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Rainy Days Symbolize What? - chapter 5
Holy Chloe King
Ier Moon Blue
I.DO.NOT.OWN.SAILOR.MOON.
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The youma saw this and took the opportunity to attack her. She saw it coming, yet she's ready for it. already ready for what it is to come, she train herself to be a nicer fighter. She jumped high and...
"SAILOR MOON TIARA ATTACK!!!" and she throws it to the direction of the youma. But the youma quickly gotten away from it and lunges its claws at her ready to...
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It missed her. Warm body heat told her that fact. The youma never succeeded in clawing her body apart. Warm body heat. That must mean he still care. He can't possibly save her if he doesn't love her still. Maybe there's a chance that everything could go back to the normal. How can she forget anyway that they are des-
'Baka!' she thought as it register in her mind. 'He's just protecting you cause it is his duty! Can't your stupid mind take it? You're only a responsibility, a another big responsibility that adds up to his worries!' she shouted at herself in her mind, easing away from his deceiving arms as delicious as it may feel to be snaked around her.
"You should be careful, you know! I, we, are not always here to protect you! For fuc**** god's sake, you are this planets only hope! Think about your every move!!" there it goes again. His intelligent and wise advice about how she should take care of herself. One minute heaven the other hell. Damnit, this man changes mood as fast as the lightning.
She couldn't, wouldn't think about this now. They are in the middle of a fight and an innocent child is on the line. She must not be selfish to think of herself now, right? She must not be selfish to cry out because he did it again, right? She must not be selfish to feel like dying cause she is dying, right?
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Yet, it's not the fight that had killed her. It's more than that. It's not the physical pain, but the emotional anguish, the emotional pain that had caused her death. That made her breath stop, that made her heart break...
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The fight is fierce. That awful and life-taking youma is very cruel to have done this damage. That one big hell of a youma just have to ruin what is left of her. It just have to one day go out and demand about the 'talisman' just accidentally ruin her life more.
The fight is far from over and the youma is just a few feet away from it's victory. It is laughing like a hyena, shoving in her face the stupid that she is. Not to mention how that youma had laugh in her because she is losing for the first time and it felt great for them. Sailor Mercury is busy scanning her computer for it's weakness as the other three, Sailor Mars, Sailor Jupiter and Sailor Venus is fight fiercer than she should have been, can anyone blame her? She so damn tired from the strains of the passed few days, the stress that had build up on her.
The youma blazed and lunges towards her though she luckily got away from it. she look around her, the senshis are all look tired yet still eager to fight, eager to win this fierce fight with that horrible youma. Sailor Venus had her ankle broken but struggling to stand up, actually looks like she's trying to attack the youma anytime. Sailor Mars shouted her attack, it hit the youma but it didn't affect him that much. Sailor Jupiter, already angry with her fists tight in a ball, asking Sailor Mercury if she already found the youma's weakness in her mini-computer. And so is Tuxedo Kamen.
She just want to finish this and just crawl back to the bed the management of the girls town gave her. But she really doesn't have much choice, does she? The youma got more angry by each second passing. Sailor Moon steady herself and prepare to attack the seemingly no weakness youma that just make matters worse than it already is for her.
...And she aimed her attacked, directly to the youma's head. She didn't know if it is its weakness but it's the next best thing. She didn't know if the creature have a heart anyway? (AN: youma have a heart... tsk tsk tsk... verbal irony?)
But the youma saw it and quickly got away and on its path is Sailor Mercury... now, when did Sailor Mercury get there? But that time is not the time to wonder if Sailor Moon only knows, only know that her attack was received by Sailor Mercury instead of the youma.
Big blue eyes watch as the blast hit Sailor Mercury. It also watch as Sailor Mercury collapse in the ground. She don't know what to do. Stuck there paralyze with fear. Never in a million lifetimes did she ever think that she would've kill Sailor Mercury.
The scout rush to the wounded senshi as she lay there dead, it looks to Sailor Moon. The youma, forgotten, took aim and shove its claws to Sailor Moon. It's claws had cut her side so deep, she almost fainted. Yet, she needed to fight and finish this thing once and for all. She run and aimed for the youma. Anger and pain from the situation pushed her to kill that life-taking youma, that youma who make her life more complicated. She cried punching, kicking the youma. On dear life she will kill it.
It took her fifteen minutes to finish that youma alone and wounded. She can't stand after it anymore. Tired, exhausted, worn out, she stood up and walk towards the group of senshi. Tears rolled from her eyes, making two visible rivers from her eyes to her chin. One of her bestfriend is dead and it is all her fault that she is de-
²ahh... it hurts tuxedo kamen...my leg hurts badly...I need to get to the hospital please...'' Sailor Mercury whimpered as the other senshi's and Tuxedo kamen try to get her up. She's not dead. 'Arigato kami-sama', Sailor Moon thought as she saw her friend trying to get up.
"Sailor Mercury, thank god you're-"
"Back off you bitch!" Tuxedo Kamen cut her off, yelled at her while eyes glared at her. She saw his eyes, eyes that was once held a beautiful loving glow for her now, glazed with the fire of hatred meant for her, she knows why. His tall frame hovering dangerously ove her. Eyes blazing with the blazing force of his anger she had never seen, wish she had never seen.
She didn't mean to. But obviously they didn't realize it. Fear, worry and pain filled her eyes. Fear, they were furious of her enough to cause something, to damage her. Worry, the pain in Sailor Mercury's eyes is too much for her already battered soul to bear. Pain...
"What can you say now, huh?! You happy now? Now that you almost killed your friend?! Does that feel good? Are you satisfied?!" Tuxedo Kamen. Kami, does he know she felt anything but that? He was... he should know her more than that. Yet, it turns out not. He doesn't know her after all, not even after a thousand years of so-called love...
"That odango-baka will never change. She will always be messing up our lives. She will always klutz out and ditz out and always ruin everything. I wouldn't be surprise if one day she might kill us all because of her clumsiness" Sailor Mars. She always know the words that will hurt her, will kill her. Cannot she be so eloquent just for a moment? She's supposed to be her best friend. Well, some best friend she have.
"We must stay away from her, she might really do some serious damage to us." Sailor Venus
"yeah, I wouldn't wait for that to happen." Sailor Jupiter
They were always so nice, supportive. Guess people really do change, drastic change. But could she blame them. It hurt, right, but she can't deny the fact that she really is everything they say. She really might do something so awful, a damage. And Sailor Mercury. She doesn't speak but its not doing anything good either for her with her eyes, accusing, glaring at her. How did things gone to this? She should have for see this, now her heart...
"Listen to me you baka! If I saw you anywhere near Chibi-usa, you will not like what I intend to do" Tuxedo Kamen, grabbing her hair, boasted. His eyes, smoldering, darkest shade of blue, violent with anger. She doesn't know him anymore. Where did the man she loved go? "do not touch us, do not come near us or else." And he let go of her hair. The finality of his voice, the iciness in it. Everything's all done. Her heart, just broken pieces. And as of now, she dies. Not of physical pain, but something too deep mere person couldn't comprehend...
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She wasn't allowed to even come near them. And they expect her to live and breath. How could they? Don't they know that every breath of air, every minute that she's still existing, every beat of her heart kills her more and more, making her oblivious to the fact that she have to live without a reason. That she have to live a meaningless and tortured life.
She just wish she dies, to have peace she had wanted ever since the beginning of these all. She just want to close her eyes and never wake up, wake up in this world that tortured her. She doesn't mind being taken to hell. She already is in hell...
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That's it for now, I promise to upload the 6th chapter soon
Sorry if this chapter took so long, college and me running out of ideas
Cause the delay of chapter five, but now it is here, please do tell me what you think. Again Sorry for the delay and chapter 6 will come soon.
Thank you!!!
Signing off
Holy Chloe King
Ier Moon Blue
Reimaund
Bibilog
Rainy Days Symbolize What? - chapter 5
Holy Chloe King
Ier Moon Blue
I.DO.NOT.OWN.SAILOR.MOON.
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The youma saw this and took the opportunity to attack her. She saw it coming, yet she's ready for it. already ready for what it is to come, she train herself to be a nicer fighter. She jumped high and...
"SAILOR MOON TIARA ATTACK!!!" and she throws it to the direction of the youma. But the youma quickly gotten away from it and lunges its claws at her ready to...
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It missed her. Warm body heat told her that fact. The youma never succeeded in clawing her body apart. Warm body heat. That must mean he still care. He can't possibly save her if he doesn't love her still. Maybe there's a chance that everything could go back to the normal. How can she forget anyway that they are des-
'Baka!' she thought as it register in her mind. 'He's just protecting you cause it is his duty! Can't your stupid mind take it? You're only a responsibility, a another big responsibility that adds up to his worries!' she shouted at herself in her mind, easing away from his deceiving arms as delicious as it may feel to be snaked around her.
"You should be careful, you know! I, we, are not always here to protect you! For fuc**** god's sake, you are this planets only hope! Think about your every move!!" there it goes again. His intelligent and wise advice about how she should take care of herself. One minute heaven the other hell. Damnit, this man changes mood as fast as the lightning.
She couldn't, wouldn't think about this now. They are in the middle of a fight and an innocent child is on the line. She must not be selfish to think of herself now, right? She must not be selfish to cry out because he did it again, right? She must not be selfish to feel like dying cause she is dying, right?
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Yet, it's not the fight that had killed her. It's more than that. It's not the physical pain, but the emotional anguish, the emotional pain that had caused her death. That made her breath stop, that made her heart break...
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The fight is fierce. That awful and life-taking youma is very cruel to have done this damage. That one big hell of a youma just have to ruin what is left of her. It just have to one day go out and demand about the 'talisman' just accidentally ruin her life more.
The fight is far from over and the youma is just a few feet away from it's victory. It is laughing like a hyena, shoving in her face the stupid that she is. Not to mention how that youma had laugh in her because she is losing for the first time and it felt great for them. Sailor Mercury is busy scanning her computer for it's weakness as the other three, Sailor Mars, Sailor Jupiter and Sailor Venus is fight fiercer than she should have been, can anyone blame her? She so damn tired from the strains of the passed few days, the stress that had build up on her.
The youma blazed and lunges towards her though she luckily got away from it. she look around her, the senshis are all look tired yet still eager to fight, eager to win this fierce fight with that horrible youma. Sailor Venus had her ankle broken but struggling to stand up, actually looks like she's trying to attack the youma anytime. Sailor Mars shouted her attack, it hit the youma but it didn't affect him that much. Sailor Jupiter, already angry with her fists tight in a ball, asking Sailor Mercury if she already found the youma's weakness in her mini-computer. And so is Tuxedo Kamen.
She just want to finish this and just crawl back to the bed the management of the girls town gave her. But she really doesn't have much choice, does she? The youma got more angry by each second passing. Sailor Moon steady herself and prepare to attack the seemingly no weakness youma that just make matters worse than it already is for her.
...And she aimed her attacked, directly to the youma's head. She didn't know if it is its weakness but it's the next best thing. She didn't know if the creature have a heart anyway? (AN: youma have a heart... tsk tsk tsk... verbal irony?)
But the youma saw it and quickly got away and on its path is Sailor Mercury... now, when did Sailor Mercury get there? But that time is not the time to wonder if Sailor Moon only knows, only know that her attack was received by Sailor Mercury instead of the youma.
Big blue eyes watch as the blast hit Sailor Mercury. It also watch as Sailor Mercury collapse in the ground. She don't know what to do. Stuck there paralyze with fear. Never in a million lifetimes did she ever think that she would've kill Sailor Mercury.
The scout rush to the wounded senshi as she lay there dead, it looks to Sailor Moon. The youma, forgotten, took aim and shove its claws to Sailor Moon. It's claws had cut her side so deep, she almost fainted. Yet, she needed to fight and finish this thing once and for all. She run and aimed for the youma. Anger and pain from the situation pushed her to kill that life-taking youma, that youma who make her life more complicated. She cried punching, kicking the youma. On dear life she will kill it.
It took her fifteen minutes to finish that youma alone and wounded. She can't stand after it anymore. Tired, exhausted, worn out, she stood up and walk towards the group of senshi. Tears rolled from her eyes, making two visible rivers from her eyes to her chin. One of her bestfriend is dead and it is all her fault that she is de-
²ahh... it hurts tuxedo kamen...my leg hurts badly...I need to get to the hospital please...'' Sailor Mercury whimpered as the other senshi's and Tuxedo kamen try to get her up. She's not dead. 'Arigato kami-sama', Sailor Moon thought as she saw her friend trying to get up.
"Sailor Mercury, thank god you're-"
"Back off you bitch!" Tuxedo Kamen cut her off, yelled at her while eyes glared at her. She saw his eyes, eyes that was once held a beautiful loving glow for her now, glazed with the fire of hatred meant for her, she knows why. His tall frame hovering dangerously ove her. Eyes blazing with the blazing force of his anger she had never seen, wish she had never seen.
She didn't mean to. But obviously they didn't realize it. Fear, worry and pain filled her eyes. Fear, they were furious of her enough to cause something, to damage her. Worry, the pain in Sailor Mercury's eyes is too much for her already battered soul to bear. Pain...
"What can you say now, huh?! You happy now? Now that you almost killed your friend?! Does that feel good? Are you satisfied?!" Tuxedo Kamen. Kami, does he know she felt anything but that? He was... he should know her more than that. Yet, it turns out not. He doesn't know her after all, not even after a thousand years of so-called love...
"That odango-baka will never change. She will always be messing up our lives. She will always klutz out and ditz out and always ruin everything. I wouldn't be surprise if one day she might kill us all because of her clumsiness" Sailor Mars. She always know the words that will hurt her, will kill her. Cannot she be so eloquent just for a moment? She's supposed to be her best friend. Well, some best friend she have.
"We must stay away from her, she might really do some serious damage to us." Sailor Venus
"yeah, I wouldn't wait for that to happen." Sailor Jupiter
They were always so nice, supportive. Guess people really do change, drastic change. But could she blame them. It hurt, right, but she can't deny the fact that she really is everything they say. She really might do something so awful, a damage. And Sailor Mercury. She doesn't speak but its not doing anything good either for her with her eyes, accusing, glaring at her. How did things gone to this? She should have for see this, now her heart...
"Listen to me you baka! If I saw you anywhere near Chibi-usa, you will not like what I intend to do" Tuxedo Kamen, grabbing her hair, boasted. His eyes, smoldering, darkest shade of blue, violent with anger. She doesn't know him anymore. Where did the man she loved go? "do not touch us, do not come near us or else." And he let go of her hair. The finality of his voice, the iciness in it. Everything's all done. Her heart, just broken pieces. And as of now, she dies. Not of physical pain, but something too deep mere person couldn't comprehend...
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She wasn't allowed to even come near them. And they expect her to live and breath. How could they? Don't they know that every breath of air, every minute that she's still existing, every beat of her heart kills her more and more, making her oblivious to the fact that she have to live without a reason. That she have to live a meaningless and tortured life.
She just wish she dies, to have peace she had wanted ever since the beginning of these all. She just want to close her eyes and never wake up, wake up in this world that tortured her. She doesn't mind being taken to hell. She already is in hell...
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That's it for now, I promise to upload the 6th chapter soon
Sorry if this chapter took so long, college and me running out of ideas
Cause the delay of chapter five, but now it is here, please do tell me what you think. Again Sorry for the delay and chapter 6 will come soon.
Thank you!!!
Signing off
Holy Chloe King
Ier Moon Blue
Reimaund
Bibilog