling she squeezed her brothers hand in thanks and looked out at the window across the room, closing her eyes she drifted off to sleep. Not before a little voice murmured to her "I love you Sakura...always"
TBC
Yes people! I'm finally finished this chapter!! I wanted to upload it yesterday...but...couldn't finish it!
I've noticed that I'm not getting any more reviews!! I'm cut...I'm sad now...only three reviews and I want to thank them...you are so kind!! I love you!!
AnimeObessionFantasy
Kagome-chan
And
Tenshi cherry blossom
Thank you so much for reviewing!!