The not-so-good ride back home
Author's note:
First of all, Thanks for all the reviews. I took all the advices you guys gave me and changed most of the chapters. Nothing big really, I just added some things to each chapter to complete the story, so check it out. You know the drill, review more and I'll post soon. I'm not sure when since Christmas is coming soon, but I promise to update as soon as possible, bye! HAPPY CHRISTMAS FOR ALL OF YOU READERS! (^_^)
The ride home was silent. No word were spoken between the sisters since no of them knew what to say to Phoebe. Prue wanted to run to Phoebe. To Hugh her and tell her that everything was going to be all right, but she knew that that wasn't going to happen. Things were eventually going to be better, but not for a while now.
Piper was thinking the same things as Prue. She was just so relief to have her sister back, but she also knew that the worst was about to come.
They finally arrived home after of what seemed like forever. Prue got out of the car after Piper. They were both waiting for Phoebe to step out of the car so they could finally Hugh her and have the sister moment they deserved after the events earlier that day, but they knew it was probably too soon for Phoebe.
After a few seconds of waiting for their sister Prue got a little closer to the window of the car to check on Phoebe; there she saw her sister making no effort to move. Instead she was resting her head against the window looking distant; she was stuck in her own world. It was going to be a long healing process, and it hadn't even started yet. Prue opened the other door of the car carefully not to disturb her sister. The last thing she wanted was to make Phoebe angry; otherwise she may never talk to her about what happened. Prue didn't want her to do that, especially not in a time when Phoebe needs her most.
"Phoebe, honey?" called Prue trying to sound as sweet as possible. But Phoebe didn't even notice her; she just kept looking to the window like she wasn't even there.
"Pheebs" called Prue again, this time louder to get Phoebe's attention. She got closer to Phoebe and gently touched her shoulder. Phoebe flinched at Prue's touch. She had been thinking about that place, that place where he hurt her so much. It didn't matter if it was Prue or Piper who touched her. She still felt the cold hands of Ikarias (yes, I finally decided to call the warlock Ikarias) touching her. She had been so absorbed in her own thinking that she hadn't notice that they were home already.
Phoebe saw Prue's concerned face after she flinched away from her touch, but she decided not to do anything about it. She had enough with her feelings like to be dealing with Prue's too.
"Sorry, I didn't notice we were already here" whispered Phoebe. She managed to smile even thought she wanted to scream. She had to talk really quite otherwise the tears she had been holding down would fall. She saw Prue giving her a warm smile in reassurance.
She got out of the car slowly, not to hurt her knee even more than it already was. Piper went over to Phoebe and wrapped her arms around her shoulders.
"I'm fine" Phoebe said coldly. She didn't want to be so cruel with her sisters but for some reason the words of Ikarias wouldn't leave her head. 'My sisters don't love me' she thought. "No" Phoebe muttered to herself unconsciously while shacking her head trying to get those words out of her head.
"No what sweetie?" asked Piper trying not to push her.
'Look at them pretending to actually care' the voice said in her head. "Nothing" said Phoebe ignoring the voice. 'Why do you bother in talking to them if they don't even listen to you?!' the voice told her again. 'They don't care!' the voice yelled.
"Yes they do" Phoebe said aloud. The only way to shut the voice out was by talking. "Phoebe are you ok?" Prue asked concerned. It wasn't common to see someone talking to themselves.
"Yeah, I'm great" said Phoebe sarcastically. She rushed to the stairs before her sisters got to say anything to her.
"Pheebs wait!" called Piper.
'Great. Here comes the "we love you" and "talk to us" speech. What a bunch of crap!' the voice yelled to Phoebe at the back of her head. Phoebe tried to ignore the voice again but this time she couldn't, it had made her mad. She stopped halfway to the stairs but decided not to make any eye contact so they wouldn't see that she was about to cry.
"Yes?" Phoebe asked without facing them.
"We want to talk to you" said Piper sweetly.
"About?" asked Phoebe knowing what it was about.
"Ikarias" said Prue trying to catch her sister's reaction.
Phoebe flinched at the sound of his name. She hated it so badly, more like she hated herself for letting him touch her like that. 'Why did I let him do that to me?' Phoebe thought.
"I don't want to talk" Phoebe said at the edge of tears.
"Phoebe." Prue started.
"I said I didn't want to talk about it!" Phoebe yelled angry. With that she ran upstairs to her room.
Why couldn't they just leave her alone? Couldn't they see that she was hurting right then? 'They don't want to see it' the voice said to her.' They have enough problems in their life like to be thinking about you' the voice told her. "They do care, if they didn't then they wouldn't have try to talk to me" Phoebe told herself in order to shut down the voice in her head. She couldn't help but to feel a little guilty. They were only trying to help her and she had pushed them away. Phoebe mentally kicked herself for it. 'If you wouldn't of been so stupid and weak against that warlock none of this would of happened' the voice told her. "It's true, it's my fault. If I would have been more responsible and had been home at time my sisters wouldn't be so hurt and worry" Phoebe said to herself as she started to cry.' why didn't I fight him? Why did I let him do that to me?
Author's note:
First of all, Thanks for all the reviews. I took all the advices you guys gave me and changed most of the chapters. Nothing big really, I just added some things to each chapter to complete the story, so check it out. You know the drill, review more and I'll post soon. I'm not sure when since Christmas is coming soon, but I promise to update as soon as possible, bye! HAPPY CHRISTMAS FOR ALL OF YOU READERS! (^_^)
The ride home was silent. No word were spoken between the sisters since no of them knew what to say to Phoebe. Prue wanted to run to Phoebe. To Hugh her and tell her that everything was going to be all right, but she knew that that wasn't going to happen. Things were eventually going to be better, but not for a while now.
Piper was thinking the same things as Prue. She was just so relief to have her sister back, but she also knew that the worst was about to come.
They finally arrived home after of what seemed like forever. Prue got out of the car after Piper. They were both waiting for Phoebe to step out of the car so they could finally Hugh her and have the sister moment they deserved after the events earlier that day, but they knew it was probably too soon for Phoebe.
After a few seconds of waiting for their sister Prue got a little closer to the window of the car to check on Phoebe; there she saw her sister making no effort to move. Instead she was resting her head against the window looking distant; she was stuck in her own world. It was going to be a long healing process, and it hadn't even started yet. Prue opened the other door of the car carefully not to disturb her sister. The last thing she wanted was to make Phoebe angry; otherwise she may never talk to her about what happened. Prue didn't want her to do that, especially not in a time when Phoebe needs her most.
"Phoebe, honey?" called Prue trying to sound as sweet as possible. But Phoebe didn't even notice her; she just kept looking to the window like she wasn't even there.
"Pheebs" called Prue again, this time louder to get Phoebe's attention. She got closer to Phoebe and gently touched her shoulder. Phoebe flinched at Prue's touch. She had been thinking about that place, that place where he hurt her so much. It didn't matter if it was Prue or Piper who touched her. She still felt the cold hands of Ikarias (yes, I finally decided to call the warlock Ikarias) touching her. She had been so absorbed in her own thinking that she hadn't notice that they were home already.
Phoebe saw Prue's concerned face after she flinched away from her touch, but she decided not to do anything about it. She had enough with her feelings like to be dealing with Prue's too.
"Sorry, I didn't notice we were already here" whispered Phoebe. She managed to smile even thought she wanted to scream. She had to talk really quite otherwise the tears she had been holding down would fall. She saw Prue giving her a warm smile in reassurance.
She got out of the car slowly, not to hurt her knee even more than it already was. Piper went over to Phoebe and wrapped her arms around her shoulders.
"I'm fine" Phoebe said coldly. She didn't want to be so cruel with her sisters but for some reason the words of Ikarias wouldn't leave her head. 'My sisters don't love me' she thought. "No" Phoebe muttered to herself unconsciously while shacking her head trying to get those words out of her head.
"No what sweetie?" asked Piper trying not to push her.
'Look at them pretending to actually care' the voice said in her head. "Nothing" said Phoebe ignoring the voice. 'Why do you bother in talking to them if they don't even listen to you?!' the voice told her again. 'They don't care!' the voice yelled.
"Yes they do" Phoebe said aloud. The only way to shut the voice out was by talking. "Phoebe are you ok?" Prue asked concerned. It wasn't common to see someone talking to themselves.
"Yeah, I'm great" said Phoebe sarcastically. She rushed to the stairs before her sisters got to say anything to her.
"Pheebs wait!" called Piper.
'Great. Here comes the "we love you" and "talk to us" speech. What a bunch of crap!' the voice yelled to Phoebe at the back of her head. Phoebe tried to ignore the voice again but this time she couldn't, it had made her mad. She stopped halfway to the stairs but decided not to make any eye contact so they wouldn't see that she was about to cry.
"Yes?" Phoebe asked without facing them.
"We want to talk to you" said Piper sweetly.
"About?" asked Phoebe knowing what it was about.
"Ikarias" said Prue trying to catch her sister's reaction.
Phoebe flinched at the sound of his name. She hated it so badly, more like she hated herself for letting him touch her like that. 'Why did I let him do that to me?' Phoebe thought.
"I don't want to talk" Phoebe said at the edge of tears.
"Phoebe." Prue started.
"I said I didn't want to talk about it!" Phoebe yelled angry. With that she ran upstairs to her room.
Why couldn't they just leave her alone? Couldn't they see that she was hurting right then? 'They don't want to see it' the voice said to her.' They have enough problems in their life like to be thinking about you' the voice told her. "They do care, if they didn't then they wouldn't have try to talk to me" Phoebe told herself in order to shut down the voice in her head. She couldn't help but to feel a little guilty. They were only trying to help her and she had pushed them away. Phoebe mentally kicked herself for it. 'If you wouldn't of been so stupid and weak against that warlock none of this would of happened' the voice told her. "It's true, it's my fault. If I would have been more responsible and had been home at time my sisters wouldn't be so hurt and worry" Phoebe said to herself as she started to cry.' why didn't I fight him? Why did I let him do that to me?