Hey, I decided to make this story a collection of Summer's thoughts on Seth during episodes on the show with scenes with them together.

So this is one for "The Proposal" Hope you like this. It's not as serious as the last one, but I like it.

And I also cut out the part with the Summer saying out Luke's yearbook comment. Well, enjoy and tell me what you think.

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"Was I really mean to you?"

"No, that would've needed you to have spoken to me...or anyone to have spoken to me..."

Her heart felt as if it had exploded. She couldn't believe that she never spoke to the greatest man in the world. She couldn't believe how stuck up with popularity she was that she missed out on everything they have now. She couldn't believe how badly she broke his heart. She couldn't believe how many times she broke his heart.

If there were anything she wanted to do this moment, she would torture herself for all the times she broke his gentle, loving heart. She had no right to hurt him. All he did was love her since the third grade. All he did was try to be nice to her on every possible occasion. All he wanted was for me to at least say 'hello' to him. But she, she was such a jerk to him. Always making of him and never speaking to him. The natural reactions of the Newport spoiled rich girls to the emo geek broke his heart millions of times. She hated herself so much.

"A lot can change in a year, huh?"

"Yeah, a lot can change in a year."

She gently smiled at him, tucked her fingers under his chin, and guided his face until his dark chocolate brown eyes stared deep into hers. She then leaned forward and planted a soft kiss on his lips. A kiss that spoke a thousand words. A kiss that apologized for everything. And a kiss that told him she loved him.

She then laid her head on his chest as he instinctly pulled his arms tight around her, as if he were protecting her from a beast. She grinned widely into his chest and whispered loud enough so he could hear, "I'm glad this year happened. I'm glad things changed." She sat back up. "I mean...I'm not saying that I'm glad that Tijuana, or Oliver, or Theresa, or Luke and Julie Cooper happened...Or the whole thing between Ryan and Coop...or...Anna leaving...You know...? I mean I'm glad that we happened. That you and I happened. And this..right here is happeni----"

She was cut off by a long, passionate kiss from him. Relunctantly, she let him pull back from the kiss. She still couldn't understand how he can be so good at kissing, given that he has only had one girlfriend and that he had only kissed two girls in his entire life. Gosh, he was so amazing. Everytime they kissed, she got a tingly feeling up her spine, and her knees buckled, and she would think that she would faint from his kiss.

She saw him goofily, grin his adorable dimpled smile, and smiled a huge smile at him.

"What?"

He chuckled, "Nothing."

She playfully swatted him in the abdomen and demanded for him to tell her.

Unbelievably, his smile grew even bigger than it was. "You were rambling."

"Yeah right, rambling? Me? I don't think so. That's such a Seth Cohen thing. Rambling is not a Summer Roberts thing. Rage black-outs are my thing. Not rambling."

He, again, smiled a even bigger smile. "You just did it again."

"What? As if. Summer Roberts never rambles."

"I think you're spending way too much time with me."

"Hmm...yeah...you think? Maybe we should fix that. How does only one day a week sound?"

"What? Noo! I mean no! I love spending time with you. I can't survive a day without seeing you...or holding you...or kissing you...or talking to you...just YOU! You were kidding right? Right. You must have been kidding. Geebus, you scared me there."

At that she laughed. A sincere laugh, one reserved for Seth Cohen only. A laugh that only Seth Cohen could bring out. He was right. She was rambling. A lot, actually. But she liked it. She loved spending time with him. She loved his corny jokes. She just loved him. In a way, she was pretty glad for everything that has happened, to Coop, Ryan, Just everything. Because she knew, if those things hadn't happened, she would not be with him. She would not be happy.

With that last thought, she smiled at him and pulled him into another kiss. Another kiss that told him she loved him.