Against Order's
Severus walked out of the house, Remus looked over at him while Tonks waved Bill off; Remus was just about to walk over to him when he apperated. He reappeared in his living room; the house was cold because he hadn't been back in days' though it was always like that because he never spent any time there. He hadn't really used the house in years, he sat down in the chair that Jocelyn had bullied him in getting because she had thought that it was just him; large and dark, though he did like the chair.
There was a sofa to his left and another slightly smaller chair facing him, in the corner next to the window was his large desk covered with books and parchment which he needed to mark before he went back.
But he didn't want to think about that how could he think of anything but her? Then he suddenly got up and walked out of the room.
"No, I can't think about her; there's no point she isn't here anymore anyway." Severus told himself as he walked through to the kitchen; he pulled out his wand and blasted a hole in the door. "Damn it! Why did they have to bring her up?"
Of course no answered him because he was alone, he was alone because he had been a fool all of his life. Then the meeting suddenly hit him, the boy Hunter; he had an urge to know who his mother was. He walked back into the living room with his robes billowing behind him; he grabbed a handful of Floo Powder and the stepped into the fire.
"Severus Snape's office!" Severus ordered and then was engulfed in flames.
He stepped out into his office a minute later and lit the candles as he walked across for all the information he had on the student's, he went through the rolls of parchment until he came across Owen Hunter. There wasn't anything there, no contact information or who his parents were.
"Dumbledore." Severus said to himself.
He walked back over to his desk and flopped back down, and stared moodily at the fire place; trying to think of his next step.
***
Sirius finished his second breakfast and pushed it away as Harry sat down in front of him, he looked up at him and smiled slightly.
"What's up?" Sirius asked.
"Why couldn't we go?" Harry asked him.
"Harry I want to get out of here just as much as you do." Sirius told him. "At least you're aloud to leave as yourself; I'm not even in my other form let alone like this."
"I know that...but." Harry said.
"If it was up to me, I would have gone out looking and you could have come with me." Sirius told him, and Harry smiled brightly at him at this news.
"Yes but it isn't Sirius." Molly said as she picked up him now empty plate.
"I know that Molly...oh thanks that was great." Sirius said.
"Glad you enjoyed it, though you could still though with putting some more of that weight that on." Molly told him as she walked off.
Sirius looked over at Molly before he turned back to Harry, as Ron and Hermione joined them while Ginny helped her mum.
"Erm...Sirius who was this Jocelyn person then?" Ron asked, Harry and Hermione looked at him and then back at Sirius.
Sirius thought for a moment before he answered them. "She was an old friend, we went out...and then she was killed. I didn't even get to see her that week, but that... THAT BASTARD DID!"
"Sirius Black!" Molly shouted at him.
"Sorry Molly, but he is." Sirius said.
"That's no reason to swear in front of them." Molly told him.
Sirius glared at her and then pushed his chair back and walked off; Harry was about to follow him but Hermione stopped him.
"He needs time to himself Harry after that, go up in a bit ok." Hermione told him softly.
Sirius walked slowly up the stairs as though he had just been defeated by some great enemy, which he felt he had Severus almost made him feel like that when it came to Jocelyn. Even though it had been years, and he knew that she had been his; Severus could always make him question if that was true.
He was about to go up stairs to his room when he stopped facing the front door, he looked at it and then up the stairs and found himself walking towards the door; he reached out and turned the handle and opened the door. He changed with a pop and where a man had stood there was a dog stood there now.
He walked out of the house on all fours and turned round and stood up to close the door as quietly as he could with his teeth, it closed with a click and then he turned back round and ran down the steps.
Sirius ran down the road, running on the path and then going on the road and running around in circles chasing his tail; he was so great to be out in the open just to be free for an hour or so before he had to go back to his prison. He knew that he shouldn't think of it like that while Harry was there, because he made it so much better; but at the end of the day that's what that house was to him a prison.
He had been walking around London for about twenty minutes, a couple of kids had patted him which had been nice; but now he was just walking around. There was something nagging at the back of his mind that he should be doing, he hated that feeling; every time he had it something awful always seemed to happen, so what was this he was supposed to be doing?
He walked on for another five minutes and then it hit him, that boy he needed to find that boy 'Hunter'; he knew that he wouldn't be related and that he couldn't get her back but he had to do something, he felt that he needed to do something to help.
Sirius tried to remember what Ginny had told them that morning before they had all left, he liked dogs, which he was one at the moment and he liked Quidditch. He knew that if he had ran away he wouldn't have gone to the obvious places unless he wanted someone to find him fast, and from what Remus had told them that didn't seem the case here; so where would he go?
He just walked without realising where he was going, trying to think back to when he was at school and this lads age and where he might go; but it was as though his mind had put up a block and didn't want to think about it. Because every time he did, he always saw her; and now after talking with Severus he saw them together.
As Sirius walked onto another street he narrowly missed a stone which was lobbed his way, he looked up suddenly and saw a boy sat on the curb; he had black hair and brown eyes which were blood shot. Sirius carried on walking ignoring the boy as he carried on throwing stones into the road.
"Stupid dog." The boy said suddenly.
Sirius tried to ignore him and carry on walking.
"That's right just walk away and leave me here all alone." The boy shot at him.
Sirius wasn't sure what to do, he knew that boy didn't know that he was really a man; and that he was just upset. But so was he.
"Everyone else has." The boy almost whispered.
Sirius looked up at the boy, he was crying; he didn't know what he was doing as he walked over and rested his head on the boys knee. But it seemed to help him because he hugged Sirius tightly and started to cry hard onto his shoulder, and tried to talk as well.
"They all knew..." He told Sirius. "Why didn't I? Its like they don't think I desire to know...or desire a chance...I'm not going back...they can't make me...I'm not even going back to school...not now not after finding out...how could I?"
Sirius looked up at him and licked his cheek, the boy smiled slightly at pointed forward; so Sirius looked to where he was pointing. It seemed familiar in a way, he didn't know way because there was nothing there well part from rumble from where a house had once stood. The boy took out a picture from his pocket, but Sirius couldn't see it.
"That's it...I know it isn't there now...but it had been..." The boy said and started to cry again and his hand slipped and Sirius saw the picture, he couldn't believe it there was the house; but also there was him, Remus, James and Lily who was pregnant and Jocelyn.
Sirius looked up at the boy and then back at the picture and then at the boy again, he shock his head; it was impossible, or was it?
(A/N:- hey, what do you think? Hoped you liked it. And thanks to everyone who review already glad that you're enjoying the story.
Thanks to, yaukira my biggest fan, really glad that you liked the story and hoped that you like this chapter as well.
Hoku-aenan, thank you! Really glad that you liked the story, and got the whole Severus, Jocelyn and Sirius thing; its going to get a lot more interesting as it goes along, so I hoped that you carry on reading.
Severus walked out of the house, Remus looked over at him while Tonks waved Bill off; Remus was just about to walk over to him when he apperated. He reappeared in his living room; the house was cold because he hadn't been back in days' though it was always like that because he never spent any time there. He hadn't really used the house in years, he sat down in the chair that Jocelyn had bullied him in getting because she had thought that it was just him; large and dark, though he did like the chair.
There was a sofa to his left and another slightly smaller chair facing him, in the corner next to the window was his large desk covered with books and parchment which he needed to mark before he went back.
But he didn't want to think about that how could he think of anything but her? Then he suddenly got up and walked out of the room.
"No, I can't think about her; there's no point she isn't here anymore anyway." Severus told himself as he walked through to the kitchen; he pulled out his wand and blasted a hole in the door. "Damn it! Why did they have to bring her up?"
Of course no answered him because he was alone, he was alone because he had been a fool all of his life. Then the meeting suddenly hit him, the boy Hunter; he had an urge to know who his mother was. He walked back into the living room with his robes billowing behind him; he grabbed a handful of Floo Powder and the stepped into the fire.
"Severus Snape's office!" Severus ordered and then was engulfed in flames.
He stepped out into his office a minute later and lit the candles as he walked across for all the information he had on the student's, he went through the rolls of parchment until he came across Owen Hunter. There wasn't anything there, no contact information or who his parents were.
"Dumbledore." Severus said to himself.
He walked back over to his desk and flopped back down, and stared moodily at the fire place; trying to think of his next step.
***
Sirius finished his second breakfast and pushed it away as Harry sat down in front of him, he looked up at him and smiled slightly.
"What's up?" Sirius asked.
"Why couldn't we go?" Harry asked him.
"Harry I want to get out of here just as much as you do." Sirius told him. "At least you're aloud to leave as yourself; I'm not even in my other form let alone like this."
"I know that...but." Harry said.
"If it was up to me, I would have gone out looking and you could have come with me." Sirius told him, and Harry smiled brightly at him at this news.
"Yes but it isn't Sirius." Molly said as she picked up him now empty plate.
"I know that Molly...oh thanks that was great." Sirius said.
"Glad you enjoyed it, though you could still though with putting some more of that weight that on." Molly told him as she walked off.
Sirius looked over at Molly before he turned back to Harry, as Ron and Hermione joined them while Ginny helped her mum.
"Erm...Sirius who was this Jocelyn person then?" Ron asked, Harry and Hermione looked at him and then back at Sirius.
Sirius thought for a moment before he answered them. "She was an old friend, we went out...and then she was killed. I didn't even get to see her that week, but that... THAT BASTARD DID!"
"Sirius Black!" Molly shouted at him.
"Sorry Molly, but he is." Sirius said.
"That's no reason to swear in front of them." Molly told him.
Sirius glared at her and then pushed his chair back and walked off; Harry was about to follow him but Hermione stopped him.
"He needs time to himself Harry after that, go up in a bit ok." Hermione told him softly.
Sirius walked slowly up the stairs as though he had just been defeated by some great enemy, which he felt he had Severus almost made him feel like that when it came to Jocelyn. Even though it had been years, and he knew that she had been his; Severus could always make him question if that was true.
He was about to go up stairs to his room when he stopped facing the front door, he looked at it and then up the stairs and found himself walking towards the door; he reached out and turned the handle and opened the door. He changed with a pop and where a man had stood there was a dog stood there now.
He walked out of the house on all fours and turned round and stood up to close the door as quietly as he could with his teeth, it closed with a click and then he turned back round and ran down the steps.
Sirius ran down the road, running on the path and then going on the road and running around in circles chasing his tail; he was so great to be out in the open just to be free for an hour or so before he had to go back to his prison. He knew that he shouldn't think of it like that while Harry was there, because he made it so much better; but at the end of the day that's what that house was to him a prison.
He had been walking around London for about twenty minutes, a couple of kids had patted him which had been nice; but now he was just walking around. There was something nagging at the back of his mind that he should be doing, he hated that feeling; every time he had it something awful always seemed to happen, so what was this he was supposed to be doing?
He walked on for another five minutes and then it hit him, that boy he needed to find that boy 'Hunter'; he knew that he wouldn't be related and that he couldn't get her back but he had to do something, he felt that he needed to do something to help.
Sirius tried to remember what Ginny had told them that morning before they had all left, he liked dogs, which he was one at the moment and he liked Quidditch. He knew that if he had ran away he wouldn't have gone to the obvious places unless he wanted someone to find him fast, and from what Remus had told them that didn't seem the case here; so where would he go?
He just walked without realising where he was going, trying to think back to when he was at school and this lads age and where he might go; but it was as though his mind had put up a block and didn't want to think about it. Because every time he did, he always saw her; and now after talking with Severus he saw them together.
As Sirius walked onto another street he narrowly missed a stone which was lobbed his way, he looked up suddenly and saw a boy sat on the curb; he had black hair and brown eyes which were blood shot. Sirius carried on walking ignoring the boy as he carried on throwing stones into the road.
"Stupid dog." The boy said suddenly.
Sirius tried to ignore him and carry on walking.
"That's right just walk away and leave me here all alone." The boy shot at him.
Sirius wasn't sure what to do, he knew that boy didn't know that he was really a man; and that he was just upset. But so was he.
"Everyone else has." The boy almost whispered.
Sirius looked up at the boy, he was crying; he didn't know what he was doing as he walked over and rested his head on the boys knee. But it seemed to help him because he hugged Sirius tightly and started to cry hard onto his shoulder, and tried to talk as well.
"They all knew..." He told Sirius. "Why didn't I? Its like they don't think I desire to know...or desire a chance...I'm not going back...they can't make me...I'm not even going back to school...not now not after finding out...how could I?"
Sirius looked up at him and licked his cheek, the boy smiled slightly at pointed forward; so Sirius looked to where he was pointing. It seemed familiar in a way, he didn't know way because there was nothing there well part from rumble from where a house had once stood. The boy took out a picture from his pocket, but Sirius couldn't see it.
"That's it...I know it isn't there now...but it had been..." The boy said and started to cry again and his hand slipped and Sirius saw the picture, he couldn't believe it there was the house; but also there was him, Remus, James and Lily who was pregnant and Jocelyn.
Sirius looked up at the boy and then back at the picture and then at the boy again, he shock his head; it was impossible, or was it?
(A/N:- hey, what do you think? Hoped you liked it. And thanks to everyone who review already glad that you're enjoying the story.
Thanks to, yaukira my biggest fan, really glad that you liked the story and hoped that you like this chapter as well.
Hoku-aenan, thank you! Really glad that you liked the story, and got the whole Severus, Jocelyn and Sirius thing; its going to get a lot more interesting as it goes along, so I hoped that you carry on reading.