April 10th 4:30 am The Loft

I called Michael at 1:00 am after about two hours of tossing and turning in bed. I couldn't stand it any longer. Since I last wrote nothing has happened. Michael had't called and I hadn't made an honest attempt to see him. I figured he'd call me like he has in the past. That's only if I don't call him only minutes after fighting. I could not stand it to see us unhappy. The only thing is that, we weren't fighting. This time we were just not talking.  He's my best friend. Well, the most accessible best friend I have at the moment. With Lily gone and Tina escapaiding around the city with her boyfriend, I'm alone without Michael. So, I called him despite the time of night/morning it was. He answered. He sounded like he'd been up already. Good thing. Though Michael is a calm person, he doesn't like being awoken. We talked for a while. He said he's just been busy with one of the biggest things he's ever done and that he's been basically pulling his hair out over it. I asked him why he couldn't pass it on to someone else and get rid of the stress. He said he needs to do it himself because if it doesn't come out just the way he wants it he'll be kicking himself for years to come. I figured it had to do with one of the three websites he runs and didn't ask him about it. I don't get the whole world of website of building and I'm not too concerned about the details of the whole thing I just want my Michael back. We decided to meet here at the loft at 5:00 pm later today. I'm going to cook my finest batch of Chinese food, make the best cupcakes I can make, and possibly a little wine. I hope everything goes well. I miss going to bed and falling asleep in Michael's arms.

April 11th 12:00 pm Contemporary Social Issues

Today's topic: How the War in Iraq is Still Effecting Us Years Later

            Though that wasn't along time ago, I believe people have forgotten it has even happened. Once we got out of there people forgot about all the innocent soldiers that died as well as the civilians. There is nothing we can do about the situation over in Iraq now, I believe if we were to go back there we'd just cause more unnecessary problems. I also believe our top officials should keep their minds set on the problems here in America itself. Like how jobs are steadily on the rise, how are we to maintain them? Also, what kind of president we want to be running this country in three years. So, the question is, how the War in Iraq is Still Effecting Us Years Later? It isn't affecting the general public in anyway, the people we need to worry about are parents, husbands, wives, brothers, sisters, daughters, and sons of the soldiers that went there and fought for "good old Mr. Bush" back in 2003.

What can I say? I'm a hardcore liberal. 15 years of living with a feminist for a mother has set me on no other path. That paragraph is not my best, but I just wanted to get it over with so I could reminisce about the night I had with Michael. It couldn't have been better. We ate my Chinese food and cake. He loved both. Drank two full bottles of wine and he stayed the night so, I got my wish to sleep in his arms again.. One of the best nights with Michael I've ever had. It's such a shame he had to go and continue working on his "project" as he calls it. I had class this morning anyway. Now, I'm sitting here in CSI doing nothing but trying to stay awake. After I get out of here I'm going uptown to shop for some nice dresses. I think Michael wants to take me out on my birthday to see "Beauty and the Beast". He's the kind of guy that doesn't laugh when we see it. I'm hoping for lots of gifts this year. I mean it is kind of a big birthday isn't it? 21. God, I remember when I was a measly freshman trying to battle with being a princess and a teenager. A lot happened while I was a teenager. None of it I would change. Except maybe those few times Grandmere tried selling me out to the press. Maybe not even those, it helped me to be tough. I was such a feeble kid. Very shy, being told I was a princess was probably the best thing to happen to my personality. I guess that's just for me to see. I have to go now Professor O'Connell is giving me dirty looks. Doesn't he know who I am!? I'd like my status to come in handy just once, yanno?

April 13th 7:00 pm The Loft

Michael is here. Not in the best way I must confess. All I hear is "type, type, type" he said he needs to check on some of his upcoming plans. I hate that laptop. It goes everywhere. I mean everywhere. He can plug into the Internet whenever, wherever as long as there is a connection. Of course being it the 21st century so obviously the Internet everywhere. That usually means Michael can be type, type, typing away whenever he wants. We'll see, I'm going to see if I can catch a glimpse of what he's up too. I'm so curious!