Jack

By: the female apophis

Disclaimer: Nope, sorry folks, I don't own any of the rights to SG-1. I'm just having fun.

Spoilers: There shouldn't be any.

Characters: Sam's POV.

Summary: It's both a blessing and a curse.

Song: Not this time.

Other Stuff: You won't be finding it in this story.

Warning: Very slightly warning. It's kinda angsty. It's nothing major though.

A/N: It's something I threw together in about ten minutes. Hope you guys like it!

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Jack.

A word, a name even.

One that is both a blessing and a curse on my life.

A blessing because of all the things it has given me.

That name has give me hope where once there was none.

It's given love to a heart once torn apart by the very same thing.

It's given joy to a woman who had formed a bitter outlook on life.

It's given courage to a person who used to never be able to stand up for herself. He gave that to me the first time I laid eyes on him.

He gave me one of the strongest friendships that any two people could share.

But it's a curse.

That name represents everything that I have ever wanted and yet couldn't have.

I can't begin to touch the love that he has shown me exists.

I'm not allowed to express the joy that I experience when that twinkles lights up his eyes and a smile tugs at the corner of that perfect mouth of his.

That fact that I can't have him makes me want him that much more.

But the most painful thing of all, is that I'm not even allowed to say that blessed and cursed word.

Jack.

~fin~

Short and to the point. Just something for you all to chew on while I work on something bigger.

Reviewing is still good for my muse though…

Much love to you all!

-the female apophis