Bad, bad Soraoathkeeper!!! Yes, I know that I should be working on Promises
right now, but my mind is a total blank! Maybe blowing off this steam will
help me...
I just LOVE Yuhi!!! He is so cool!!! And Aya should be with him! Toya just feels like more of a mysterious person, not all lovey-dovey like Aya. Not that I would know, I've only read 1-3! Can't find the English version of #4 anywhere, and can't read enough Japanese to really understand it completely yet (keyword being YET!). So please don't blame me for any mistakes I might make on the REAL storyline.
Oh yeah, Yuhi didn't tell Aya that he loved her in Vol. 3. So she has no idea that he cares for her A LOT. Also, Toya breaks free of Kagomi and decides to have nothing to do with the Mikage Family, save Aya.
And you should really read Falling Rain by Perlya. She's not at FF.net, but just copy and paste into the Address bar and it should work. It's so sad and sweet!
Anyway, I don't own Why by Avril Lavigne or Ayashi no Ceres.
Read on!
Key: {Thoughts} /Sounds/ (Song Lyrics)
~Sacrificesacrificesacrificesacrificesacrificesacrificesacrifice ~ Yuhi sighed. He was sitting in his room, his head resting on his hands, watching the rain stream down the windowpane. He was bored. Mrs. Q was taking care of Suzumi, feeding her, dressing her, even talking to her. Not that Suzumi was listening. Her soul still wandered in her dreams of her husband, his dead brother. They had had to shut down the Dance School for a while, because she obviously couldn't teach. Yuhi was thinking of opening a restaurant, since not much money was coming in. If they ran out of money..., well then he might have to go. Not that Suzumi or Mrs. Q would actually kick him out; no, he would go himself. But he really didn't want to, as this was his only home he had. He didn't know where he or Aya would go after this.
(Why, do you always do this to me?)
Thinking of Aya made him smile. Her fair hair, her golden eyes, everything about her made him feel warm inside. But that feeling quickly went up in flames when he remembered where she was and whom she was with. She was going out somewhere with Toya. They were just sitting down to a quiet dinner when there came a knock at the door. When he opened the door, he thought he would see one of Suzumi's dance students inquiring about her health or maybe someone well wishing her recovery. Imagine his surprise when instead, Toya had appeared at the door, asking about Aya. *****F*L*A*S*H*B*A*C*K****F*L*A*S*H*B*A*C*K*****
/Knock, knock/
(Why, couldn't you just see through me?)
"Now who could that be? It looks like it's going to rain and nobody should be out at this time of night."
(How come, you act like this)
Aya dug into the food that Yuhi had prepared that night for dinner.
(Like you just don't care at all)
"Maybe someone wants to make sure Suzumi is okay?"
(Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?)
"Yeah, that's probably it."
(I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away)
/KNOCK, KNOCK/
(I could feel I could feel you baby, why)
"I'm coming, I'm coming...."
(It's not supposed to feel this way)
Yuhi got up from his seat and made his way over to the door, mumbling under his breath.
(I need you, I need you)
"Now my food is going to be all cold and I won't be able to enjoy it..."
(More and more each day)
He yanked open the door.
(It's not supposed to hurt this way)
"Look, Suzumi is sick, so..."
(Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?)
Silence.
(I need you, I need you, I need you)
"Where's Aya?"
(Tell me, are you and me still together?)
Yuhi gaped at the sight in front of him. A certain red haired, long-legged man was in the doorway. His wrists were raw and bleeding.
(Tell me, do you think we could last forever?)
"Toya?!"
(Tell me, why)
Aya got up and ran to the doorway.
(Hey, listen to what we're not saying)
"Ohmygod, Toya! What happened to you?! Where have you been?! And just look at your wrists, they're raw and bleeding! We have to clean you up..."
(Let's play, a different game than what we're playing)
Aya pulled Toya inside, babbling about how he was hurt and how did he get here anyway?
(Try, to look at me and really see my heart)
Yuhi watched this silently.
(I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away)
"It doesn't hurt, really. And I may not be welcome here..." Toya said with a glance in Yuhi's direction.
(I could feel I could feel you baby, why)
Yuhi said nothing.
(It's not supposed to feel this way)
"Oh, but you can stay here,....right Yuhi?" Aya pleaded, turning to Yuhi for the first time since Toya had come.
(I need you, I need you)
And Yuhi, powerless against Aya, found himself saying yes.
(More and more each day)
"Yeah, I guess..."
(It's not supposed to hurt this way)
"Oh THANK YOU Yuhi! Now, you can sleep right across from me, where Yuhi is..."
(I need you, I need you, I need you)
Toya shifted uncomfortably.
(Tell me, are you and me still together?)
"No, it's ok, I'll just sleep here in this room." He pointed to where Yuhi slept before he moved into the room across from Aya.
(Tell me, you think we could last forever?)
"Are you sure? Because we could always arrange for you to sleep somewhere else-"
(Tell me, why)
"No, I like it here."
(So go and think about whatever you need to think about)
"Okay, if you're sure..."
****E*N*D******F*L*A*S*H*B*A*C*K******E*N*D****
Yuhi smiled sadly. When it was just him and Aya, everything was fine. He wasn't transparent or made of glass. But as soon as Toya came, Aya completely forgot about him. It was like he was invisible. Sometimes, Yuhi felt like screaming in her face, "Hey, just, LOOK at me! I'm here too! I'm not invisible!" It just wasn't fair.
(Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about)
Anyway, Toya had taken Aya out to eat, since he hadn't wanted to cook since he had come. They should be coming back soon...
(And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel)
Sure enough, Yuhi heard the click-swish of the front door opening. Hastily, Yuhi jumped into his bed. He didn't want to face Aya when she came back from her "date" with Toya. It would be just too painful. He huddled in his covers, trying to go to sleep.
(I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away)
"...and thanks for taking me out this evening. It was really great."
(I could feel I could feel you baby, why)
"It wasn't-"
(It's not supposed to hurt this way)
"Well, good night Toya. I'll see you in the morning."
(I need you, I need you)
"'Night."
(More and more each day)
He listened to her enter the room, treading softly on the wooden floor. He quickly closed his eyes.
(It's not supposed to hurt this way)
He heard Aya open the door that separated his room and hers. He sneaked a quick look at her. She was looking at him.
(I need you, I need you, I need you)
"Yuhi?" she called softly.
(Tell me)
He didn't answer.
(It's not supposed to hurt this way)
She turned around and shut the door to his room. "He must have been tired. It's only...Oh my god, 10:30!!! I have to get to bed!
(I need you, I need you)
Yuhi eavesdropped on the frantic swoosh-swoosh of Aya changing into her pajamas. He listened to her nestling in her bed, and was still listening when she voiced her thoughts aloud.
(More and more each day)
"Hmmm, that's weird. He should be awake...." She giggled. "...yelling at me for staying out too late, or for reading legends about the celestial maidens all night..." He heard her shift beneath her bed sheets. "...but I wonder sometimes,....why does he care...?"
(It's not supposed to hurt this way)
There was silence for a long minute. Then, deep breathing told Yuhi that Aya was asleep.
(I need you, I need you, I need you)
He drew his covers up to his neck and rolled over to the other side so that his back was facing the door. Soon, he dropped off to that place where he often went, where there was just him and Aya, in a world that knew no pain, knew no hurt, only love and kindness.
(Tell me, are you and me still together?)
{...why do I care?}
(Tell me, do you think we could last forever?)
(Tell me, why)
~Invisibleinvisibleinvisibleinvisibleinvisibleinvisibleinvisible~
Well, how did you like it? Review and tell me! And if you read Promises, please tell me if you have any thoughts on what I should write for Sora's POV. Ja ne! ~Soraoathkeeper~
I just LOVE Yuhi!!! He is so cool!!! And Aya should be with him! Toya just feels like more of a mysterious person, not all lovey-dovey like Aya. Not that I would know, I've only read 1-3! Can't find the English version of #4 anywhere, and can't read enough Japanese to really understand it completely yet (keyword being YET!). So please don't blame me for any mistakes I might make on the REAL storyline.
Oh yeah, Yuhi didn't tell Aya that he loved her in Vol. 3. So she has no idea that he cares for her A LOT. Also, Toya breaks free of Kagomi and decides to have nothing to do with the Mikage Family, save Aya.
And you should really read Falling Rain by Perlya. She's not at FF.net, but just copy and paste into the Address bar and it should work. It's so sad and sweet!
Anyway, I don't own Why by Avril Lavigne or Ayashi no Ceres.
Read on!
Key: {Thoughts} /Sounds/ (Song Lyrics)
~Sacrificesacrificesacrificesacrificesacrificesacrificesacrifice ~ Yuhi sighed. He was sitting in his room, his head resting on his hands, watching the rain stream down the windowpane. He was bored. Mrs. Q was taking care of Suzumi, feeding her, dressing her, even talking to her. Not that Suzumi was listening. Her soul still wandered in her dreams of her husband, his dead brother. They had had to shut down the Dance School for a while, because she obviously couldn't teach. Yuhi was thinking of opening a restaurant, since not much money was coming in. If they ran out of money..., well then he might have to go. Not that Suzumi or Mrs. Q would actually kick him out; no, he would go himself. But he really didn't want to, as this was his only home he had. He didn't know where he or Aya would go after this.
(Why, do you always do this to me?)
Thinking of Aya made him smile. Her fair hair, her golden eyes, everything about her made him feel warm inside. But that feeling quickly went up in flames when he remembered where she was and whom she was with. She was going out somewhere with Toya. They were just sitting down to a quiet dinner when there came a knock at the door. When he opened the door, he thought he would see one of Suzumi's dance students inquiring about her health or maybe someone well wishing her recovery. Imagine his surprise when instead, Toya had appeared at the door, asking about Aya. *****F*L*A*S*H*B*A*C*K****F*L*A*S*H*B*A*C*K*****
/Knock, knock/
(Why, couldn't you just see through me?)
"Now who could that be? It looks like it's going to rain and nobody should be out at this time of night."
(How come, you act like this)
Aya dug into the food that Yuhi had prepared that night for dinner.
(Like you just don't care at all)
"Maybe someone wants to make sure Suzumi is okay?"
(Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?)
"Yeah, that's probably it."
(I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away)
/KNOCK, KNOCK/
(I could feel I could feel you baby, why)
"I'm coming, I'm coming...."
(It's not supposed to feel this way)
Yuhi got up from his seat and made his way over to the door, mumbling under his breath.
(I need you, I need you)
"Now my food is going to be all cold and I won't be able to enjoy it..."
(More and more each day)
He yanked open the door.
(It's not supposed to hurt this way)
"Look, Suzumi is sick, so..."
(Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?)
Silence.
(I need you, I need you, I need you)
"Where's Aya?"
(Tell me, are you and me still together?)
Yuhi gaped at the sight in front of him. A certain red haired, long-legged man was in the doorway. His wrists were raw and bleeding.
(Tell me, do you think we could last forever?)
"Toya?!"
(Tell me, why)
Aya got up and ran to the doorway.
(Hey, listen to what we're not saying)
"Ohmygod, Toya! What happened to you?! Where have you been?! And just look at your wrists, they're raw and bleeding! We have to clean you up..."
(Let's play, a different game than what we're playing)
Aya pulled Toya inside, babbling about how he was hurt and how did he get here anyway?
(Try, to look at me and really see my heart)
Yuhi watched this silently.
(I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away)
"It doesn't hurt, really. And I may not be welcome here..." Toya said with a glance in Yuhi's direction.
(I could feel I could feel you baby, why)
Yuhi said nothing.
(It's not supposed to feel this way)
"Oh, but you can stay here,....right Yuhi?" Aya pleaded, turning to Yuhi for the first time since Toya had come.
(I need you, I need you)
And Yuhi, powerless against Aya, found himself saying yes.
(More and more each day)
"Yeah, I guess..."
(It's not supposed to hurt this way)
"Oh THANK YOU Yuhi! Now, you can sleep right across from me, where Yuhi is..."
(I need you, I need you, I need you)
Toya shifted uncomfortably.
(Tell me, are you and me still together?)
"No, it's ok, I'll just sleep here in this room." He pointed to where Yuhi slept before he moved into the room across from Aya.
(Tell me, you think we could last forever?)
"Are you sure? Because we could always arrange for you to sleep somewhere else-"
(Tell me, why)
"No, I like it here."
(So go and think about whatever you need to think about)
"Okay, if you're sure..."
****E*N*D******F*L*A*S*H*B*A*C*K******E*N*D****
Yuhi smiled sadly. When it was just him and Aya, everything was fine. He wasn't transparent or made of glass. But as soon as Toya came, Aya completely forgot about him. It was like he was invisible. Sometimes, Yuhi felt like screaming in her face, "Hey, just, LOOK at me! I'm here too! I'm not invisible!" It just wasn't fair.
(Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about)
Anyway, Toya had taken Aya out to eat, since he hadn't wanted to cook since he had come. They should be coming back soon...
(And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel)
Sure enough, Yuhi heard the click-swish of the front door opening. Hastily, Yuhi jumped into his bed. He didn't want to face Aya when she came back from her "date" with Toya. It would be just too painful. He huddled in his covers, trying to go to sleep.
(I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away)
"...and thanks for taking me out this evening. It was really great."
(I could feel I could feel you baby, why)
"It wasn't-"
(It's not supposed to hurt this way)
"Well, good night Toya. I'll see you in the morning."
(I need you, I need you)
"'Night."
(More and more each day)
He listened to her enter the room, treading softly on the wooden floor. He quickly closed his eyes.
(It's not supposed to hurt this way)
He heard Aya open the door that separated his room and hers. He sneaked a quick look at her. She was looking at him.
(I need you, I need you, I need you)
"Yuhi?" she called softly.
(Tell me)
He didn't answer.
(It's not supposed to hurt this way)
She turned around and shut the door to his room. "He must have been tired. It's only...Oh my god, 10:30!!! I have to get to bed!
(I need you, I need you)
Yuhi eavesdropped on the frantic swoosh-swoosh of Aya changing into her pajamas. He listened to her nestling in her bed, and was still listening when she voiced her thoughts aloud.
(More and more each day)
"Hmmm, that's weird. He should be awake...." She giggled. "...yelling at me for staying out too late, or for reading legends about the celestial maidens all night..." He heard her shift beneath her bed sheets. "...but I wonder sometimes,....why does he care...?"
(It's not supposed to hurt this way)
There was silence for a long minute. Then, deep breathing told Yuhi that Aya was asleep.
(I need you, I need you, I need you)
He drew his covers up to his neck and rolled over to the other side so that his back was facing the door. Soon, he dropped off to that place where he often went, where there was just him and Aya, in a world that knew no pain, knew no hurt, only love and kindness.
(Tell me, are you and me still together?)
{...why do I care?}
(Tell me, do you think we could last forever?)
(Tell me, why)
~Invisibleinvisibleinvisibleinvisibleinvisibleinvisibleinvisible~
Well, how did you like it? Review and tell me! And if you read Promises, please tell me if you have any thoughts on what I should write for Sora's POV. Ja ne! ~Soraoathkeeper~