Rainy days symbolize what? - chapter 3
Don't own SM (how many times do I have to state it)
I own story
R&R
~RECAP~
Yes, she can't go to her senshi. She can't go to Mamoru's or Motoki's. she doesn't have anywhere to go. She really is alone in this world. World built with pain. World bound to time, time bound to fate, fate bound to pain. She just wanted peace.
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She walked, limping away from the house she used to call 'home'. Where will she go? She doesn't know, what to do, where to go, what will happen next. She just doesn't care, doesn't care even if people look at her like she'd grown two heads. They don't know anything, they don't know their pain, they don't know how deep it felt, they just don't know how much it hurts.
How did her life change so quickly? Why are they so cruel to her? If she did something wrong they should have just told her and let her explain herself. No, they didn't gave her the benefit of the doubt. They just go and hurt her, hurt her more.
It started to rain…again. People scampered to a shelter for them to not get soaked. She stayed in the middle of it all, not caring if she get wet. She let the rain wash away the pain and strains this world gave her. Rain is the only confidante she have right now.
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Rain is the only thing she have to comfort her. It may mean sadness and hurt to her but it also represents the friend she only have. The friend she never had.
Friend…
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"Shit! Odango-baka, look what you did! You ruin my dress", Rei screamed at her, wiping the cold soda on her red skirt. Muttering curses as she hastily wipe away the remains of the sticky soda.
They were in the temple having a group study, again. They were arguing about something when Usagi accidentally knock over a glassful of soda and spilt it over Rei. Key word is 'accidentally', does Rei have to be so loud? Minako watched and roll over her eyes, huff an irritated sigh.
"Why are you always like this? Can't you change yourself? I mean, kami! You are such a klutz, you can't even stand two seconds without faling down!" Minako hissed, completely irritated. Flipping her hair from the side, she just shrugged her shoulders nonchalantly, oblivious to the pain her words cause. To think this girl is what Usagi called 'friend'
"I agree, you're not only a klutz also a terrible ditz! You're always late. You're such a crybaby. You're can't keep a secret even if that secret will cause your life. And you eat worst than a pig. You're so immature, grow up!" Makoto boast, angry like she always is. She's never like this. What happened, she don't know. And Ami…
"You're such an air head too! I can no longer count the study sessions we have taken. But you never did have any progress!" She's always so sweet.
She just stayed there and will her ears to listen. No matter how hurtful those words is, it is true. She couldn't deny the fact that she posses the horrible qualities her so called 'friends enumerate harshly to her. She stayed there, frigid, passive yet oblivious to the pain, to the hurt.
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What are friends for? Are they designed to hurt and scald you? Are they made to make you suffer? Are they made to betray you? Are they…
Friend…
Betrayal…
****
She was walking blindly. The rain pouring and blinding in her eyes. She don't know where she is now, nor did she care. Everything is a blur, painful. She just gotten thrown out of their home¾house.
She was walking and never caring to what's happening around her. Yet she could not ignore the one scene her mind painfully put through her. Can it be anymore worse? Why? Yes she is oblivious to what is happening around her yet she couldn't ignore it, couldn't ignore this. The pain it brought. She's already hurting, it adds a lot to her battered soul, heart.
Does anybody know how to cope with this? With the betrayal of a friend? How, can somebody teach her to block away the pain of this situation bring cause she really doesn't know how to even react with the fact that Chiba Mamoru and Hino Rei betrayed her…
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That's it for now.
Sorry I'm a slow writer
Sorry this is short
Till next time
HCK
Don't own SM (how many times do I have to state it)
I own story
R&R
~RECAP~
Yes, she can't go to her senshi. She can't go to Mamoru's or Motoki's. she doesn't have anywhere to go. She really is alone in this world. World built with pain. World bound to time, time bound to fate, fate bound to pain. She just wanted peace.
~~~~~~~~~
She walked, limping away from the house she used to call 'home'. Where will she go? She doesn't know, what to do, where to go, what will happen next. She just doesn't care, doesn't care even if people look at her like she'd grown two heads. They don't know anything, they don't know their pain, they don't know how deep it felt, they just don't know how much it hurts.
How did her life change so quickly? Why are they so cruel to her? If she did something wrong they should have just told her and let her explain herself. No, they didn't gave her the benefit of the doubt. They just go and hurt her, hurt her more.
It started to rain…again. People scampered to a shelter for them to not get soaked. She stayed in the middle of it all, not caring if she get wet. She let the rain wash away the pain and strains this world gave her. Rain is the only confidante she have right now.
****
Rain is the only thing she have to comfort her. It may mean sadness and hurt to her but it also represents the friend she only have. The friend she never had.
Friend…
******
"Shit! Odango-baka, look what you did! You ruin my dress", Rei screamed at her, wiping the cold soda on her red skirt. Muttering curses as she hastily wipe away the remains of the sticky soda.
They were in the temple having a group study, again. They were arguing about something when Usagi accidentally knock over a glassful of soda and spilt it over Rei. Key word is 'accidentally', does Rei have to be so loud? Minako watched and roll over her eyes, huff an irritated sigh.
"Why are you always like this? Can't you change yourself? I mean, kami! You are such a klutz, you can't even stand two seconds without faling down!" Minako hissed, completely irritated. Flipping her hair from the side, she just shrugged her shoulders nonchalantly, oblivious to the pain her words cause. To think this girl is what Usagi called 'friend'
"I agree, you're not only a klutz also a terrible ditz! You're always late. You're such a crybaby. You're can't keep a secret even if that secret will cause your life. And you eat worst than a pig. You're so immature, grow up!" Makoto boast, angry like she always is. She's never like this. What happened, she don't know. And Ami…
"You're such an air head too! I can no longer count the study sessions we have taken. But you never did have any progress!" She's always so sweet.
She just stayed there and will her ears to listen. No matter how hurtful those words is, it is true. She couldn't deny the fact that she posses the horrible qualities her so called 'friends enumerate harshly to her. She stayed there, frigid, passive yet oblivious to the pain, to the hurt.
****
What are friends for? Are they designed to hurt and scald you? Are they made to make you suffer? Are they made to betray you? Are they…
Friend…
Betrayal…
****
She was walking blindly. The rain pouring and blinding in her eyes. She don't know where she is now, nor did she care. Everything is a blur, painful. She just gotten thrown out of their home¾house.
She was walking and never caring to what's happening around her. Yet she could not ignore the one scene her mind painfully put through her. Can it be anymore worse? Why? Yes she is oblivious to what is happening around her yet she couldn't ignore it, couldn't ignore this. The pain it brought. She's already hurting, it adds a lot to her battered soul, heart.
Does anybody know how to cope with this? With the betrayal of a friend? How, can somebody teach her to block away the pain of this situation bring cause she really doesn't know how to even react with the fact that Chiba Mamoru and Hino Rei betrayed her…
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That's it for now.
Sorry I'm a slow writer
Sorry this is short
Till next time
HCK