Title: Whisper Author: Mustang Gal Rating: PG 13 Disclaimer: I own nothing. Got that NOTHING. Just the plot, which isn't even origional. The song belongs to Evanesence. Summary: Kel's not as strong as everybody thinks...

Catch me as I fall

Say you're here and it's all over now

Speaking to the atmosphere

No one's here

Keladry of Mindelan looked down at the knife in her hand.

'They thought I was fine' She thought 'they didn't know what I thought, how I suffered. They will now'

She looked up at the painting of her and her friends. Neal's arm casually draped around her

shoulders. She thought longingly of him.

'Will he ever know how much I loved him?' She thought. She glanced at the table next to her

bed. On it were letters addressed to her friends and family. She bought the knife down to her

wrist. No tears spilled from her eyes.

And I fall into myself

This truth drives me into madness

I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away

Nealan of Queenscove looked up at New Hopes walls suddenly. Something was wrong, he knew

it. Something was wrong with Kel. He ran to New Hope as fast as he could. He hoped he would

be fast enough.

Don't turn away

Don't give in to the pain

Don't try to hide though they're screaming your name

Don't close your eyes

God knows what lies behind them

Don't turn out the light

Never sleep

Never die

Kel smiled as she looked at the blood pouring from her wrists. Nobody knew anything about her.

They didn't know about the nightmares. About those helpless Scanran soldiers she butchered.

Those poor boys only about fourteen years old. It was after they killed Dom and Shinkokami.

She was angry. They surrendered but she still killed them. Nobody knew the depth of her love

for Neal. Unobtainable, happily married Nealan Of Queenscove, her healer, her protector, her

love, her best friend. Silent sobs wracked her body, tears welled from her eyes.

I'm frightened by what I see

But somehow

I know that there's much more to come

Immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears

I can stop the pain if i will it all away

Neal ran madly. He loved Kel, he was going to tell her today that his marraige was over. He only

loved her.

Don't turn away

Don't give in to the pain

Don't try to hide though they're screaming your name

Kel was fading. Flashes of her life swam madly through her mind.

Don't close your eyes

God knows what lies behind them

Don't turn out the light

Never sleep

Never die

Neal ran into Kels room. He paused only momentarily when he saw her. He rushed to her and

pulled her now fragile and ruined body into his arms. He knew he could do nothing, nothing to

save her. Nothing.

"Kel, Kel I love you, so much, don't go, I need you. Who's going to make me eat my vegetables

if you go" He laughed shakily "I love you"

Fallen angels at my feet

Whispered voices at my ear

Death before my eyes

Lying next to me I fear she beckons me

As Kel died she recognised the voice of her beloved.

"Kel, Kel I love you, so mucj, don't go, I need you. Who's going to make me eat my vegetables

now?" "I love you"

She smiled as she slipped away.

"I love you, Neal..." Then nothing.

Shall I give in upon my end

Shall i begin forsaking all i've fallen for

I rise to meet the end

A/N: *sniff* did I just write that. I'l probably add another chapter later.

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