Rainy days symbolize what? - chapter 2
Don't own SM I own Story R&R
HCK
~ Recap ~
'If you could call it home', she thought sadly, darkly. Remembering all the things they had put her through. They, her family. Them who should love her, hurt her. Guess she just not worthy of anyone's love. Not even her family.
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"Usagi, you baka! You klutz again! Look at what you did! You broke my favorite vase!" Ikuko Tsukino yelled, her voice ringing unto the next block. Usagi just stared in shock. She looks at where her brother had gone to. She could swear she could kill that brat. 'I swear, I didn't do it. Shingo-baka is really pain in the butt.' She thought frantically, watching her mom who is always kind but not today. Today, she wonder if she really knows her mom.
" Okaa-chan, it's not my fault. It is Shingo-". She started but cutted off by a. " Usagi-baka, you are much older. You should have much more discipline. You should have know better than to pick fight with a kid! A KID!!! For F******* God sake. He's ten and your fourteen!!! Didn't they teach it to you in school?! For once, GROW UP!!!"" her mother blasted. Fine lines in her mother's forehead appear and her face an angry shade of red.
'I can't cry, I won't cry' Usagi thought as she slowly back away from her mom. 'this is so unfair. Okaa-chan is so unfair'. She turned her back in and hurried for her room when someone tug at her hair hard enough for her to produced a strangled cry of pain.
"BAK***, where do you think you're going? You will clean this mess and you won't eat tonight and tomorrow morning for your punishment!!!" her mother yelled[again (._.')] wagging her and dropping her to the broken vase, hurting her hands in the process. She sat and look at her bleeding hand. Tears cascaded down. She started to pick up the broken vase while crying quietly, hurting her hands more. 'some kind of TLC for a broken heart' she thought heaving a sigh as tears wash her face.
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She looked at her hand. It healed but it left a big scar, spoiling her porcelain hands. Couldn't they be any less cruel to her? For one, they are her family. Shouldn't they care about her?
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"Get out of this house and never come back! From now on I don't have a daughter in the name of Tsukino Usagi. She's dead to me now!" Kenji Tsukino, her father, yelled, dragging Usagi from the upstairs, down the stairs, out in the house. He thought it, he's just being mistaken. Never in her lifetime will she do anything like that. Theft. How can she be a thief? She didn't stole anything. She didn't steal from anyone. Much less from her own family, her own father. One hundred thousand yen! How can she? Her father must've misplaced it somewhere cause she won't ever steal it. "otou-san, onegai shimasu! I didn't steal it! I nev-." "Shut up! Just shut up, you b****! I gave you everything you want! I loved you more than I love myself and this is what you will do to me in return! To hell with you! Get out! Get out of MY house now! I don't know you anymore! I don't have a daughter!" her father growled pushing her out of their house. She pleaded and cried for her father to understand. She looks at her mother, pleading with her eyes, making her believe her. She just stood there, looking coldly at her as if she really is not related to her in anyway. Her father slammed the door of their house in her face, leaving her weeping by the door. She rubbed her soft hands in her hurt cheek, in her hurt stomach, where her father had given a blow earlier. She saw her father by the balcony, throwing her clothes off in the air and finally closes out the window and the lights of their, her former home..house. It's already 11pm. Where will she go? She can't go to her senshi.
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Yes, she can't go to her senshi. She can't go to Mamoru's or Motoki's. she doesn't have anywhere to go. She really is alone in this world. World built with pain. World bound to time, time bound to fate, fate bound to pain. She just wanted peace.
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that's it for chapter 2 sorry, short.
R&R!!! don't forget!!!
Signing off HCK
Don't own SM I own Story R&R
HCK
~ Recap ~
'If you could call it home', she thought sadly, darkly. Remembering all the things they had put her through. They, her family. Them who should love her, hurt her. Guess she just not worthy of anyone's love. Not even her family.
~~~~~~~
****
"Usagi, you baka! You klutz again! Look at what you did! You broke my favorite vase!" Ikuko Tsukino yelled, her voice ringing unto the next block. Usagi just stared in shock. She looks at where her brother had gone to. She could swear she could kill that brat. 'I swear, I didn't do it. Shingo-baka is really pain in the butt.' She thought frantically, watching her mom who is always kind but not today. Today, she wonder if she really knows her mom.
" Okaa-chan, it's not my fault. It is Shingo-". She started but cutted off by a. " Usagi-baka, you are much older. You should have much more discipline. You should have know better than to pick fight with a kid! A KID!!! For F******* God sake. He's ten and your fourteen!!! Didn't they teach it to you in school?! For once, GROW UP!!!"" her mother blasted. Fine lines in her mother's forehead appear and her face an angry shade of red.
'I can't cry, I won't cry' Usagi thought as she slowly back away from her mom. 'this is so unfair. Okaa-chan is so unfair'. She turned her back in and hurried for her room when someone tug at her hair hard enough for her to produced a strangled cry of pain.
"BAK***, where do you think you're going? You will clean this mess and you won't eat tonight and tomorrow morning for your punishment!!!" her mother yelled[again (._.')] wagging her and dropping her to the broken vase, hurting her hands in the process. She sat and look at her bleeding hand. Tears cascaded down. She started to pick up the broken vase while crying quietly, hurting her hands more. 'some kind of TLC for a broken heart' she thought heaving a sigh as tears wash her face.
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She looked at her hand. It healed but it left a big scar, spoiling her porcelain hands. Couldn't they be any less cruel to her? For one, they are her family. Shouldn't they care about her?
****
"Get out of this house and never come back! From now on I don't have a daughter in the name of Tsukino Usagi. She's dead to me now!" Kenji Tsukino, her father, yelled, dragging Usagi from the upstairs, down the stairs, out in the house. He thought it, he's just being mistaken. Never in her lifetime will she do anything like that. Theft. How can she be a thief? She didn't stole anything. She didn't steal from anyone. Much less from her own family, her own father. One hundred thousand yen! How can she? Her father must've misplaced it somewhere cause she won't ever steal it. "otou-san, onegai shimasu! I didn't steal it! I nev-." "Shut up! Just shut up, you b****! I gave you everything you want! I loved you more than I love myself and this is what you will do to me in return! To hell with you! Get out! Get out of MY house now! I don't know you anymore! I don't have a daughter!" her father growled pushing her out of their house. She pleaded and cried for her father to understand. She looks at her mother, pleading with her eyes, making her believe her. She just stood there, looking coldly at her as if she really is not related to her in anyway. Her father slammed the door of their house in her face, leaving her weeping by the door. She rubbed her soft hands in her hurt cheek, in her hurt stomach, where her father had given a blow earlier. She saw her father by the balcony, throwing her clothes off in the air and finally closes out the window and the lights of their, her former home..house. It's already 11pm. Where will she go? She can't go to her senshi.
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Yes, she can't go to her senshi. She can't go to Mamoru's or Motoki's. she doesn't have anywhere to go. She really is alone in this world. World built with pain. World bound to time, time bound to fate, fate bound to pain. She just wanted peace.
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that's it for chapter 2 sorry, short.
R&R!!! don't forget!!!
Signing off HCK