Authors note: I do not own the Titanic and other characters used here, except Sarah Andrews(neƩ Williams ) and Ida Gray, they are created by me. This fanfiction is mostly built on the movie by Paramount Pictures and Twentieth Century Fox, but also the real story behind Titanic (most important!), Encyclopedia Titanica for the information(and being so great site) and Victor Garber for being such good at portrain Thomas Andrews - he and the Titanic are the main reasons why I wrote this.
This is my first fanfiction ever, please remember that fact and also, that my everyday language is not english. And Reviews are more than welcome!

Chapter I
Before the beginning

Happiness flew inside me, it was in every inch of my body. I was standing there, in that white room. My eyes were looking down to the street below from an hotel window.
The city street was full of people, who were ignoring the rain.

I watched the raindrops silently falling against the window edge. It was the beginning of April, the spring seemed to be near, already there were no signs of snow. But the wind was cold; cold as ice.

Some months ago, I was sure, that the life was over for me - there were nothing to hope, nothing to hold on to. But the life does some funny things, like for example, makes 190 degree changes. I believe - the faith is always somewhere out there, it is just looking for it's time to come.

I felt the gold ring band around my finger. I was married with the most wonderful man alive.

I couldn't bear a thought losing him...