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Oneshot.
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It makes me so mad, to see how everything is so messed up. How much my life has changed. I used to think that it was just a really bad nightmare, and that someday I would wake up and my life would return to normal. Then I would have a bright future to look forward to. But I have come to realize that this is not a dream. That this nightmare I'm living in is reality.
The only thing I have to look forward to is revenge. It is that which impels me to go on. It gives me hope. But what's really scary is that that revenge is slowly fading from my mind. It's being replaced by sadness and despair.
Of course no one notices the pain that I'm in. But I really can't complain, because that's my fault. I keep this all inside. I never let my feelings out. That is why sometimes I take drastic action. At times I have even betrayed my friends to save Kohaku.
But it is becoming clearer and clearer to me, that my wish for Kohaku will never come true. That is why my hope, my motivating force is almost gone.
My desire now is to kill Kohaku and myself. Soon we will meet in whatever awaits after death. Even if that is nothingness, anything would be better than the living hell I'm living in now. At times I can control this desire, at other times I cannot. But I am slowly losing control.
One day I know that this desire will overcome my soul and destroy my entire being. Then my mask, my disguise that I put on in front of my friends will slip and fall away. And then my true spirit will be uncovered.
Until then I will straighten my disguise and go on walking, keep on enduring, with these untold desires eating away at my soul.
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So, did you like it? To me they never focus very much on the pain Sango is in. I think that out of all of the Inuyasha group, her story is the saddest. Review and tell me if you liked it.
Oneshot.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It makes me so mad, to see how everything is so messed up. How much my life has changed. I used to think that it was just a really bad nightmare, and that someday I would wake up and my life would return to normal. Then I would have a bright future to look forward to. But I have come to realize that this is not a dream. That this nightmare I'm living in is reality.
The only thing I have to look forward to is revenge. It is that which impels me to go on. It gives me hope. But what's really scary is that that revenge is slowly fading from my mind. It's being replaced by sadness and despair.
Of course no one notices the pain that I'm in. But I really can't complain, because that's my fault. I keep this all inside. I never let my feelings out. That is why sometimes I take drastic action. At times I have even betrayed my friends to save Kohaku.
But it is becoming clearer and clearer to me, that my wish for Kohaku will never come true. That is why my hope, my motivating force is almost gone.
My desire now is to kill Kohaku and myself. Soon we will meet in whatever awaits after death. Even if that is nothingness, anything would be better than the living hell I'm living in now. At times I can control this desire, at other times I cannot. But I am slowly losing control.
One day I know that this desire will overcome my soul and destroy my entire being. Then my mask, my disguise that I put on in front of my friends will slip and fall away. And then my true spirit will be uncovered.
Until then I will straighten my disguise and go on walking, keep on enduring, with these untold desires eating away at my soul.
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So, did you like it? To me they never focus very much on the pain Sango is in. I think that out of all of the Inuyasha group, her story is the saddest. Review and tell me if you liked it.