My decision
Author's note: What do you know, I updated for the second time today. I decided to post unless 3 chapters today so.hope you enjoy it. Thanks for reading! PLEASE REVIEW!
After a couple of hours of crying, Phoebe finally calmed down a little on her sisters arms. She had cried so hard that her eyes actually hurt.
Prue was the first one to pull away from their hug. She knew how Phoebe was feeling and she was hoping that Phoebe would talk to them now. She had so many questions, so many doubts, so many thoughts that she didn't knew where to start. But she also knew Phoebe too well. Phoebe always came to them when she felt it was the right time, after doing her own thinking.
Phoebe saw her sisters looking at her. She knew they were expecting to hear some answers from her but she was just too tired. The pills she had took were loosing their effect on her and she could already feel all the pain and fear building inside of her. 'I can't talk to the like this' she thought. 'I need to take my pills again and after feeling better I'll talk to them' she thought. Taking pills seamed so normal to her now.
"Pheebs" Prue called her sister's attention. Phoebe looked up to her realizing she had been ignoring her sisters while thinking. She could see all the concern in Prue's blue eyes, but he could also see all the love reflected on both sisters.
"How're you feeling?" asked Prue trying to start a conversation.
"I'm.feeling a little better, thanks" said Phoebe silent.
This made Piper and Prue to realize that she wasn't fine at all, and that she probably wasn't ready to talk yet.
"Do you wanna.talk.about it?" asked Piper carefully. She didn't wanna push her sister, not after seeing her nervous breakdown a while ago. All she wanted to do was to know what happened, so she could help her sister deal with it once and for all. But she new it wasn't up to her to talk about it.
"I'm exhausted right now. All I want to do is sleep and forget all about that horrible day" Phoebe cried remembering Ikarias. She looked up to see her sister's disappointed face.
"But we can talk about it in the morning" Phoebe said. 'I can't believe I just said that!' Phoebe mentally kicked herself. 'Am I really gonna talk about it with them?' she wondered to herself.
After seeing how much her sister's had helped her that day she decided to talk to them. She was gonna tell her sisters about Ikarias.
Both Prue and Piper smiled brightly after hearing Phoebe say that. It didn't only mean that they would finally know what happened, it also meant that the healing process had begun. It was gonna be a long road to recovery, but unless it had already started.
"No problem honey" said Prue still smiling. She got closer to Phoebe and kissed her on the forehead.
"Good night phoebe, I love you" Prue whispered in Phoebe's ear.
Piper went over to Phoebe and hugged her as tight as possible. She kissed Phoebe on the check and then on the forehead.
"Sleep tight hun. If you need anything during the night just yell ok?" said Piper stoking Phoebe's hair.
"Ok" Phoebe smiled.
Both sister got out of Phoebe's room and made their ways to their own rooms.
Phoebe's smile was still there after her sister's had left the room. She felt so happy, so relief. She had finally cried to her sisters letting go of all her pain. But now the scary part was yet to come. Phoebe's smile faded in fear with that thought. 'How can I ever talk about it?' she thought.
Getting all depressed once again, she looked over to her drawers. She opened and took two pills on her hands. 'How can something so small make feel so much better?' she wondered. She quickly swallowed the pills without even thinking about it with some water she had left on her night stand the day before to do the exact same thing.
After a couple of minutes she was already feeling happy again. Relaxed and calmed she went to sleep almost immediately, knowing she wasn't going to have nightmares that night. She never did after taking her pills.
Author's note: What do you know, I updated for the second time today. I decided to post unless 3 chapters today so.hope you enjoy it. Thanks for reading! PLEASE REVIEW!
After a couple of hours of crying, Phoebe finally calmed down a little on her sisters arms. She had cried so hard that her eyes actually hurt.
Prue was the first one to pull away from their hug. She knew how Phoebe was feeling and she was hoping that Phoebe would talk to them now. She had so many questions, so many doubts, so many thoughts that she didn't knew where to start. But she also knew Phoebe too well. Phoebe always came to them when she felt it was the right time, after doing her own thinking.
Phoebe saw her sisters looking at her. She knew they were expecting to hear some answers from her but she was just too tired. The pills she had took were loosing their effect on her and she could already feel all the pain and fear building inside of her. 'I can't talk to the like this' she thought. 'I need to take my pills again and after feeling better I'll talk to them' she thought. Taking pills seamed so normal to her now.
"Pheebs" Prue called her sister's attention. Phoebe looked up to her realizing she had been ignoring her sisters while thinking. She could see all the concern in Prue's blue eyes, but he could also see all the love reflected on both sisters.
"How're you feeling?" asked Prue trying to start a conversation.
"I'm.feeling a little better, thanks" said Phoebe silent.
This made Piper and Prue to realize that she wasn't fine at all, and that she probably wasn't ready to talk yet.
"Do you wanna.talk.about it?" asked Piper carefully. She didn't wanna push her sister, not after seeing her nervous breakdown a while ago. All she wanted to do was to know what happened, so she could help her sister deal with it once and for all. But she new it wasn't up to her to talk about it.
"I'm exhausted right now. All I want to do is sleep and forget all about that horrible day" Phoebe cried remembering Ikarias. She looked up to see her sister's disappointed face.
"But we can talk about it in the morning" Phoebe said. 'I can't believe I just said that!' Phoebe mentally kicked herself. 'Am I really gonna talk about it with them?' she wondered to herself.
After seeing how much her sister's had helped her that day she decided to talk to them. She was gonna tell her sisters about Ikarias.
Both Prue and Piper smiled brightly after hearing Phoebe say that. It didn't only mean that they would finally know what happened, it also meant that the healing process had begun. It was gonna be a long road to recovery, but unless it had already started.
"No problem honey" said Prue still smiling. She got closer to Phoebe and kissed her on the forehead.
"Good night phoebe, I love you" Prue whispered in Phoebe's ear.
Piper went over to Phoebe and hugged her as tight as possible. She kissed Phoebe on the check and then on the forehead.
"Sleep tight hun. If you need anything during the night just yell ok?" said Piper stoking Phoebe's hair.
"Ok" Phoebe smiled.
Both sister got out of Phoebe's room and made their ways to their own rooms.
Phoebe's smile was still there after her sister's had left the room. She felt so happy, so relief. She had finally cried to her sisters letting go of all her pain. But now the scary part was yet to come. Phoebe's smile faded in fear with that thought. 'How can I ever talk about it?' she thought.
Getting all depressed once again, she looked over to her drawers. She opened and took two pills on her hands. 'How can something so small make feel so much better?' she wondered. She quickly swallowed the pills without even thinking about it with some water she had left on her night stand the day before to do the exact same thing.
After a couple of minutes she was already feeling happy again. Relaxed and calmed she went to sleep almost immediately, knowing she wasn't going to have nightmares that night. She never did after taking her pills.