Yey! Long chapter! Well- longest so far, I think! Anyway- replies!:
NANATSUSAYA-SAN: Sara is the 2nd most disliked character, ne? Who's the 1st? O.O sorry for my ignorance- I'm just curious!
KIRALUVR: Sorry it took so long to update, hun! Been waiting on my quota to be reached!
NEHANA: [laughs] hey- I've made it a point to reply to people who leave me a review with... something to reply TO! I dunno- I always like hearing when authors actually have something to say to me!
SAKURA-NO-TAMASHI: Yes- all the pain, ne? Hopefully everything goes alright with them... hehehe...
HAKUKUMO: I did a good job last chapter, huh? [wink wink, nudge nudge]
DRAGONEYES: [curtseys] thank you! Um... yes- of course Setsuna-kun is gonna get his mind back... after some drama- but yes- eventually!
LORELEL: ((I like your name!)) An insane Setsuna... sounds like a plan ^_^. And I think this is where I'm supposed to blush madly and hide my face in embarrassment. My beta didn't beta the first two chapters- and even this one she just read it and gave it a thumbs up without making changes- so so far it's all on my own... hehehe...
DISCLAIMER: Usually I come up with the chapter titles AFTER I write the chapter... but this one just sorta came out of my head. I don't own Angel Sanctuary- but I own the Japanese-english dictionary I'm using to translate the manga ^_^. Yey!
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/.../: Thoughts
Gardenia: "'Aoi' Means 'Blue'"
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/So beautiful.../ The male thought vaguely as the Alexiel in his arms slowly began to kiss his chin leading to his ear lobe. Kira smiled to himself- the kisses were feathery in how they caressed him and he was content feeling their warmth against him. If anything, he didn't want them to stop.
"Nanatsusaya..." She whispered into his ear as her slender hands moved down his naked chest, fingertips grazing an odd looking scar and his chiseled, muscled torso. "Nanatsusaya... you need to save me..." Her kisses moved expertly down his neck and to his collarbone.
"Save... you...?" Kira closed his eyes as he felt the angel's hands continued their southern movement.
"Yes- save me..." He could feel a soft moistness against his right nipple, beginning to suckle on his pert flesh. Being the ever stoic man, he let no whimper escape his lips which literally defied his desire to.
"Why, Alexiel-sama...?" An old sense of duty flooded him as he felt slim fingers teasing his thighs as the woman's lips moved to his left nipple.
"Because..." The tone of Alexiel's voice seemed to change- somehow it was slightly deeper and more playful at the same time. "Because- I need you." Kira's eyes slid open slowly, looking down at the winged figure resting between his legs, head resting against his chest.
"Set-" The teenager smiled lightly and put his fingers to Kira's lips to stop the spilling of words.
"Sh... Just listen." Setsuna's wings slightly waved and he drifted upwards on Kira's chest so they were eye to eye. "Nanatsusaya..." Setsuna closed his eyes and almost childishly rubbed his cheek against Kira's.
/It's him.../
"I miss you so much..." The angel whispered into his ear, continuing to hover over him. "I'm so lonely without you... always so lonely..." Kira suddenly felt a warm drop on his face- Setsuna was crying. "I need you with me... in me... Nanatsusaya- let me be with you." He was pleading- begging and the feeling was revoltingly sickening.
"Why?" The question seemed to be born of thin air and in an instant Setsuna's face turned to disbelief and shock.
"Because- I need you, Nanatsusaya! I want you with me and ONLY me!"
/This needs to stop.../
Setsuna was crying harder now. "I've waited for you to come take me and make me yours but you haven't come. Save me, Nanatsusaya!"
/I've heard this before- can this stop all ready?/ "Setsuna...?" Kira frowned and the image soon disappeared to the color black and the peeling paint of the lone man's Tokyo apartment.
It had been the third time that week and he was getting sick of it. But it was always one more line he heard- one more whimper and one more tear he suffered through in his dreams.
Ever since he'd decided to take a "break" from work, the strange dreams had evolved into more insistent pleading.
"Why can't they just stop..?" Kira whispered to no one but himself- but the voice that responded was soft and even in its youth was as if it were full of wisdom.
"Do you really want them to?" The teenager made no motion to acknowledge a threat, but sighed lightly as he continued to stare blankly at the ceiling.
"Does it matter?"
"Yes."
"Hmph... you were always a subtle one, weren't you, Sakuya?" Kira smirked and slowly sat up, running his left hand through his growing black tresses. The child's voice laughed lightly.
"I think that's why you chose me. Well- one of the reasons, anyway..." The teen slipped out of the tangle of his bed called sheets, and moved to the window. He didn't mind his naked flesh, nor the way the small breeze that was making its way into the room sent chills through his exposed body. It felt natural and anyone on the opposite side of the street who *happened* to be looking over could tell. "Why don't you answer to the dreams instead of ending them like that?" The child was curious.
"Because they're not real." Kira closed his eyes and tilted his face downwards, locks of hair falling around his still face.
"Weren't you the one reading a book about suppressed desires being revealed in your dreams...? Who wrote that again...?"
"Froyd."
"Then stop ignoring that you wanna see Setsuna-kun."
"You say 'kun' like you know him personally." A small smile curled onto his lips.
"I know him well enough through you. Besides- isn't he the one you're always moaning on about when you're touching yourself?"
Kira frowned and shook his head. "Oh that's nice- a kid with a sense of humor." The ghost child sitting on the small bed laughed lightly- and even if it was full of mirth, it was odd. The voice was echoing and unnatural.
"But... you know it's true. You miss him a lot."
"Hmph."
"Then see him."
"And what will that change?" Kira's voice was soft. "All the times I've gone to try and see him- to reach him... they're useless, Sakuya. He doesn't remember me."
"Are you sure about that?" It took a moment to sink in, but the teenager soon whirled around in his spot by the window, anger on his entire face.
"Don't you think I've tried to understand!? I love him, Sakuya- you know that as much as I do- and you think it's easy for me to see him sitting there on a bed with a blank expression on his face- not responding to anything I say or do?! Do you think I like it?"
The child on the bed made no motion to show he was scared, angered- appalled. He sat there behind his glasses studying the slowly calming Kira who had just gone on a rant. "I know you hate it. I can feel it in you. But haven't you thought that maybe he's just thinking about something else all the time? And that just maybe now he's ready to talk to you?" And the image of Sakuya faded away, leaving Kira staring at the spot where his younger "self" had been.
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/I know you miss him./
In a totally black space, there were two figures floating side by side. Both with eyes closed, both with relaxed expressions, but only one with tears streaming in twin trails down his cheeks.
//He's not listening.//
One was male and the other female.
/He'll come./
Both their ages were undeterminable, but the female was obviously older in the way her body had grown to full maturity. The male still seemed to be only years away from reaching his final height.
//I'm scared he won't.//
Their naked flesh was pale in comparison to the entire black of their surroundings; it glowed almost.
/Trust in him./
The tears down the male's face continued, leaving the area under his eyes slightly pink.
//I miss him so bad.//
The woman's long dark brown locks drifted around her slim form.
/So believe my promise that he's coming for you./
The tears seemed to be slowing down.
//I want to believe that.//
/Then please believe./
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Spooky-ooky!
NO UPDATES TILL 20! ((Wow- 20 for an AS fic? Damn))
NEXT CHAPTER: It'll probably be from Katan or Rociel's POV... I haven't decided yet ^_^.
NANATSUSAYA-SAN: Sara is the 2nd most disliked character, ne? Who's the 1st? O.O sorry for my ignorance- I'm just curious!
KIRALUVR: Sorry it took so long to update, hun! Been waiting on my quota to be reached!
NEHANA: [laughs] hey- I've made it a point to reply to people who leave me a review with... something to reply TO! I dunno- I always like hearing when authors actually have something to say to me!
SAKURA-NO-TAMASHI: Yes- all the pain, ne? Hopefully everything goes alright with them... hehehe...
HAKUKUMO: I did a good job last chapter, huh? [wink wink, nudge nudge]
DRAGONEYES: [curtseys] thank you! Um... yes- of course Setsuna-kun is gonna get his mind back... after some drama- but yes- eventually!
LORELEL: ((I like your name!)) An insane Setsuna... sounds like a plan ^_^. And I think this is where I'm supposed to blush madly and hide my face in embarrassment. My beta didn't beta the first two chapters- and even this one she just read it and gave it a thumbs up without making changes- so so far it's all on my own... hehehe...
DISCLAIMER: Usually I come up with the chapter titles AFTER I write the chapter... but this one just sorta came out of my head. I don't own Angel Sanctuary- but I own the Japanese-english dictionary I'm using to translate the manga ^_^. Yey!
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/.../: Thoughts
Gardenia: "'Aoi' Means 'Blue'"
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/So beautiful.../ The male thought vaguely as the Alexiel in his arms slowly began to kiss his chin leading to his ear lobe. Kira smiled to himself- the kisses were feathery in how they caressed him and he was content feeling their warmth against him. If anything, he didn't want them to stop.
"Nanatsusaya..." She whispered into his ear as her slender hands moved down his naked chest, fingertips grazing an odd looking scar and his chiseled, muscled torso. "Nanatsusaya... you need to save me..." Her kisses moved expertly down his neck and to his collarbone.
"Save... you...?" Kira closed his eyes as he felt the angel's hands continued their southern movement.
"Yes- save me..." He could feel a soft moistness against his right nipple, beginning to suckle on his pert flesh. Being the ever stoic man, he let no whimper escape his lips which literally defied his desire to.
"Why, Alexiel-sama...?" An old sense of duty flooded him as he felt slim fingers teasing his thighs as the woman's lips moved to his left nipple.
"Because..." The tone of Alexiel's voice seemed to change- somehow it was slightly deeper and more playful at the same time. "Because- I need you." Kira's eyes slid open slowly, looking down at the winged figure resting between his legs, head resting against his chest.
"Set-" The teenager smiled lightly and put his fingers to Kira's lips to stop the spilling of words.
"Sh... Just listen." Setsuna's wings slightly waved and he drifted upwards on Kira's chest so they were eye to eye. "Nanatsusaya..." Setsuna closed his eyes and almost childishly rubbed his cheek against Kira's.
/It's him.../
"I miss you so much..." The angel whispered into his ear, continuing to hover over him. "I'm so lonely without you... always so lonely..." Kira suddenly felt a warm drop on his face- Setsuna was crying. "I need you with me... in me... Nanatsusaya- let me be with you." He was pleading- begging and the feeling was revoltingly sickening.
"Why?" The question seemed to be born of thin air and in an instant Setsuna's face turned to disbelief and shock.
"Because- I need you, Nanatsusaya! I want you with me and ONLY me!"
/This needs to stop.../
Setsuna was crying harder now. "I've waited for you to come take me and make me yours but you haven't come. Save me, Nanatsusaya!"
/I've heard this before- can this stop all ready?/ "Setsuna...?" Kira frowned and the image soon disappeared to the color black and the peeling paint of the lone man's Tokyo apartment.
It had been the third time that week and he was getting sick of it. But it was always one more line he heard- one more whimper and one more tear he suffered through in his dreams.
Ever since he'd decided to take a "break" from work, the strange dreams had evolved into more insistent pleading.
"Why can't they just stop..?" Kira whispered to no one but himself- but the voice that responded was soft and even in its youth was as if it were full of wisdom.
"Do you really want them to?" The teenager made no motion to acknowledge a threat, but sighed lightly as he continued to stare blankly at the ceiling.
"Does it matter?"
"Yes."
"Hmph... you were always a subtle one, weren't you, Sakuya?" Kira smirked and slowly sat up, running his left hand through his growing black tresses. The child's voice laughed lightly.
"I think that's why you chose me. Well- one of the reasons, anyway..." The teen slipped out of the tangle of his bed called sheets, and moved to the window. He didn't mind his naked flesh, nor the way the small breeze that was making its way into the room sent chills through his exposed body. It felt natural and anyone on the opposite side of the street who *happened* to be looking over could tell. "Why don't you answer to the dreams instead of ending them like that?" The child was curious.
"Because they're not real." Kira closed his eyes and tilted his face downwards, locks of hair falling around his still face.
"Weren't you the one reading a book about suppressed desires being revealed in your dreams...? Who wrote that again...?"
"Froyd."
"Then stop ignoring that you wanna see Setsuna-kun."
"You say 'kun' like you know him personally." A small smile curled onto his lips.
"I know him well enough through you. Besides- isn't he the one you're always moaning on about when you're touching yourself?"
Kira frowned and shook his head. "Oh that's nice- a kid with a sense of humor." The ghost child sitting on the small bed laughed lightly- and even if it was full of mirth, it was odd. The voice was echoing and unnatural.
"But... you know it's true. You miss him a lot."
"Hmph."
"Then see him."
"And what will that change?" Kira's voice was soft. "All the times I've gone to try and see him- to reach him... they're useless, Sakuya. He doesn't remember me."
"Are you sure about that?" It took a moment to sink in, but the teenager soon whirled around in his spot by the window, anger on his entire face.
"Don't you think I've tried to understand!? I love him, Sakuya- you know that as much as I do- and you think it's easy for me to see him sitting there on a bed with a blank expression on his face- not responding to anything I say or do?! Do you think I like it?"
The child on the bed made no motion to show he was scared, angered- appalled. He sat there behind his glasses studying the slowly calming Kira who had just gone on a rant. "I know you hate it. I can feel it in you. But haven't you thought that maybe he's just thinking about something else all the time? And that just maybe now he's ready to talk to you?" And the image of Sakuya faded away, leaving Kira staring at the spot where his younger "self" had been.
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/I know you miss him./
In a totally black space, there were two figures floating side by side. Both with eyes closed, both with relaxed expressions, but only one with tears streaming in twin trails down his cheeks.
//He's not listening.//
One was male and the other female.
/He'll come./
Both their ages were undeterminable, but the female was obviously older in the way her body had grown to full maturity. The male still seemed to be only years away from reaching his final height.
//I'm scared he won't.//
Their naked flesh was pale in comparison to the entire black of their surroundings; it glowed almost.
/Trust in him./
The tears down the male's face continued, leaving the area under his eyes slightly pink.
//I miss him so bad.//
The woman's long dark brown locks drifted around her slim form.
/So believe my promise that he's coming for you./
The tears seemed to be slowing down.
//I want to believe that.//
/Then please believe./
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Spooky-ooky!
NO UPDATES TILL 20! ((Wow- 20 for an AS fic? Damn))
NEXT CHAPTER: It'll probably be from Katan or Rociel's POV... I haven't decided yet ^_^.